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VIII-IX

V

zaal samadaSvili

rati amaRlobeli

ekaterine togoniZe

beqa qurxuli ana korZaia-samadaSvili

aZveri xeze, kenweroze, sxvenze aZveri,guli gagiskdes SeiZleba _ Cans myinvarwveri.

rogorc haerSi dakiduli Tovlis baRi darogorc niRabi aRebuli RmerTis saxidan _

Cans myinvarwveri cis siRrmeSi amoyvanili,rogorc taZari, rogorc locva, rogorc yvavili.

ukan daxeviT, fexis TiTis wverze aweviT,rogorc farulis gacxadeba _ Cans myinvarwveri.

myinvarwveri

kaxaberikaci, romelic wavida

me SevizRude SesaZleblobada gavxdi Tavisufali.

baia karalioks raRacnairad kbeCda, uxmaurod.ise gemrielad ilukmeboda, nerwyvi mogadgeboda.karalioki ar miyvars, magram mis TeTr TiTebSimolaplape narinjisferi uneburad mtacebdaTvals, uazrod mivCerebodi erTmaneTis miy-olebiT gaCenil moyavisfro Rrmulebs, mozrdilnakbeCebs, janmrTeli kbilebis kvals. Semodgomaiyo da daSaqrul amindebSi misi JRali, CamoSlili

Tmac karaliokiviT elavda mzeze. oqros Zewkvilaviwis Zvlebs Soris eSveboda, odnav amoburculpatara xals exeboda da savse ubeSi ikargeboda.„jvaria? jvari ukeTia Tu ara?!~ _ mitrialebdaganuwyvetliv. namzeuriT gamravlebuli Worfliise eyara mxrebsa da saxeze, daTvlas mandomebda:erTi, ori, sami... xuTi... Tvrameti... ormoci... asi...orasocdaxuTi... samasi... bavSvobaSi ase varskv-lavebs viTvlidi caze, viTvlidi da ra Savdeboda?!deda me da Cems Zmas salamuras gvikiTxavda. baiajer kidev maSin gaCnda Cven Soris _ cicinaTeleb-is mwyemsi, mzisunaxavi, Ramis gogo. Cemi Zma ambob-da, salamura varo da mwyinda.

VI-VII

wminda SesaZlebloba

V

IX XIII_ ×òî çà áîðüáà? ׸ ïàòðîíû ïîïóñòó ïàëèòå?×òî çà áîðüáà? ׸ ïàòðîíû ïîïóñòó ïàëèòå?×òî çà áîðüáà? ׸ ïàòðîíû ïîïóñòó ïàëèòå?×òî çà áîðüáà? ׸ ïàòðîíû ïîïóñòó ïàëèòå?×òî çà áîðüáà? ׸ ïàòðîíû ïîïóñòó ïàëèòå?

_ Äðóçåé, äðóçåé, áðàòüåâ íàøèõ õîðîíèì! . . Äðóçåé, äðóçåé, áðàòüåâ íàøèõ õîðîíèì! . . Äðóçåé, äðóçåé, áðàòüåâ íàøèõ õîðîíèì! . . Äðóçåé, äðóçåé, áðàòüåâ íàøèõ õîðîíèì! . . Äðóçåé, äðóçåé, áðàòüåâ íàøèõ õîðîíèì! . .Ñàëþò, ñàëþò ïîñëåäíåé ÷åñòè îòäà¸ì! . .Ñàëþò, ñàëþò ïîñëåäíåé ÷åñòè îòäà¸ì! . .Ñàëþò, ñàëþò ïîñëåäíåé ÷åñòè îòäà¸ì! . .Ñàëþò, ñàëþò ïîñëåäíåé ÷åñòè îòäà¸ì! . .Ñàëþò, ñàëþò ïîñëåäíåé ÷åñòè îòäà¸ì! . .

Êàê ïîëîæåíî! . .Êàê ïîëîæåíî! . .Êàê ïîëîæåíî! . .Êàê ïîëîæåíî! . .Êàê ïîëîæåíî! . .Àëåêñàíäð Íåâçîðîâ. Àëåêñàíäð Íåâçîðîâ. Àëåêñàíäð Íåâçîðîâ. Àëåêñàíäð Íåâçîðîâ. Àëåêñàíäð Íåâçîðîâ. `×èñòèëèùå×èñòèëèùå×èñòèëèùå×èñòèëèùå×èñòèëèùå~

gelordagelorda 1999 wlis 17 seqtembers daiRupa avaria-

Si. gelorda gela xaCiZea, klasSi xaCikas veZaxdiT.gelorda, mogvianebiT, skolis damTavrebis SemdegdavarqviT. nuli jgufidan, xuTi wlidan, erT klas-Si visxediT. Tbilisis I eqsperimentuli skolis 0klasSi Segvrekes 1980 wlis pirvel seqtembers da Cve-ni cxovrebac daiwyo. am dRidan misi gardacvalebisdRemde vZmakacobdiT da axlac vZmakacobT. ubral-od, aq aRar aris. wavida.

aprilis bolos gawvimda, da iwvima da iwvima. CventyeSi viyaviT. wesiT, sawyenia, tyeSi rom xar da wvims,magram roca Tvrameti wlisas yvelaze magari biWigaxlavs, da grZeli Tma gaqvs, da Tma dagisvelda, daSig Cawnuli gvirilebic dasvelda, da deda, ici, romlamazi gogo xar... is maisi da is wvima Zalian kargiiyo.

qalaqSi dabrunebulebs gviTxres, rom Cveni saqmewasulia, male Zalian avad gavxdebiT da davixoce-biT, imitom, rom Cernobili afeTqda.

Cemi Zmakacebis saxelebi naTlias moedani

II-III

gagvifuWda televizori da vifiqreT _ Suqirom Caqra, gamorTva dagvaviwyda albaT da ue-crad movardnilma maRali Zabvis denma rome-liRac nawili gadauwvao. is dro iyo, dRe-RameSisami-oTxi saaTiT rom mogvewodeboda eleqtro-energia, patarebs naTuris kaSkaSi rom akvirveb-da da ufrosebi kudSi rom davdevdiT montio-rebs, romlebic, mcireodeni sazRauris fasad,

viRacas SeRavaTs aZlevdnen, met xans amyofebdnen si-naTleSi, viRacas, fulis dacincvlamde, bnelSi. mok-led, auria Cvenma televizorma, gamosaxulebadaiklakna, xmis magivrad SiSini gaisma; arada, im-droindeli sazomebiT, TiTqmis axlad iTvleboda;oTxi wlis win nayid ̀ ÐÀÄÓÃÀÐÀÄÓÃÀÐÀÄÓÃÀÐÀÄÓÃÀÐÀÄÓÃÀ~-s (qarTulad _ cisar-tyelas), sul cota, aTi weli unda gaeZlo kidev, CemiangariSiT.

televizorisSesakeTeblad

mosvla

2 literaturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiproza 6 - 19 ivnisi 2014

saxlTan yvelaze axlos Rvinis aR-marTSi mdebare saxelosno iyo da imasmivaSure. orni damxvdnen, ostati _Suaxnis kaci sqeli, aburduli, er-Tianad gaTeTrebuli warbebiT, cx-viris kexidan nestoebamde CamoweulisaTvaliT da Segirdi _ Tvramet-cxrameti wlis didqoCriani biWi, pi-jakSi jvaredinad Cafenili naqsoviSarfiT, TvalebSi rom Sescicinebda amkacs da `Äÿäü Ãóë î~-d moixseniebda. mo-vuyevi Cemi gasaWiris Sesaxeb, movaxsenetelevizoris dazianebis savaraudoversia, vuTxari, gnebavT, aq movitan,gnebavT, adgilze naxeT-meTqi. gulocavlabris binadari aRmoCnda, ris gamocSeRavaTi gamiwia da Sin mosvlas damp-irda. misma didsulovnebam SegirdisaRfrTovaneba gamoiwvia, rac SemdegsityvebSi gamoixata: `Êàêîé òû ä îáðûé÷åëîâåê, äÿäü Ãóëî... Íó êëÿíóñü ìàìû-ra...~SevTanxmdiT, rom im dros movidoda,roca ubans Suqs miscemdnen, oRond ardagvizustebia _ imave saRamos, meore,Tu mesame dRes. ar daveZebdi, rakitelevizoris zeviT-qveviT Trevas ga-davrCi; adre Tu gvian aucilebladrom Sedgeboda viziti, darwmunebuliviyavi; amis safuZvels maZlevda is, romCveni xanmokle dialogisas mas erTx-elac ar moumizezebia moucleloba daise miyurebda saTvalis zemodan,rogorc keTili brZenkaci rCevis sak-iTxavad misul gzaabneul kravs...

ar Sevmcdarvar. mgoni, imave saRa-mos gvewvia. ZvelisZvelma macivarmazriali rom daiwyo da yvelam erTadrom SevZaxeT, Suqi movidao, im momen-tidan naxevari saaTic ar iyo gasuli,karze rom daakakuna. mTeli ojaxiSevegebeT, me palto CamovarTvi, CemmameuRlem sakvoiaJi; ar damaviwydeba,rogori cnobismoyvareobiT Sehyureb-da Cveni biWuna sasurvel stumars,romelic Tan gviRimoda da Tan warbebsiwesrigebda pijakis jibidan amoRebu-li patara savarcxliT.

televizori SedarebiT mozrdil,sasadilo oTaxSi mqonda gamotanili.iq naklebad igrZnoboda Cveni patarabinis siviwrove da magidac iseTi zo-mis idga, romelzec Tavisuflad da-eteoda SesakeTebeli nivTis Sig-Tavsidan gamoRebuli nawilebi. ukanapaneli movxsnaTo, Tqva gulom da sak-voiaJidan plastmasistariani saxrax-nisi amoiRo. Tavis droze nacnobobiTmaqvs nayidi es televizori, rogorcvici, `HITACHI~-s ekrani aqvs-meTqi, da`eleqtronika~ gavixsene, maRazia,romelic saburTaloze, bukias baRisgadaRma, rvasarTuliani korpusispirvel sarTulze iyo ganTavsebuli.sxva maRaziebis msgavsad, gansxvavebu-li saqonliT rom vaWrobdnen, aqac yve-laferi, rasac xarisxis niSanwyaligaaCnda _ gadamaluli iyo da faru-lad iyideboda egreT wodebuli`blatnoi~ klientebze, xolo daxleb-sa da vitrinebSi iseTi produqciahqondaT gamofenili, romelsac, sab-WoTa realobasTan erTad, sayofacx-ovrebo teqnikaSi gauTviTcnobierebu-li moqalaqe Tu daadgamda Tvals. isicganvmarte, ratom hqonda iaponuri ek-rani ssrk-Si damzadebul yuTs; ueWve-lad valis gamo; mza produqciiT,egreT wodebuli `naturiT~ hyavdaT-gastumrebuli iaponelebs rusebi. ase-Ti ram adrec, oTxmociani wlebisdasawyisSic moxda, roca finelebmafulis nacvlad sigaretebi gamougza-vnes mevaleebs da cota xniT, ̀ mziurisa~da `luqsis~ gverdiT fineTSi warmoe-buli `Marlboro~ da `Winston~-i iyidebo-da Tbilisis gastronomebSi.

ar vewevio, Tqva gulom da kvlavsakvoiaJSi Cahyo xeli. amjerad jagri-si amoiRo, momcro zomis, xis zurgi-ani, daaxloebiT iseTi, fexsacmelebismwmendavebi rom iyenebdnen gaprialeb-is meore etapze. mtvris sqeli feniTiyo dafaruli TiTqmis yvela mik-rosqema da cilindris formis lampa.arqeologis sifrTxiliT gadawmindada gaasufTava TiToeuli maTgani.

televizorisSesakeTeblad

mosvla

zaal samadaSvili

dasawyisi pirvel gverdze

saqmes rom morCa, jagriss suli Seuberada Cem meuRles uTxra, sapniani wyalimomitaneT patara jamiTo. sxvas romeTqva aseTi ram, gamikvirdeboda da vi-kiTxavdi, ra saWiro iyo sapniani wya-li; magram win mejda kaci, visi Tavda-jerebulobac SekiTxvis dasmis sur-vils mikargavda. stumrad mosul kan-tonas (`manCester iunaitedis~ gulSe-matkivari viyavi) burTi rom moeTxo-va, xom ar vkiTxavdi, rad ginda-meTqi.sanam xsnars moutandnen, gulom kideverTi nivTi amoaZvrina sakvoiaJidan _erTi bewo, asanTis kolofisxela Rru-beli. Sevecade, gamomecno, risTvisunda gamoeyenebina es ori ram; vifiqre,ramis gawmendas xom ar apirebs-meTqi,magram sad sapniani wyliT laqebis amoy-vana da sad televizoris SekeTeba.umal ukuvagde es azri da yuradRebasakvoiaJze gadavitane im imediT, romiqneb kidev raime amoeRo misi idumaliwiaRidan... iseTi rame, rac xsnaris,Rrublisa da televizoris urTierT-kavSirs damidgenda.

krZalvas, Tundac msubuqs, am ucn-auri xelosnis mimarT es ZvelisZveliCanTac aRmiZravda. zustad aseTi, sax-iani tyavisgan damzadebuli, gverdebd-aberili CanTa liTonis mogrZo, ver-cxlisferi saketiT, romelic uxmau-rod iReboda da tkacuniT ixureboda,babuaCems hqonda. mis Semyures mxolodimitom mindoda, male gavmxdariyavididi, rom aseTi CanTa Tavadac mqono-da. medidurobaSi gadazrdili Tavda-jerebuloba arc babuas aklda; gan-sakuTrebiT miuwvdomlad da yovlis-SemZled gamoiyureboda maSin, rocamivlinebaSi gamgzavrebis win sagzaoinJinris oqrosferRilebian SinelSigamoewyoboda, xelSi sakvoiaJs dai-Werda da damSvidobebis niSnaddidebTan erTad bavSvebsac dagvikrav-da Tavs...

madlobis niSnad gulomac Tavidaukra Cem meuRles, pirTamde savsejami CamoarTva da televizors gver-

diT miudga. Rrubeli moimarjva daiseTi saxiT gadmogvxeda, TiTqosraRac jadoqruli ritualis Ses-rulebas apirebda. Seudga Tu arasaqmes, aRmoCnda, rom Cemi varaudi ̀ gaw-mendis~ Sesaxeb ukusagdebi ar iyo _Rrubels odnav asvelebda wyalSi,msubuqad wuravda da nawilebs usvam-da; isev iseTi sifrTxiliT irjeboda,rogorc weRan, mtvris fenis mocileb-isas.

gaoceba rom Segvatyo mTel ojaxs,bavSvis CaTvliT, mogvitrialda dadinjad, lamis sityvebis damarcvliTgviTxra _ dazianebuli da gadamwvariaraferi ar aris; WuWyia yvelgan, yve-la wertilSi; gaiwmindeba, gasufTavde-ba da morCeba, amuSavdeba, rogorc kon-veieridan gadmosulio... auh, televi-zors mtveri Tu afuWebda, ar vicodi-meTqi. is ki aRar vuTxari, rom im oTax-Si, sadac televizori gvedga, amaswi-naT Spaleri gadavakariT da Weri Se-vaTeTreT. Sevecade, gamexsenebina, ga-davafareT Tu ara gazeTebi yvelanivTs da vinane, gazeTebis nacvladcelofani rom ar gamoviyene; Tumca,didi zomis celofani iolad ar iSove-boda, xan hqondaT da xan ara navTluRisbazarTan Camwkrivebul movaWreebs,romlebic navTquris patruqebs, rezi-nis milebs, xraxnebs, onkanebissafenebs, akvariumebs, Citebis galiebsda Tunuqis Rumelebs hyididnen...

iqaur daxlebze televizorebisnawilebis moZiebac SeiZleboda; magramsiZvire erTi da meore _ araviTarigarantia imisa, rom gamogadgeboda,CayenebisTanave ar gadagewveboda;aRarafers vambob sam-oTxTvian gaZle-baze. RmerTs madlobas vwiravdi dagulos mimarT madlierebis grZnobiTvimsWvalebodi; xumroba saqme xom ariyo, iolad, nawilebis Seucvleladgavdiodi fons. gagonili mqonda,rogor iqceodnen xelosnebi, ramxelaxarjs awevinebdnen klients sul ubra-lo xarvezis gamosasworeblad.

madliereba gasamrjelos winaswarmicemiT da Caize dapatiJebiT gamovux-ate. wesiT da rigiT, meore dRes undamimeca fuli. xval moval, manamde kar-gad gamoSreba yvela detalio, Tqvagulom saqmianobas rom morCa da wamod-ga. Cais dalevaze uari gviTxra, gada-udebeli saqmeebi maqvso. gasamr-jelosac ar marTmevda, mere iyoso,meubneboda, Tumca Cemi gavitane, maincmivaCeCe fuli. mgoni, ar momCvenebia,odnav damorcxvebulma Seinaxa hamil-tonis gamosaxulebiani kupiurasakvoiaJze aranakleb Zvel da kideeb-SemocveTil safuleSi.

aTi dolari kargi fuli iyo maSin,erTi kviris samyof sursaT-sanovagesSeiZendi am fasad ginda navTluRis daginda ̀ dezertiris~ bazarSi. mosapove-blad iyo Zneli _ xelnawerebis mTelidasta, samasi-oTxasi gverdi unda wame-kiTxa da Camesworebina, es Tanxa rommimeRo. koreqtorad vmuSaob da erTdid, omebsa da darbevebs gadarCenilgamomcemlobaSi, dRe da Rames vas-worebdi, davaleba xarisxianad daswrafad rom Semesrulebina; mzis si-naTleze metxans lamfis mbJutav Suqzemiwevda kiTxva; amas unda `vumadlode~Tvalebis wvasa da acremlebas da saTva-lis xmarebis naadrevad dawyebas. Tum-ca wasakiTxi teqstebis simZimec arunda daiviwyo, mzeris gadaZabvis kideverTi mizezi _ orjer da samjer romgiwevs erTsa da imave pasaJSi Cakir-kiteba azris gamosatanad. am mxriv yve-la sxva avtors im dros popularobiszenitSi myofi qarTveli mwerali jab-nida; werda cxraasgverdian romanebsada samasgverdian moTxrobebs, rom-lebic daxunZlulebi gaxldaT aT-Tx-uTmetstriqoniani winadadebebiT;aRaraferi rom vTqvaT mis gatacebazesityvaTqmnadobiT. es kaci da misi uc-nauri eqsperimentebi Cais smis drosgavixsene da zogierTi ramis citire-biTa da komentirebiT magrad gavaxa-lise meuRleca da Svilic...

uSuqobis gamo gulo arc meoredRes mosula da arc mesame dRes. gvi-ani Semodgoma iyo da ukve gvarianadcioda; visxediT wiTelkorpusiani ko-reuli navTquris garSemo da vcdi-lobdiT, gamogvecno, ra unda gamx-dariyo uSuqobis mizezi _ eleqtro-sadguris romelime blokis mwyobridangamosvla Tu adgilobriv kvanZSisadenebis dazianeba. televizoris Sig-Tavssac ganvixilavdiT da vTanxmde-bodiT, rom _ zogi Wiri margebeliada am saqmisaTvis erT dRes namdviladsjobda sami.

dagvadga saSveli, rogorc iqna,dadga mSvenieri saRamo (mSvenierebissazomi, cxadia, ganaTebuli fanjrebissimravle gaxldaT) _ movida deni damasTan erTad, naTurebis gabrdRvi-alebidan sul raRac aT-TxuTmet wuT-Si _ guloc. televizorisTvis xelixom ar gixliaT, xom ar dagiZravT, angadagidgamT sadmeo, gvkiTxa Semosv-lisTanave. ras brZanebT-meTqi, vupa-suxe. Zalian kargio, Tqva da paltogaixada; savarcxeli gadaisva Tmaze daxeliT maniSna, gavZRolodi. es ise gaa-keTa, TiTqos sasadilo oTaxamde ori-ode nabiji ki ara, vrceli misaRebi,anda grZeli derefani gvqonda gasav-leli. SevuZexi. gulo dajda. kvlavgatkacunda sakvoiaJis saketi daamjerad iseTma nivTma amoanaTa iqidan,romelmac ufrosebi saxtad dagvtova,xolo umcrosi ki _ moxibla. vis xel-Si ar minaxavs lupa _ filatelistis,mesaaTis, peplebis koleqcioneris, ma-gram televizoris SemkeTeblis xelSipirvelad vxedavdi; Tanac ubralos kiara, lamis Serlok holmsis, mama braun-isa da TviT uiliam baskervilelisSesaferiss _ liTonis CarCoians, el-vares, Zvlis mogrZo tariT...

SeuiaraRebeli TvalisTvis uxilaviWuWyis nawilakebis aRmosaCenad iyosaWiro gamadidebeli SuSa, Tu kidevsxva ramisTvis, ver getyviT, ar mikiTx-avs. uxerxuli iyo xelis SeSla ka-cisTvis, romelic mkvlevaris gulm-odginebiT akvirdeboda TiToeuli

3literaturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTi festivali6 - 19 ivnisi 2014

mTavarigmiri

_wigni!

dasasruli me-15 gverdze

uamravi adamiani xuTSabaTs me-11pavilionTan daniSnul droze gac-ilebiT adre mivida, mouTmenlad elo-da 11 saaTis dadgomas da gafacicebiTadevnebda Tvals winasadResaswaulofacifucs. wignis festivalebis erT-gulma stumarma gamocdilebiT icis,rom pavilionis gaxsnidan maleve gada-iWedeba darbazi, sunTqva gaWirdeba,wignis daxlebTan Tavisuflad miax-loeba SeuZlebeli gaxdeba, amitomadrianad iWers Tadarigs, raTapirvelma Camouaros daxlebs,winaswarmomzadebul grZel siebs Caxe-dos da sasurveli gamocemebis ZebnasSeudges, an auCqareblad daaTva-lieros Taroebi da stendebi, gada-furclos ucnobi wignebi da arCevanimSvidad gaakeTos. sul oTxi dRe aqvT,mosaswrebi ki bevria.

xalxmravloba, xmauri, mxiaruleba,furclebis Sriali, fotoaparatebisCxakuni, banerebi, plakatebi, sxvadasx-va gamomcemlobis maisurebSi gamowy-obili axalgazrdebi katalogebiT,sainformacio bukletebiT, flaere-biT, wignebiT savse daxlebi, damTva-liereblebi, myidvelebi, gamomcemle-bi, Jurnalistebi, rac mTavaria, wigne-bi da mkiTxveli, adamianebi gadaSliliwignebiT _ esaa Tbilisis wignis fes-tivali, sadac wignis moyvarul adami-ans mouxaria, radgan icis, rom wlidanwlamde sul ufro kargi gamocemebi,didi arCevani, mravali literaturu-li siaxle, qarTvel da ucxoel av-torebTan, gamomcemelTan, Tu ubral-od, megobrebTan Sexvedrebi elis.

wlevandeli festivali ucxoelistumrebis simravliTac gamoiCeoda.RonisZiebis organizatorTa special-

Tbilisis wignis XVI saerTa-Soriso festivali _ wlis erT-erTiyvelaze mniSvnelovani kulturulimovlena saqarTveloSi _ 29 maissgaixsna. welsac, ise rogorc boloramdenime wlis ganmavlobaSi, wign-isa da mkiTxvelis Sexvedris adgili`eqspo jorjias~ me-11 pavilioni iyo.festivalSi samocze meti gamomcem-loba, gamavrcelebeli kompaniebi,wignis maRaziebi, samecniero da sa-ganmanaTleblo dawesebulebebi,saelCoebi, saerTaSoriso kulturissxvadasxva centri monawileobdnen.festivalis organizatorma, wignisgamomcemelTa da gamavrcelebelTaasociaciam dResaswauli mouwyoTbiliselebsa da dedaqalaqis stum-rebs. RonisZiebis yoveli dRe gamoir-Ceoda Zalze datvirTuli, mravalf-erovani programiT, siaxleebiT, si-urprizebiT, stumris simravliTa dauprecedento fasdaklebis aqciebiT.welsac festivalis finansuri mxar-damWerebi iyvnen saqarTvelos kul-turisa da ZeglTa dacvis saminis-tro da Tbilisis meria.

uri mowveviT saqarTveloSi Camovidanorvegieli mwerali erlend lu,romelic 29 maiss, festivalis gaxsnasdaeswro. pavilionSi Sekrebil sazoga-doebas is kulturis saministros war-momadgenelma, dea metrevelma warud-gina. norvegieli avtori mkiTxvelma2008 wels, ̀ bakur sulakauris gamomcem-lobis~ `naivuri superiT~ gaicno.

wels, festivalis farglebSi,mkiTxvelma sxva ucxoeli avtorebicgaicno, isini qarTveli gamomcemleb-is iniciativiTa da ZalisxmeviT estum-rnen Tbiliss. `qarCxaZis gamomcemlo-bam~ norvegieli mwerali stian hulemoiwvia. mwerali 31 maiss qarTuli ga-momcelobis mier dabeWdili Tavisiori wignis _ `anas zecisa~ da `garma-nis zafxulis~ _ Targmanis prezenta-cias daeswro.

festivalis daxurvis dRes ki mkiTx-velma kanadel poets, patrik vudqoqsmousmina. misi leqsebi SoTa iaTaSvil-ma Targmna. orive poets ̀ mweralTa sax-lma~ umaspinZla.

`qarCxaZis gamomcemlobasve~ ekuTv-nis kidev erTi saintereso proeqti.Tamar kotrikaZis mier axalTargmni-li wigni `bitlzi~ namdvili saCuqariaRmoCnda legendaruli jgufis moy-varulTaTvis. `bitlzis~ uzarmazarbanerTan samaxsovro fotos gadaReb-is msurvelTa ricxvic oTxi dRis gan-mavlobaSi ar Semcirebula.

festivals somexi, azebaijaneli,Turqi, iraneli gamomcemlebic estum-rnen. im faqtma, rom 2018 wlis frank-furtis wignis bazrobaze saqarTvelowarmodgenili iqneba stumari qveynis

detalis zedapirs. lupis gverdzegadadebis Semdeg kvlav raime xelsawy-os, an ucnauri nivTis amoRebas velo-debodi, magram Sevcdi. mgoni, yve-laferi wesrigSia da SegviZlia, Cavr-ToTo, ganacxada gulom. CamrTveli memivuerTe Stefsels; ar vici, misgangadmomedo, ar vici, ra damemarTa _es moZraoba Senelebulad, cota ariyos, Teatralurad ganvaxorciele,TiTqos sareklamo rgolSi vmonawile-obdi, sadac eleqtroteqnikis sworadmoxmarebaze saubrobdnen.

ojaxis wevrebi ekrans im Tanmim-devrobis molodiniT mivacqerdiT,rogoriTac adre, dazianebamde iwyeb-da muSaobas Cveni `ÐÀÄÓÃÀ~. jer SiSiniunda daewyo _ susti, Zlivsgasagoni;SiSinis gaZlierebasTan erTadwertili unda gamoCeniliyo ekranze;wertili Sav-TeTr horizontalur xa-zebs unda CaenacvlebinaT da amis Sem-deg unda dagvenaxa gamosaxulebis bun-dovani konturebi, romlebic Tanda-TanobiT gamoikveTebodnen da gamkaf-iovdebodnen. msgavsi araferi momx-dara _ jadosnuri kolofi, romelicmTeli planetis ambebs itevda da gad-moscemda, iseTive mdumare da usic-ocxlo iyo, rogorc raimes Sesanaxadan gadasazidad gankuTvnili yuTi...

ukmayofilebis niSnad gulom tuCe-bi gamobera da Tavi ramdenjerme gada-aqnia aqeT-iqiT. saTvales kidev erTx-el miaSvela lupa da kvlav guldasmiTdaaTvaliera televizoris SigTavsi.mere wamodga, CamrTvelTan mivida, ga-moaZro da xelaxla miuerTa Stefsels.uSedegod. xanmokle dumilis Semdegisev gadaaqnia Tavi da Tqva, ekraniadazianebuli, etyoba, iqac SeaRwia Wu-Wymao. Cemma colma hkiTxa, Tu eSvele-ba rameo. ara mgoniao, upasuxa gulomda Camojda, nikapi xelisguls Camo-ayrdno. uyura erTxans televizors,mere moxsnil panels daswvda, Tavisadgilas miamagra da miTxra, mogex-marebiT, gavitanoT, sadac gedgaTo.viuare, Tavadac mivxedav, mZime araris-meTqi. ras brZanebTo, daiJina dagamatanina saZinebelSi. davdgiT tum-boze da gamovbrundiT. karamde mivac-ile, iseTi Sewuxebuli iyo, rom gasamx-neveblad mxarze xeli movuTaTune. iS-viaTad minaxavs, adamians ase ganeca-dos warumatebloba.

ojaxis wevrebic daRonebulebi gax-ldnen. biWs cxvirze avkari saCvenebe-li TiTi, ras CamogiSvia-meTqi; colsTvali Cavukari da Sevpirdi, rom ramesmovifiqrebdi. eeho, amoioxra man,fuli mainc ar migveca winaswaro. misgasayoCaReblad ara, marTla gameRimaam wamowuwunebaze da Sevecade amexsna,rom gasamrjelos gaweul SromaSi ux-dian adamianebs. ar dameTanxma da dam-izusta _ Sedegian SromaSio. aRarSevkamaTebivar, radgan mTlad Tu ara,nawilobriv mainc marTali iyo.

wlebis manZilze ase kantikuntadnawyalobev Suqs SuaRamisas, zustadTormet saaTze gviqrobdnen. im dResacar daurRveviaT grafiki. biWs ukve eZ-ina. navTis lamfa avanTeT da magidasSemovusxediT. me xelnawerebi gavSale,Cemma meuRlem wigni daido da Sevude-qiT saqmes. wasakiTxi da Casasworebelimqonda romeliRac Tanamedrove av-toris vrceli moTxroba, romlis gmi-ri Sepyrobili gaxldaT dauokebelisurviliT, dafasebuli da pativdebu-li yofiliyo sazogadoebis TiTqmisyvela fenaSi, loTebidan da `Save-bidan~ dawyebuli _ inteleqtualebiTdamTavrebuli. am miznis misaRwevad isxan cecxlovani tekiliT ifufqavdagul-mucels, xan usastikes quCur Cxu-bebSi erTveboda da xan hemingueis cit-irebda. ra Tqma unda, sma dauTrobeliicoda, Cxubi _ Zlevamosili, xoloepizodebis kiTxva romanebidan _ Seuc-domeli da unaklo. davatarebdi mzer-as striqonebSi, mindorze gamomqondaorTografiuli Secdomebi, xaziTa daor rkaliT vacalkevebdi erTmaneTzegadabmul sityvebs da mSurda Cemi meuR-lis, romelsac lamfis mkrTal SuqTanerTad robert lokampisa da patris

holmanis siyvarulis istoria unaTeb-da saxes.

miuxedavad didi mondomebisa _bolomde gavsuliyavi, ocamde gverdisaWrelebis, maTi koreqturuli niS-nebiT gadavsebis Semdeg, fanqari gver-dze gadavde, cera da saCvenebeli TiTe-biT Tvalebi movifSvnite da CurCuliTvikiTxe, xom ar daviZinoT-meTqi.meuRle dameTanxma, wigni daxura dalamfa Sen wamoiReo, miTxra. mcire xniTgvWirdeboda Suqi, sanam logins gavS-lidiT, manamde. bavSvs rom ar gaRviZe-boda, fexakrefiT Sevedi saZinebelSida lamfa televizoris Tavze Semovd-gi. Camovjeqi sawolze da fexsac-melebze Tasmebis Sesaxsnelad davix-are. swored am dros movkari TvaliraRac furclismagvars, romelictumbosa da televizors Soris, RriWo-Si iyo Securebuli...

gulma reCxi miyo. gumani mkarnaxob-da TiTqos _ ra unda yofiliyo. winaT-grZnoba Tu amixdeboda, raRac icvle-boda da met-naklebad dasrulebulsaxes iRebda Cveulebrivi, rigiTi xe-losnisgan gansxvavebuli kacis por-treti. ori TiTi Sevyavi RriWoSi daqaRaldi win gamovwie. daeca Tu aralamfis Suqi ukeT _ gamoCnda, rac iyo.movkide xeli, mivtrialdi da nikapam-de sabanwafarebul meuRles vuTxari,naxe-meTqi. wamowia Tavi, daxeda dagakvirvebuli mzera momapyro. gakvir-veba mec gamovxate, netav, rodis mo-aswro amis gakeTeba-meTqi. televi-zoris Semotanis Semdeg oTaxidan erT-droulad gamovediT TiTqos. ase iyoTu ise, xelT mepyra aTdolariani,romelic gasamrjelod miveci gulosda romlis dabrunebac SeumCnevladmoaxerxa ramdenime saaTis win...

* * *vin moTvlis, ramdenjer da visTan

aRar maqvs moyolili es ambavi. ra aRarmomismenia Txrobis dasrulebis Semdeg_ Sekavebuli siciliT dawyebuli,guliani xarxariT damTavrebuli, qi-liki Cems miamitobasa da xelosnisgaugonar ucodinrobaze, mosazreba,rom egreT wodebuli `qcevis kaci~ varda adamianebs mxolod saqcieliTvafaseb, rom gadaWarbebul yura-dRebas vaqcev atributebs, romlebicnostalgiur grZnobebs aRmiZraven.

`qcevis kacad~ Cems Seracxvaze bev-ri mikamaTia; cda ar damiklia game-camtverebina es termini, romlisTanaxmadac zogierT personas ZaluZs,mcdari warmodgena Seuqmnas garSe-momyofebs ama Tu im viTarebaSi `TavisdaWeriT~. SeuZlebeli mgonia, mxdal-ma kacma SiSs sZlios moZaladesTanpirispir darCenisas, anda uwignurmavinmem literaturis codniT moxiblosborxesisnairi mkiTxveli _ rogoriSepyrobilic unda iyos Tavis moCveneb-is surviliT.

amboben da, albaT, asec aris, romdrois mdinareba da xSiri moyola cvi-Tavs da axunebs ambavs; Tumca am is-toriisa da misi mTavari personaJisSesaxeb amas ver vityvi. rac meti drogadis, miT ufro mets vfiqrob ucnau-ri xelosnis _ wina cxovrebaSi, savar-audod, alqimikosis _ mosvlaze CvenZvel saxlSi da im mizezze, rac CemkeTilganwyobas asazrdoebs mis mima-rT.

Zveleburi `sakvoiaJi~, Zvlistari-ani lupa, cotaodeni Teatralurobada gasamrjeloze uaris Tqmac ki _arafer SuaSia. mTavari misi meTodigaxlavT _ televizoris SekeTebisucnauri xerxi, romelmac sasurveliSedegi ver gamoiRo. msgavseba davinaxeCemsa da mas Soris; romeliRac momen-tSi momeCvena, rom moTxrobebis weri-sas masaviT viqcevi _ vcdilob,TvaliT uxilavi mtveri movacilo ad-amians, romlis Cvenebac ganvizraxe,davanaxo yvelas, vinc mzeras miapy-robs Cems mier momzadebul teqsts, misimkafio, bundovanebis gamomwvevi dan-aSrevebisgan Tavisufali gamosaxule-ba...

weris am meTods _ romantikulsuwodeben CvenSi...

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Semodgomaze sofel diRomSi

roca gadaval diRmis beqobze,TiTqos laJvardis xseniT vivsebida gavixseneb Cems Zvel megobrebs,sadac tokaven kiparisebi.sadac yoveli kuTxe-kunWuliaris wynari da namyudrovebi,sadac me vivli TvaldaxuWuli,sadac warsulis rxevas movebi.es sivrce aris sofel diRmisada me aq vdgavar acremlebuli,sadac dafrinavs qori iRblisad,laJvardSi odnav dacerebuli.aq, am adgilas TiTqos saCemodyru warsulidan gminva moismis,ar vici, vloco Tu SevaCvenoes aRbeWdili xsovniT polisi.ar vici, rogor ar gavixsenoCemi naZmevni Tu Zmadyofilni,cxovreba rogor gadavisero,romelSic damdevs maTi profili.aqac cxovrobdnen albaT codoni,rom gadaferda da Tan gariyacxovrebam, aqac iyo sodomi,ar iqneboda vici sxvarigad.da mainc undo da upovariaq vdgavar Cemi Zmebis niSasTan,aq vdgavar jerac, maTi mxsovarida maTTan ukve ara miSavs ra.am Semodgomas mec aq amovel, _sikvdil-sicocxlis gzajvaredinzeda ukan waval am saRmosve,ukan gamriyavs Cemi bedive.xels damiqneven kiparisebi,miwaze Talxi Crdilis moTreviT,laJvardis xseniT kvlav avivsebida mofriale wiTel foTlebiT...

viRac rom dadis naSuaRamevs

vin aris is, vinc foTlebis SvavSimidis da Tavis sinanuls misdevs,umanko, rogorc mtredi da bavSvi,naSuaRamevs is aris qriste.

da Cven, mZinare adamianebs,Cagvesmis ZilSi foTlis SraSuni,TiTqos am yofnis nadavli arisda mainc axlavs raRac bavSvuri.

caze caxcaxebs mTvare bewviviTda Tavze adgas varskvlavi ciskris,bazris daxlebi gadavercxlilimTvaris dardian anarekls isvris.

gamoviRviZe. gamodi gareT,radgan Jamia axla RviZilis,gamodi, naxe daRvrili mTvare,da qvafenilze misi cimcimi.

gamodi, Seni sizmris bzarebSi,Ramis Sriali aris Camdgari,gamodi, garja nu gezarebada moismine Ramis naTqvami _

andro buaCiZe

rom miabijebs foTlebis SvavSi,midis da Tavis sinanuls misdevsumanko, rogorc mtredi da bavSvi,xom SeiZleba is iyos qriste...

ismail kadares romani„mkvdari armiis generali~

rogor gavZeliT Cven maT gareSe,saocaria, _ rogorRac vZlebdiT,roca esvena sxva qveyanaSiCveni Svilebis damzrali Zvlebi,Cveni mamebis damzrali Zvlebida babuebis damzrali Zvlebi.aha, viZinebT, sinaTles vaqrobT,sinaTles vaqrobT, vaqrobT da vwvebiT,da gvesizmreba Sors, arcTu axlos,marxia Cveni Zvirfasi Zvlebi.Cveni Zvirfasi Zvlebi marxiada Cxrialeben TiTqos es Zvlebi,da TiTqos gvicqers viRac TvalRia,da Tvalze adgas kamkama cremli.kamkama, rogorc medalioni,yvela mebrZols rom dahkides yelze,rom yofiliyo Zebna ioli,vinc maT eZebda da vinc maT eZebs.da sadRac mTaze anda mTis Txemze,iq, sadac fara ireva cxvrebis,sxva qveyanaSi, sizmrebSi veZebTZvlebs da wyvdiadSi elaven Zvlebi.Tumca mravali gavida welida gaivlian kvlav mZimed wlebi,kvlav saidanRac yvirian Zvlebi,yvirian da Tan gminaven Zvlebi...Cven ki Zilis win sinaTles vaqrobT,sinaTles vaqrobT da uxmod vwvebiT,da vxedavT sizmrad _ cariel TxemzegayuCebuli fara dgas cxvrebis.

* * *ra ucnaurad gauCinardakaci, romelsac xelT epyra kvari,darCa mTvare da Savi mdinare,Savi mdinare, saxelad mtkvari.kaci cariel derefans gahyva,xelSi eWira didi kandeli,is saidanRac miyurebs axlac,naTels Tesavs da bnels ki gandevnis.ra ucnaurad gauCinardakaci, romelsac xelT epyra gzneba,jer Rame iyo, mere inaTasikvdilisa da sicocxlis gzebad.

* * *es TeTri qedi, TeTri TxemebiCems moTminebas avsebs wveTiviT,gaSlili, rogorc qristes xelebida CamonTxeul _ CamofleTili.RmerTo, ramdeni rame gadaqra,ramdeni rame gadailia,Sen SeiZleba mkiTxo: „sada xar,an Seni yofna ranairia~?es TeTri qedi , TeTri Txemebi,Cems moTminebis avsebs fialas,RmerTo, ramdeni rame gadaqra,ramdenma ramem gadaiara...

* * *mas uZiloba awuxebs da ukve Tendeba,is fiqrobs qalze... masTan yofna iyo ariamwuxare da Tan tkbili, rogorc Zirmwaris wvenida yvelaferi Tavdeboda vardniT da cveniT...axlac fiqrobs da eRimeba, vnebiT enTeba,magram is wuTi raxania ukve mkvdaria...

partizanas

Cems mezobel partizanasaCuqes ZaRli _ naxevradmgeli

roca modixar Sen saxlSimTvralida ZaRli gelis,da ase umzerT naxevarmTvaresnaxevradmglebi.

naxevradmglebi, Cven yvela erTadnaxevradmglebi,binebSi vcxovrobT naRvliT,wuxiliT da muclis gvremiT.am zamTrispirze, am Ramis SuqzeanTia baRida baRSia naxevradZaRli.naxevarmTvares acqerdeba naxevradmgeli,korpusis Ziras baRia daim baRSi gelis.

gadaqceulni am cxovrebisundo xizanad,erTad dadian naxevradmgelida partizana.

da partizanac aris TviToncxovrebis geri,naxevradmgelTan erTad dadisnaxevradmgeli.

ZaRls erTi Tvali ZaRlisa aqvs,meore _ mglisa,da amitomac yvelasTan arisis danasisxlad.

naxevradmglebi, Cven yvela erTadnaxevradmglebi,binebSi vcxovrobT, vwvalobT, virjebiTda mere vqrebiT...

* * *ra ubraloa sve da bedi adamianisda mis siRrmeSi ra ubralo sinaTle sWvivis,is saRamoa, quCaze rom gadaiaraan samarile magidaze, an Crdili Wiqis.da rogor minda, rom Sevexo ubraloebas,es yovelive CemTvis gaxdes xelSesaxebi,unda SeCerdes es saRamo, rogorc droebada Cems SigniTac CamoRvaros Tavis naRveli.ra ubraloa sve da bedi im kacis, visacam magidaze ewyo wigni da sigareti,arc SeuniSnavs mas, RameSi uCumrad mRviZars,oTaxi rogor naTdeboda savse mTvareTi.am kacma Tavis sinanuli miando sasmelsgasaqarveblad, dardi hqonda gaqarvebulida mTvralma ise CaiZina, rom mTvare savseSubls unaTebda, saxlebs Soris daqanebuli...isev is wynari oTaxia, Cumi Weria,fanjridan sio uberavs da kari Wrialebs,da Tumc im kacis kvali arsad ar darCenila,RameSi mainc misi cremli gaibrWyvialebs.

gazafxuli modis RameSi

xom SeiZleba, rom RameSi vimogzauro,xom SeiZleba, rom davtovo me saxlis zRurblida gadavide im sivrceSi, sadac anTiamkrTali sinaTle _ ganfenili kideebamde.Cems sawolSi CaZinebulma Tu gasulmaCemi Tavidan, me mirCevnia, ase viaro,viaro ara gamiznulad, ara xilulad,aramed rogorc mTvareulma an usinaTlom,romelic gareT iyureba, xedavs ki SigniT,ai, sarkes rom Tavis Tavis xedva SeeZlos,daaxloebiT imnairad da imgvaradve.daveSvebodi nucubiZis platodan qvemoTda SevigrZnobdi, gazafxuli modis RameSi,edeba xeebs da da saxlebsac epotineba.is uformoa, usxeulo, umisamarToda am RameSi uxilavic aris, uCinoc...magram me vxedav, bavSvobidan vxedavdi radgan,is dgas haerSi da Tumca ki xels ver Seavleb,mainc SeigrZnob, roca Ramis niavTan erTadCrdili an toti Seirxeva, roca vitrinisan lampis Suqi daecema qvafenilebze...

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miSo dadiani

6 - 19 ivnisi 2014

me mimatova yvelaferma da yovelivem,Cemma warsulma gaiSriala xesaviT da mere damtova,sxvebic wavidnen, megobrebi, nivTebi, mTvare,ise, rom TiTqmis arc ucdiaT damSvidobeba,da axla, roca am RameSi veZeb gazafxuls,me imaT sulebs vegebebi da veZraxebi,minda Sevavlo xeli, magram ver Sevexebi,vici da mxolod fiqriTa var maTken daxrili.

gadavWri quCebs, moedani carielia,dganan Zeglebi umiznod da usurvilebod,im mizanscenis gacveTili rekvizitebi,romelTac ukve veRar arCevs TiTqmis veravin.SuqniSnebic ki azrs kargaven da inTebianTu qrebian, ar dagideven qroba-naTebas...xom SeiZleba, rom RameSi vimogzauro,gadavWra quCa da wavide TrialeTisken,bagebisaken... tyispirebis ukuni xom mimzidvelia!gazafxuli modis RameSi... da sasjeliviTvinc ixdis yofas, imisTvisac Cumi naTebatyis koromSi SemRvreuli gazafxulisamainc raRacis mCuqebelia...

ara, ar waval me qalaqis Suagulisken,ufro kideebs mivaSureb da mivendobi;zurgi vaqcie wignebsa da adamianebs,romelTac sZinavT mZime ZiliT da ixsenebenimas, rac sulis fskerze ewyoT da kvlavuwyviaT. da Tundac zemoT amozidones yovelive, mainc verafers ver SeZraven,ver SeaReben im kars,

romelic samudamod daluqulia...aq, am qalaqSi me vcxovrobdi, aq davdiodi,aq vavlebdi xels nivTebs, quCebs aq mivyvebodida ho, risi maqnisia es siaruli, es feTeba,es wriali Tu vnebaTRelva...RameSi dgas mTeli qalaqi, viT muzeumi,viT muzeumi, romelSic erTma kacma icxovraimdagvarad, rom daeswro Tavis cxovrebasda axla dadis Ramis qalaqSi,

mis kideebs aTvalierebs...didi xania gavecale am qalaqs, rogorcxmeli foTlebi ecleba xeebs, Camovecale,CamovSordi da mis kideebs vaTvaliereb.mis gareubnebs veswrebi da viswreb TviTonve.arada, adre jer kidev bavSvi aq davdiodi,aq avaxile da mere ki Sevavle Tvali am yovelives...gamiucxova am qalaqma da TviTonac ucxod viqecida iSviaTad Tu davdivar, viT usinaTlo,ufro imitom, rom SevigrZno, Cemi warsulirogor Seerwya qvafenilebs da aikrifa.ara, ar waval me qalaqis Suagulisken,iq aRaravin ar mixsenebs,

sadarbazoebs aRar vaxsovar,ar axsovT, rogor avdiodi safexurebze,rogor vrekavdi zars, mZime kars rogor miRebdnenda, vinc miRebda, imaT ukve ver vexsomebi,saxlic sxvisia, sizmarSic ki meucxoveba.

drom gaiara da TiTqos mec Semaxo xeli,magram ratomRac ver vigrZeni xelis Sexebada kvlav megona damxvdeboda raRac nacnobi,raRac nacnobi da ZvelTagan SemorCenili.ara, ar waval me qalaqis Suagulisken.qalaqis kides mivendobi, miveswrafebi.bagebisaken tyispirebs da cariel trasassuni Zravs jerarSemosuli gazafxulisada mec mivdivar im sasurvel adgilebisken.

ciklidan angelariumi

mgzavrobis angelosi

xSiri, wvrilmani sazrunaviT, sadardebeliTSeval kupeSi, kuTvnil sawols gaviziareb.wiTelTvaleba rkinis gveli _ matarebeliRameul tyeSi iklakneba da misrialebs.

tovebs xeobebs, mdinareebs, soflebs, qalaqebs,odnav mbJutavi fanjrebidan gzadagza isvrismgzavrebis fSvinvas, SfoTian Zils da maTi sizmrisase gacrecil qaragmebs da igavarakebs.

mec miyvars rkinis gveleSapSi fxizeli Tvlema,mimartoxelebs, yofis gareT yofnas maswavlis,ZilSi mikiTxavs ganSorebis ukvdavqmnil Temas,micvlis mxareebs da landSaftebs musikasaviT.

veeba sxeuls amoZravebs liqvniT da lirwiT,gamovardeba gvirabidan _ TiTqos ukbines,TiTqos iwviso, gaielvebs mZinare tyis winda, melogine qalis msgavsad, tyes Seukivlebs.

gzad aTasobiT bavSvis sizmris gamWol gaivlis,da saTamaSo elmavalze tovebs ocnebas,zRvispira soflad myudro saxlis Camqral aivnisgaswvriv limnis da zeTisxilis baRs gamoZebnis,

did qalaqebSi gaiyolebs am baRis sevdasda roca Tavis saboloo mizans miagnebs,mTavar sadgurze gaCerdeba es rkinis dedada mgzavrebs iqve imSobiarebs.

mzis bilikis angelosi

taniT saRamoTa suraTsimaxsovrebs zRvis sarke,zRvaSi navi mSvidad curavsCamavali mzisaken.

TiTqos Rvino dagewuros _zRvaSi wveTavs mzis saxe,mSvidi fiqris navi curavs`ucxo SoreTisaken~.

TeTri locvis afras gavSli,dardiT savse, gziT savse,gaval kvalSi, sul sxva zRvaSi _mzisken, macxovrisaken.

grZnobis angelosi

igi Seni cremlebis,glovisa da mwuxarebis ukana tyeSi imaleba _kiparisebSi.mis yofnas gascems niavebis nelsurneleba.

rogorc auzSi anarekli (auzi Sen xar),moulodneli sixarulis awmyoTi krTebamouxelTeblad.kiTxvebis nacvlad pasuxebis SesaZleblobas _daaxloebiT amgvars;`diax,~ `madloba,~ `mzad var~ _ tovebs CvenSi daeqo-eqo(modebuli xsovnis ufskrulebs)uCinardeba.

roca yofaSi Camocxeba da usulobisgvalva gvaSrobs,gvaxmobs da gvfitavs Signidan,

rodesac cxadSi isadgurebs papanaqeba,Tvalebs ki Zili ar ekareba,is iwyebs CurCuls,CurCuli badebsmdinareebs, ruebs, nakadebs.is suls gviberavsda es sulis Seberva CvenSiyovel Sresa da wiaRsgaivlis,rogorc xangrZlivi,grili sizmari.

azris angelosi

igi cameti, ToTxmeti wlisaa mudam.vercxliswyaliviT moqnili,fexmardi,celqobis zRvarze mocekvavemkvircxli biWia.TiTqos gogonaa biWis samosSi,anda piriqiT _biWuna gogonas kabiT.kacad ar qceuli, qalad ar qceuli,angelosebrivi ieris miRmaflobs da malavsRvTis erTerT saxels.rogor miyvars misimouqancveli sirbili,misi msubuqi da Zlieriterfebis anabeWdi marmariloze,qvaze, taZarze, fiqrze,CemSi.

miqaelisadmi

miqael, modi da iyavi winmswrebi,mzeSi amoavle sityvebis isrebi,mSvildiviT momdrike da Cemgan isrolesisxlmdeni sizmrebi.

Seni frTis niavi samoTxis yanebiscurva da talRaa da neli rxevani,miqael, kibea zecad amyvanebiSeni xerxemali.

yinvian ianvris mowmendil casaviTmkveTri da mkacria eg Seni Tvalebi,romlebSic gagcria azri ram nazavi _rogorc varskvlavebi.

anima II

odesRac baRi xeivaniT, axla nangrevi;kedlebi, qvebi, sadRac kvali naminanqrevi.

tye daburuli, xavsiani qvis Sadrevani,terfi, sandali, mozaika. yurZnis mtevani.

mze foTlebs Soris, wyaro, doqi, Crdili mzis mere,Tma da Tmis sarWi kefis gaswvriv, mZivi, kiseri.

TeTri kiseri, saxe, cxviri mkveTri texiliT,xaziT, nakvTebiT, SuqCrdilebiT. mwife xexili

mkerdis, romelsac samoseli amxels tilosi,welze doinji, TeZo mkvrivi _ marmarilosi.

suraTi Zveli, waruvali sizmris suraTi;_ Sen dgaxar baRSi wylis Tu Rvinis savse suraTi.

TeTnuldi

suliviT TeTri xar, gamTeniacurav ialqnebiT iisferiiT,sxeulTan ginda gamTliande,evlebi gars da miiswrafvi.

saRamos mWvretelTac gaendobi,ukve aRWurvili Semosili,Cndebi, Semodixar raindiviT,TeTri giorgi _ cxenosani.

naTlis mxedariviT sinaTliT daumanko zraxvebiT aRigznebi,Seni gamoxedvis simaRlidangvzveravs uxilavi Taringzeli.

ratiamaRlobeliratiamaRlobeli

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netav, axlac Rame yofiliyo baia-sTan... ukuni, usinaTlo, uvarskvlavo,ucicinaTelo... iseTi sibnele, sadacveravin verafers gaarCevda, odnavkonturebsac ki, mxolod xma iqneboda_ salamuris kvnesa, codva _ siz-mariviT uneblie da gaRviZebisTanave_ gamqrali.

netav, Rame yofiliyo baiasTan...sul Rame yofiliyo, usasrulo wyvdi-adi. karalioks Cemi rZali mainc ux-maurod kbeCda da inisferi sferoglobusiviT veRar itrialebda CemTvalwin... veRar momadenda nerwyvs,veRar momandomebda mogzaurobas, na-kbeCebiT gaCenili kontinentebisa daokeaneebis, mTebisa da mdinareebisSecnobas...

baia da Cemi Zma Semodgomis da-sawyisSi mstumrobdnen. zRvidan Semo-mivlidnen xolme, sul ramdenimedRiT. dawesebuli hqondaT movale-obasaviT... is samocdaaTi an cota metisaaTi mTeli weli iyo CemTvis _ uw-yveti dro baiadan baiamde _ molod-inis, naxvis, mwveli mzis, karaliokiskurkisferi xalis, zed wamodebulioqros Zewkvis da wamogebuli fiqris:„jvaria Tu ara?.. jvaria Tu ara?~

qalaqidan gauazreblad wamovedi.im binaSi samni Tavisuflad veteodiT,magram mainc ar meyo adgili, suli Se-mexuTa, sivrce SemezRuda. soflishaerma viTom miSvela. Zvel Taroebzewignebi rom gamoilia, gramatikis sax-elmZRvaneloc wavikiTxe. mere wmind-anTa cxovreba aviRe xelSi. zRaprulida erTmaneTis msgavsi biografiebigonebaSi ameria, uflisTvis Tavgan-wirva erT did gadabmul ambad meqca,vin awames da vin Tavi igvema... bolosgardacvlili dedis karadaSi loc-vani da fsalmunebic vipove. uSinaar-sod CavamTavre orive, leqsiviT, amo-sunTqva-CasunTqvasaviT. am ritmmaaraerTxel mimabruna karadisujrasTan. yovel jerze axali mniS-vneloba SeiZina sityvebma, teqstiigive iyo, Sinaarsi _ cvalebadi,TiTqos Cemze, piradad Cemze da CemipiriTac ki, magram Tan sul sxvaze, sx-vebze, gansxvavebul adamianebze.gasagebi da bundovani erTdroulad...

deda, rac Tavi maxsovs, yovel Rameloculobda da amas fexzemdgariakeTebda. wlebi gadioda da deda mx-olod locvis dros iyo ucvleli. na-kvTebze naoWebi obobis qseliviT rommoedo da Tvalebic TandaTan Cauqra,RamiT, mxolod ramdenime wuTiT, dedaisev Zveli deda xdeboda. gaqaTqaTe-bul saRamurSi asvetili narinjisferTavsafars ixsnida da uwindeburadSavi TmiT welamde imoseboda. Tvale-bi uCveulod ubrwyindeboda da gam-aogneblad gaaxalgazrdavebulisaRvTo sityvebs CurCulebda. erTs arCaimuxlavda. albaT, ar icoda, romteqstis bolos miwerili sityva „met-ania~ pirjvarTan erTad daCoqebasacgulisxmobs; arc is icoda, rom CveniwesebiT, qalma locvisas Tavi undadaiburos... an iqneb yvelaferi icoda,magram swored aseTi mSvenieri undo-da, Cveneboda RmerTs.

locvans mec fexzemdgari vkiTxu-lobdi. sakuTar Crdilze SevniSne,rom odnav virweodi. ritmulimoZraoba, albaT, azrebisgan gaTa-visuflebaSi mexmareboda. mec es min-doda, fiqrisgan, survilebisgan dac-la.

Tumca baia mainc iyo.im Semodgomaze Cems rZals erTi

Reri WaRara gamoeria. gverdze gada-yofil Tmaze sirmasaviT dahyva yurisbibilomde. danarCeni igive iyo: bavS-vuri, momRimari saxe, mkvrivi sxeulida udardeli mixra-moxra. aseTi laRimoZraobebi marto axalgazrda uSvi-lo qals SeiZleba, hqondes.

ver vijerebdi, rom baia ar fexmZ-imdeboda, arc pirveli da arc meoreqmrisgan _ Cemi Zmisgan, daTosgan.

Cven ki gveyola bavSvi _ ramden-jerme _ cxadiviT sizmarSi. axalnam-

dasawyisi pirvel gverdze

ekaterine togoniZe

wminda SesaZlebloba

Sobiareb baias Tma kidev ufrouwiTldeboda, areuli RerebikapilarebiviT ekvroda dacvarulsafeTqlebze. xelSi Cveni pirmSo eWira,romelsac sruli sizustiT gadasde-boda dedis Rimili. patara Tavi oqros-feri RinRliT hqonda dafaruli. yi-flibandze vuyurebdi da vfiqrobdi:mouSuSebeli Saravandedi _ angelo-zia!

zogjer ki ubralod karaliokis xean zenitSi myofi mze da Cveni saxliswiTelkramitiani saxuravi mesizmrebo-da. axalgaRviZebulma vicodi, romTvaldaxuWulma isev baia vnaxe.zamTarSi, roca nakverCxali misi Tm-isfrad Rvioda, maSinac vgrZnobdi,rom buxars ki ara, baias vuyurebdi.

daviRale. SemeSinda.cotnekaci, romelic miatoves

me SemezRuda SesaZleblobada davkarge Tavisufleba.

manamde sizmrebs ver vxedavdi.Ramdeboda da quTuToebs miRma wyde-boda moZraoba, qreboda sinaTle. adrecxovreba iyo speqtakli an kino, Ziliki _ regularuli, SvidsaaTiani sikv-dili. axla piriqiTaa. sicocxle gax-da sikvdili da gacocxlda Rame. ad-amianebma, nivTebma, Senobebma, mTeb-ma, manqanebma, suraTebma, sezonebma dadrom sizmrebSi gadainacvles.

gaTenebas viynosav mxolod da vis-men. mzes kaniT viwov da TiTis baliSebsvufrTxildebi, rom ase mainc davi-bruno warTmeuli samyaro.

ramdenime TviT adre gamafrTx-iles, movmzadebuliyavi. miTxres _CaTvale, rom erTi qveynidan meoreSimidixar, Cven mogiyvebiT im qveyanaze,gaswavliT iqaur wesebs, Cemodani undaCaalago da sagzali gaamzadoo _ Tan-amedrove eqimebi da fsiqologebi xomyvelafers mxatvrul-koreqtul sax-els uZebnian, utifari TavdajerebiTgelaparakebian imaze, rac Tavad aras-dros gamoucdiaT.

momiCines sivrceSi orientaciis in-struqtori da brailis anbanis swav-lac damawyebines. erT-erT seanszedamibneles jer kidev mxedveli Tvale-bi, gamikeTes Savi saxvevi, egreT wode-buli simulatori da oTxmocdaaTiwuTiT winaswar gadamasaxles „sxva

qveyanaSi~, sadac Suqi aRar vrcelde-boda samasi kilometr-wamSi, arc ora-si an asi... arc erTi...

Terapia soliduri Tanxa mijdebo-da da, rogorc yvelaferi, raSic fulsvixdiT, faseuli meCveneboda.

brailis Sriftis swavla gamiWirda.TeTr wignSi amoburcul wertilebssqellinzebiani saTvaliT davStere-bodi da TiTebze metad TvaliT vcdi-lobdi daSifruli asoebis amocnobas.didxans ver vuZlebdi, Tavi mtkioda.maswavlebelzec nervebi meSleboda _ganuwyvetliv, gulgrilad imeorebda_ furcels nu uyureb, TiTebiTikiTxe, taqtilurad SeigrZenio.

Savi saTvale colma miyida. adresportul maRaziaSi wylis da saTxil-amuro saTvaleebis SesarCevad erTad

davdiodiT. esec imaTsaviT daxuruliiyo, Tvali safeTqlidanac aRar miCan-da. maRaziaSi baia marto wavida,TiTqos me siaruli ar SemeZlo... Tan-daTanobiT sul ufro met gadaw-yvetilebas iRebdnen Cemze uCemod. ise-Ti grZnoba mqonda, rom TamaSs veTiSe-bodi... saTvalis zoma zustad SeurCe-via _ specialurad CemTvis SeqmniliniRabiviT momekro cxvirze, upeebze,safeTqlebsa da yurebze. niRabi iyo,aba, ra? Cemi coli, albaT, umetyveloTvalebis yurebiT daiRala, Torem esSavi saTvale me arafers mSveloda.

inerciiT mivyvebodi gzas, romel-ic sinamdvileSi mxolod Cemi gasavle-li iyo da moCvenebiT mxleblebzeguli mereoda. aSkarad maCqarebdnen,droze adre memSvidobebodnen, ZvelsuraTebs maTvalierebinebdnen... maSi-nac ki, roca megobrebTan erTad sadmemivdiodiT, vgrZnobdi, rom garToba-ze metad Cem garSemo trialebdnen,garemos mamaxsovrebinebdnen, raRacisCvenebas aswrebdnen... amiT axal adgilsmiCendnen da usinaTlos winswrebiTmarqmevdnen. ho, ase iyo! me jer kidevvxedavdi da Cemi TvaliT vnaxe, romTavidan micilebdnen.

baiaqali, romelic uyvardaT

ver SevizRude survilebida me isini amixda.

Cems cxorebaSi yvelaferi ise xde-ba, rogorc me minda. ubralod, sur-vilebs ver vmarTav, sityvebs ver

vflob da mere yvelaferi sruldeba...sakuTari Tavis msxverpli var.

erTxel samsaxurSi Setyobinebamovida, rom saerTaSoriso fondiskonkursSi gavimarjveT, didi grantimiviReT. am proeqtis xelmZRvaneli meviyavi. ori samuSao dRe Cavarda, Tan-amSromlebi sixaruliT Wkuidan gada-vidnen, vuyurebdi da vfiqrobdi: „ne-tav, mec ase Zlierad msurdes rame _mqondes mizani, romlis miRwevac gama-bednierebs!~

maleve gavige, rom naSvilebi viyavi.msgavsi eWvi arc asakovani mSoblebi-sgan mkveTrad gansxvavebuli garegno-bis gamo gamCenia da arc mezoblebisaTu Tanatolebisgan bundovnad CarCe-nili avi replikebiT. meored romgavTxovdi, es ambavi naTesavma momaxa-la da maSinve davijere. deda da mamaukve aRar iyvnen cocxlebi, rom me-kiTxa. an rad mindoda?!. cxadze cxadiiyo. naTesavebTan auwyobeli urTier-Toba, garSemomyofebis gadametebuli

yuradReba, zogjer uTqmeli, gaw-yvetili frazebi, Cemi mSoblebiskeTilSobilebis xazgasma, `rac Tqvenam bavSvisTvis gaakeTeTo~, dedaCemissuraTebSi aRubeWdavi orsuloba dasadRegrZeloebSi, litrobiT RvinoSigamoJonili sityvebi _ „Tqveni Svil-ia, rac ar unda iyos... Tqveni gamgr-Zelebelia...~

me ufro zedmetsaxeli aganioka daCems danaxvaze samjer gadafurTxebamawuxebda bavSvobaSi, zrdasrulobaSiki mamakacebis gaunelebeli interesida kidev aTasi detali, romelic mud-mivad miCenda ucxoobis gancdas,TiTqos sxva viyavi, gasxvisebuli... erTdid saerTo mozaikaSi CavardnilimWaxe feris qvasaviT uadgilo.

cxonebuli mSoblebis madlieridavrCi. namdvili dedaCemi ki erT rig-iT WurWlad aRviqvi, romelic Cemsav-iT miizidavda pirobiT mamas JRaliTmiTa da Ria Taflisferi, TbiliTvalebiT. CemsaviT CamoeRvrebodacxeli cremlebi Worflze orsulobisambis gagebisas, daebereboda kertebi,mkerdi, muceli da, Cemgan gansxvavebiT,uaris Tqmis Zalas cxra Tvemde ver ip-ovida. ho, gansxvaveba mxolod droSiiyo, vis ramdeni dasWirda Svilis uar-sayofad.

gana, ar SemZulda?! SemZulda mTe-li arsebiT da Cems sakuTar TavSi misiarsebobiTac.

am ambavma raRac droiT simSvidecki momgvara. Cems mudmiv depresias daSfoTvas obieqturi mizezi mieca, sax-eli daerqva. Tavi Semecoda... da nel-nela mizanic gamomiCnda.

avTandil gaxokiZis naxati

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mominda, sicocxleze metad...netav, mec mqondes-meTqi mizani da,

aha... Tumca manamde sxva ram wamomcda:„oRond es ara!~ _ magrad davxuWeTvalebi orsulobis testze ori wiTe-li zolis danaxvisas. „meZaxdio?~ _cotnem abazanis karze momikakuna.„oRond es ara...~ _ Cumad gavimeore damere bevrjer, Zalian bevrjer vikbineenaze. abortis Sedegad muclidan si-carielis gancda veRar movicile,gonebidan ki _ uSvilobis akviatebu-li SiSi.

kaxaberimarto locvebi da fsalmunebi ki

ara, tumboze xatic icvleboda. Tan-daTan ise gacocxlda, rom momeridada saZineblidan gaviyvane. locvacsastumro oTaxSi gavagrZele. RvTism-Sobelma gamiRima. yovel Sexedvaze sx-vadasxva ram iRvreboda misi amou-wuravi nakvTebidan. lamis kontureb-sac icvlida, sunTqavda da TiTebsamoZravebda. am xatze RvTismSobelimarto iyo... Tumca, ara... is arasdrosyofila marto...

imden xans vuyure, sanam gulm-odgined naSeneb locvis kedelzesarevela balaxebiviT ar amoZvrnenuadgilo kiTxvebi. mivSterebodi Tavs-aburavs da vcdilobdi, sadme CamoS-lili Tma damenaxa, erTi Reri mainc _feri mainteresebda. kaTolikur xateb-Si, xom uCans Tma, yelTan _ laviwisZvlebi, samosidan _ majebi... aseTixati Cems skolaSi ekida, samaswavleb-los dekoraciad. moCuqurTmebulCarCoSi iasamnisferi paspartu Semov-leboda ugemovnod.

kaxaberi rom merqva, pirvel klasSigavige, siaSi ase amomikiTxes. gavbraz-di, ra kaxaberi, kaxa var-meTqi. saxlSidamamSvides, kaxaberi Seni didi babuissaxelia, didi kaci iyoo... bavSvebmakidev xalisiT gamriTmes, kaxa-beri,beri-kaxa, beri-kaci, beri-kaxa, beri-beri, be-be-ri... Cemma Zmam, daTom, ardamicva... an ver damicva.

mogonebebSi garTuls RvTismSo-belma TanagrZnobiT gadmomxeda. loc-va ganvagrZe. mesmoda, rom xati iyo daxatwerac gansxvavdeboda Cveulebrivimxatvrobisgan. magram mokvdavma xat-mwerma mainc xom SeZlo ukvdavi naxa-tis daxatva?! aiRo funji, saRebavebi...iseTive saRebavebi, rogorsac Cveu-lebrivi mxatvrebi iyeneben da Seuxama,Seuria, Seazava... „rogor Caxata amTvalebSi amdeni siTbo? rogor miiRoes Taflis feri aseTi tkbili?!~ _morigma sarevelam amoyo Tavi waborZ-ikebul sityvaTa bzarSi... locvis kiTx-va ar gamiwyvetia, piri meqanikurad,gauCereblad laparakobda, fiqrebi kiTaflis ferTa gamad daSlas cdi-lobdnen: yavisferi, xis qerqis feri,sveli miwis feri, naxSirisferi... al-baT, cota yviTelic gamoiyena, sx-vanairad aseTi sxivi ver CadgebodafarTogugian kaklebSi... kidev? kidevaris raRac, rac am ulev siTbos Rvrisda Taflavs mnaxvels... wiTeli? nuTuaseTi Tamami iyo? aiRo da sisxlisfer-Si amoawo funjis wveri? ara, es wiTe-li ki ara... ufalo Segviwyalen! eskaraliokisferia, namdvili, wmindanarinjisferi... baia!

oTaxidan gamoviqeci, kari magradgamovkete, loginSi tansacmlianadSevweqi da Tavze sabani wavifare. maleuhaerobasTan erTad saxeze sisvelemacSemawuxa. cremli gauCereblad mdio-da. „mgoni, vgiJdebi~ _ gavifiqre daTvla daviwye. erTi, ori, sami... xuTi...Tvrameti... ormoci... asi... orasocdax-uTi... albaT, samasze CameZina, mesamaseWorflze. zustad manam, sanam sibnelesmzis pirveli sxivi wamSi samasi kilo-metr siCqariT gabzaravda.

erT saaTSi wamovxti. xats Tvaliavaride da ise gadavaxvie dedis Tavsa-farSi. monasterSi avedi. axlos yofi-la is mTa, ezodan Sori meCveneboda. iqasvlis mizezi arasdros mqonia.locviT saxlSic gauCereblad vloc-ulobdi da mayureblebi ar mWirdebo-

da. arc rCevebi, SekiTxvebze pasuxi andamoZRvra... Tbilisidan marto baiaski ara, adamianebsac gamoveqeci.

xati frTxilad gamomarTves Savka-bianma kacebma. erTi qali ar hyoliaT,mesanTlec ki biWi iyo. SesaSurisimyudrove da simSvide idga. gauxar-daT RvTismSobeli, daCoqilebi emTx-vivnen, RmerTma Segiwiroso. marto mevideqi fexze. uxerxulad viyavi. mzeraveravis gavuswore... ra icodnen, ramivitane?!. ra icodnen, rom es Sesawi-ri ar iyo?! gamoiare xolmeo, sanTle-bi, sefiskveri da Tbili puri gamoma-tanes. iseTi siTboTi gamomiSves, dab-runebas rom mogandomebs.

damZimebuli wamovedi. fexebi ukanmrCeboda, mTidan gza daRmarTma mo-miswrafa, sirbil-sirbiliT Camomiyva-na. xeli magrad mekida dedaCemisTavsafarSi gaxveul ZRvenze. TiTebSipuris siTbo msiamovnebda. cariel sax-lSi dabruneba aRar mominda. mTis Zir-Si inerciiT kidev gadavdgi ramdenimenabiji da SevCerdi. naWridangamoCril yuas davaSterdi da ucebmecotava. „me iq yvelaferi davtove daamaT purebiT gamomistumres-meTqi~ _arc ki mjeroda, rom aseTi winadadebaaikinZa Cems sityvagabneul gonebaSi.

yua xarbad movkbiCe. sul-mouTqmelad SevWame orive puri dauaresi SimSili vigrZeni. sefiskverirom uzmoze, wirvis mere miiReba, esbavSvobidan vicodi. isic vicodi, romWamisas namcecebi ar unda dacvenil-iyo. arc dacvenila. RvTismSoblis ga-mosaxulebiani kverebi mTel-mTeladCavitene pirSi, dauReWavad vylapavdi.tuCebiT Tavsafridanac Sevisruteyvela nafxveni. naWers Taflis sanT-lis suni gadasdeboda, saxeze avifare,isev nerwyvi momadga... xorci momSiv-da, romelsac sofelSi gadmosvlismere aRar vekarebodi. yveli minda-meTqi, Tavs davajere. merZeve qali Sua-dRes modioda axalamoyvanili Tave-biT. jer dila iyo, ver movicdidi. max-sovda, sadac cxovrobda da swrafadwavedi misi saxlisken. gzaSi locvadavapire, magram frazebs veRar movu-yare Tavi, TiTqos yvela erTbaSad dam-aviwyda, „mamao Cvenoc~ ki. „ufalo Seg-viwyalen~ mindoda meTqva, magram amori sityvis nacvlad „jvaria Tu ara,jvaria Tu ara~ amekviata merZevis WiSk-ramde. cariel ezoSi xmauriT Sevedi.fexqveS totebis tkacuni mesmoda sax-lamde, samzareulosTan ki mZime, or-magi sunTqva gavigone. gavSeSdi. kariaRar SevaRe, gaiWrialebs-meTqi, fan-jarasTan avituze.

Cabnelebul oTaxSi rZisferi sxeu-lis nawilebi gavarCie. iatakze dafe-nil xaliCaze mrgvali formebi gada-dioda erTimeoreSi, borcvebis grovairweoda, nela ireoda, Tavs da bolosver gaigebdi. merZeves wvniani yveliv-iT Camrgvaleboda qaTqaTa ZuZuebi,muceli, TeZoebi, barZayebi... marto maski ara, masSi CanTqmul meore sxeuls,meore qalsac, gulis damasaviT romSerwymoda merZevis tans da xarbad is-rutavda rZis sunsa da gemos misikanidan, xbosaviT wovda yvela ujreds,sadac pirs waatanda.

xelSi sanTlebi Camidna, Camemtvrada nawil-nawil daekida Zafebze. iqvedavyare, gamoviqeci. ar maxsovs, sax-lamde rogor movedi. pirdapir sas-tumro oTaxSi avirbine salocavad.

baiacotne manam gavicani, sanam wina

urTierTobis kanSi gamjdar fenebsbolomde Camovifrqcvnidi tanidan.zRvaze viyavi. garujviT mainc veras-dros virujebodi, droebiT wamow-iTlebuli ramdenime dReSi viqercle-bodi da yavisfrad mbzinav sxeulebSiTeTri laqasaviT vimalebodi didiqolgis qveS. bevrs vcuravdi. damcavikremis miuxedavad wylidan ritmuladamoyofil saxesa da beWebze mainc mim-ravldeboda es oxeri Worfli.

siTeTre gixdebao, miTxra cotnem,romelsac gverds aSoltil-gaSotiliqalebi umSvenebdnen. konkretuladvisTan iyo, verasdros gavarkvie. an ra

mniSvneloba hqonda, yvela erTmaneTsgavda, Savi Sokoladis manekenebi...tatuirebiT gamovarCie erT-erTi.wlebis mere es mxarze mixatuli mori-eli usiamovnod momxvda TvalSi cot-nes socialur qselSi aRmoCenili axa-li suraTebidan, nakbeniviT damamaxs-ovrda kadrSi Cemi qmris mklavze viT-om SemTxveviT midebuli silikonismrgvali mkerdi da mijriT moelvare,cirkonis kbilebi.

sul Tavidan yuradReba cotnes xe-lebs mivaqcie, Zlieri mklavebi da Tmi-ani, ZarRviani mtevnebi hqonda. mzisCasvlisas sigaretze rom momikida,ukve vicodi: im mesakuTre TiTebSi iyowina urTierTobis yru tkivilis ue-bari gamayuCebeli.

TafliviT tkbili xaro, meubnebo-da cotne. diabetiani kacisgan es si-tyvebi Cveulebriv komplimentze metia.Cemi zafxulis gozinayi xaro, CurCu-liT mimeorebda. Semodgoma damdgara-meTqi, gavuRime erTxel. aRmoCnda, romCems sitkbos yavli arc zamTarSi gauvi-da. gazafxulze viqorwineT. albaT,jer ar miyvarda. Svilze xom fiqricar mindoda. ubralod, martooba aras-dros SemeZlo, mcire xniTac ki...

gozinayiT gulmomsuyebuli cotneki Tvalsa da xels Sua daubrunda SavSokoladebs. arasdros mjeroda, romRalatis SeCereba SeiZleba. verc immosawyen dReebs da xelidan wasulwlebs uSveli rames, urTierTobasdaundoblad rom cveTs. gacveTilsxom Sewebebis, gamTelebisa da povnisimedad gatexilic sjobs da dakargu-lic...

es sityvebi martoobis erT-erTRames mainc aRmomxda:

„ra iqneba, vuyvarde?! mere ra, romkargi coli ver gamovdeqi?!. iseTi vuy-varde, rogoric var, brmad...

siyvaruli xom brmaa?!~

cotneam brailis SriftiT ise gamomi-

Wedes tvini, sanam jer kidev vxedavdi,ukve yvela wertiliT asoebis amoc-nobas vcdilobdi. spilos Zvlis dom-ino gavaCuqe, mainc veRar varCevdi daTan sul meCveneboda, rom zed raRacewera, Tumca arc erTi qva ar emTxveo-da arc erT asos. saavadmyofos marT-kuTxed Werze ganlagebuli eqvsi naTu-ridan ki Sua rigis marjvena rom gada-iwva, maSinve wavikiTxe: „h~! Tumca gaaC-nia saidan Sevxedavdi. im oTaxs orikari hqonda, meoredan rom Semov-suliyavi, gamovidoda, rom marcxenaagadamwvari da wavikiTxavdi „Z~-s.

Suqebs jer kidev varCevdi. adami-anebi landebad iqcnen. magram iyo de-talebi, romlebic ise zustad maxsov-da, lamis mec vtyuvdebodi, TiTqosjer kidev vxedavdi... Tvalwin medgaCveni saZineblis xelnakeTi WaRi,romelic orpirze msubuqad irxeoda;karadis gamoRebuli kari, romlis dax-urvac verasdros vaiZule baias; daW-yletili kbilis pasta, romlis aku-ratulad, Tanmimdevrulad gamodenacverafriT vaswavle wlebis ganmavlo-baSi... zepirad vicodi misi xalebi gul-mkerdze... aqac lamis asoebi amome-kiTxa. baia aRar mekareboda. ramden-jerac Sevexe, moxerxebulad damisxl-ta. Tumca, simarTle rom vTqva, bolodros isedac iSviaTad vwvebodiT er-Tad. baias sxeuliT swyinda da uxaro-da yvelaferi. sibrazisgan ise ikumSe-boda, veRar gaekarebodi... Tavidan me-gona, arafers eWvobda. mere vifiqre,mpatiobs-meTqi... bolos mivxvdi, rommidioda, midioda da wavida.

sinaTlesTan erTad yvela qalma mi-matova.

erTxel yuri movkari, fsiqologirogor arigebda baias, CveulebrivadmoeqeciT, SeRavaTebis gareSe, Secode-ba da zedmeti yuradReba ufro gama-Rizianebeliao.

ramdenjer mifiqria, oRond darCe-niliyo... TanagrZnobiT, movaleobiT,SecodebiT... riTic surda, darCenil-iyo...

kaxaberigulamovardnili karis saxelur-

Tan wamiT gavCerdi, vigrZeni, rom sas-tumro oTaxi carieli ar iyo. arada,xati ukve monasterSi meguleboda. meki ise marto viyavi, rogorc arasdros.stumari mas mere aRar myolia, racsofelSi ucnauri, pirquSi kacis saxe-li gamivarda, albaT, giJisac... yvelisgamyidvels rZis morevidan amosasvle-lad da axalgazrda, mowyenil qvrivadgadasaqcevad dro dasWirdeboda. mok-led, aravis velodi. an saidan movi-tane, rom SigniT viRaca iyo... faqtia,saxeluri xelSi Semacivda da gaRebaveRar gavbede. tirilis xmam gamomafx-izla. sastumro oTaxSi baia ise ijda,rom kedlidan Camoxsnili xatis kvalsTaviT faravda. gaSlili Tma cecxliv-iT mosdeboda mxrebsa da mklavebze.tirilisgan Tvalebic wiTeli hqonda,ufro mwveli, elvare. tuCebi ufrogamoburcvoda. „xom ar vgiJdebi?!~gamielva isev. maisi idga, gazafxulzearasdros Camosulan Cemi Zma da baia.xeli marto imitom movkide, rom misarsebobaSi davrwmunebuliyavi, sxvaaraferi... meti araferi... araferi...

ki, jvari iyo. oqros grZel Zewkvzejvari ekida.

Worfli mkerdze da mucelze saer-Tod ar hqonda.

cotnebaias ZuZuebs bolos sruliad usi-

naTlo Sevexe da yvelaze ukeT maSinSevigrZeni. TiTis baliSebi ukve gavar-jiSebuli mqonda, mgrZnobeloba _gamZafrebuli, coli _ dakarguli,vneba _ dabrunebuli. sityviT jeraraferi eTqva, magram raRacnairadmivxvdi, rom es Cveni bolo Sexvedraiyo da yvelafers nela, guldasmiT va-keTebdi. baiamac mSvidad gaixada, mow-yalebis dasaviT Semexo, gana ver vi-grZeni, da dawva Cvens saerTo login-ze, romelic arc erT kedelze ar iyomidgmuli da oTaxis SuagulSi erTdros siyvarulis kunZulad amozr-diliyo. me ukve Tavisuflad viyeneb-di TeTr xeljoxs, romelicTandaTan Cemi sxeulis naw-ilad iqca, Tumca sakuTarsaZinebelSi ucxo araferiiyo da tansacmelTan erTadjoxic davkece, skamze davde.

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wavedi, eqimebs araferi moutyuebiaT.Senzec tyuilad vbrazobdi, gana, bev-ri coli gahyolia qmars gadasaxleba-Si?! kacs, romelsac, Seni siyvarulismiuxedavad, mainc sxvisken gaurbodamxedveli Tvali.

aq Sen ar mogewoneboda. yvelaferireliefebze, borcvebze, Rrmulebze,uxeS, xaoian, mtkivneul da rbil zeda-pirebzea datanili. CaSifrulia did-patara aRmarTebsa da daRmarTebSi,barierebSi, sibrtyeebsa da haeris na-kadebSi... vibraciebSi, xmebSi, rom-lebic Sen yovelTvis gaRizianebda.televizors marTvevinebdi, Tavze ba-liSs ifarebdi, nu xvrinavo, mere saer-Tod gverdze oTaxSi gameqecidasaZineblad... Tavad arasdros xmau-robdi, nabijebic katasaviT rbiligqonda da sunTqva _ bavSvze ufromsubuqi. gaxsovs, SuSa kitrsac Cumadrom Wamdi? rogor axerxebdi, dRemdever vxvdebi! kargia, rom geRimeba... argegonos, amis danaxva aRar SemiZlia.

Seni kertebi Cveni inicialebia. ico-di? loginze rom wevxar, me giax-lovdebi da xels marjvnidan marcxnivgismev, gamodis ori horizontaluradganlagebuli borcvi anu „c~. esaabrailis SriftiT „c~ _ cotne. sx-eulze gawerivar, gesmis? Tu ufrogverdze Caviwevi da ZuZusTavebs ze-modan qvemoT, vertikalurad Camovay-oleb TiTebs, gamova „b~ _ baia.yovelTvis vfiqrobdi, rom Cven gan-sakuTrebuli kavSiri gvaqvs da, ai, Senimkerdic adasturebs amas.

megona, Seni suni vicodi _ motkbo,gemrieli... albaT, vicodi, magram araase naTlad, rogorc axla, am sibnele-Si... Semodgomis, mzeze gaxurebuli ka-nis, xurmis da Taflis... ra suleliviyavi, sunamoebs rom gCuqnidi?! rabriyvi viyavi, sxva qalebs am sunis gaza-vebis uflebas rom vaZlevdi...

mlaSea Seni loyebi... aqamde argitiria da axla ra gatirebs? ragenaneba, miTxari mainc...

me var SezRuduli SesaZleblobismqone piri. me SemezRuda SesaZleblo-ba. davkarge gadaadgilebis, gamox-atvis, arsebobis, siyvarulis Tavisu-fleba. dagkarge Sen da davibrune ganc-da, rom yvelaze Zvirfasi xar, rac rammqonia.

dRes pirveli pensia aviRe, rogorcSezRuduli SesaZleblobis mqone pir-ma. pensioneric gavxdi.

nu tiri, ase veRar mogeferebi....aqve vityvi, rom Sevcdi, roca es Cve-

ni sxeulebis bolo Sexvedra megona.

kaxaberi`Tu Seni xeli anda Seni fexi... Seni

Tvali... gacdunebs, moikveTe da gada-agde... gijobs, uxelod an ufexod...Tvalis gareSe Sexvide sicocxleSi,vidre orive xeliT da orive fexiT Ca-varde saukuno cecxlSi...~

gons merZevis kivilma momiyvana.SeSinebul qvrivs saerTo aRaraferihqonda xaliCaze gagorebul, gaore-bul qalTan. Tavzardacemuli manjR-revda. zustad verc vityvi, riTivicani. xma araadamianurad dawvrile-boda, danaxviT ki veRar vxedavdi.Zlivs gavaCume. sastikad gavafrTxile,aravisTvis daeZaxa. sawolamdegaWirvebiT mimiyvana. tkivilisgan isevgaviTiSe. gonsmosuls gamixarda, romiq iyo... ar wasula. mTeli Rame TavTanmejda da tiroda. Tumca me raRa vico-di, mTeli Rame?! mamalsac ar uyivlia,rom gaTeneba ramiT mainc gamego. Cit-ebic jiutad dumdnen.

ar vici, ramdenjer davkarge gone-ba. bolos ukve tkivildamcxralsgameRviZa. xeli saxisken waviRe. carie-li budeebi ise damsieboda, gegonebo-da, SigniT isev mqonda Tvalebi, bevradufro didi Tvalebi. saxvevebi zed Se-maxma, veRar avicale. „kidev kargi, siz-mari ar yofila~, gavifiqre da wamowe-va davapire. sisxli maSinve TavSi mo-mawva da fuye budeebidan kvlav daapi-ra gadmosvla. ukan daveSvi loginze.

siCumeSi fSvinvas mivayurade. „isev arwasula~ _ Tavidan gamixarda. mivxvdi,rom skamzeve CaeTvlima, moRrecilikisridan haeric xmaurianad amosdio-da. didxans viyavi Cumad. TanabarisunTqvis mosmena mamSvidebda. locvisritmisa da dafantuli winadadebebisaRdgenis imedi momeca.

baia aRarsad iyo.aranairi narinjisferi, arc wiTe-

li, arc mzisferi, ara-feri... araferi.„miTxari, vin gagwira... amas bolo

rodis unda moeRos? mag yaCaRebma mo-mikles qmaric...~ atirda gaRviZebi-sTanave. ise Tqva, guli amoayola. gu-lis damas kvlav veRar davukavSire esqali... ar mijerebda, rom me TviTongavakeTe. isic ki egona, TiTqos mrcx-venoda aRiareba, rom Tavs damesxnen,damamcires, momerivnen, sastikadgamiswordnen... ramdennairia adamian-Ta fiqris dineba... netav, marTla sxvasgaekeTebina, gamiadvilebda yvela-fers... adreve gaekeTebina... karali-okebamde. sanam Cemi SeuzRudavi mxed-veloba SemizRudavda sunTqvas, sulsda SesaZleblobas.

me gavakeTe-meTqi, daviyvire. gaCum-da. vigrZeni, rom ukan daixia, SeSinda.isedac giJi vegone iq xalxs... ratomo,daiCurCula.

axla wadi da Sen SeZeli. me vera... daSen SeZeli amis gareSe. rasac xedav darac yvelaze metad ginda, imaze Tqvi-meTqi uari. kidev gavige nabijebis xma,isev ukan daixia. moica, sadRac narin-jisferi Tavsafaria, is momitane-meT-qi, vTxove. ramdenime wami dabneuliidga, mere dafacurda. oTaxSi ver ip-ova da ezoSi gaiqca. maleve dabrunda.acaxcaxebulma xelSi Camido. naWrisqvemodan TiTebiT movebRauWe, magradmovuWire. iqiT oTaxSi ori wignia,fsalmunebi da locvani-meTqi. gavuS-vi, gaiqca. Semomitana da aRar momiax-lovda. amas rogorRa waikiTxavo, xmaCauwyda. eg Sen waiRe da erTi sityva,erTi azri, erTi ram mainc Tu geniSna,Tqvi uari-meTqi... sanTelic ki ara maqvssaxlSio, esRa amoTqva.

Tvalebis gareSe marto imis danax-va ki ar SemeZlo, rom Cem win mdgargafiTrebul qals ori ydagacveTiliwigni gulze miekro, imisac, rac mereiqneboda... miwaze mimofantul yvelswamokrefda, saTlSi Caabrunebda, sisx-liT morwyul adgils wyals moavleb-da. sisxlian kovzsac garecxavda daCems dawretil Tvalebs tiril-ti-riliT miayrida miwas. kabas gaisworeb-da, erTs kidev moixedavda da wavido-da. Tavis ezoSi miwidan aRmocenebulsanTlebs dainaxavda. Secbeboda, eniS-neboda, saswauls daijerebda. frTx-ilad akrefda, Tbili xelebiT gaad-nobda, gaamTelebda, cremliT miwasCamorecxavda da daanTebda. iloceb-da, mxurvaled ilocebda... sakuTarTavs apatiebda...

„gmadlob...~ _ loginze wamoviwie.ukve karSi gadioda. daRlili motri-alda _ „gtkiva?~

„aRar,~ _ vTqvi da narinjisferTavsafars Cafrenili muWi SvebiT gavx-seni.

baiacotne, brailis anbani mec viswav-

le. sul CemiT davCxvlite es furce-li, aravin damxmarebia.

mkerdi gamimkvrida. asea mowyobilisxeuli, yvela ujredi emzadeba axalisicocxlisTvis. kunTebi damirbildada kani alag-alag damiskda. ar menane-ba... piriqiT, bednierebis napralebivi-Taa... ici, Tmac gamimuqda, Camiqra!aRaravis vizidav. mamakacebi axla mx-olod adgils miTmoben iseTive uvne-bo mzrunvelobiT, rogorc SezRudu-li SesaZleblobis mqone adamians.

eWvi xom ar gepareba, rom Seni Svil-ia?

sofelSi gazafxulze me da daToCemi mazlis, kaxaberis, gamo CavediT.SemogviTvales, daikargao. sacodavsTavi mouklavs. iseTi ucnauri kaci iyo,aravis gakvirvebia... xevis piras ipovesdedamisis Tavsafari, etyoba Tavi ga-daiCexa. bolos monasterSi unaxavT.berebma Tqves, xati amogvitana, am naW-erSi hqonda gaxveuli da naWeri ukanwaiRoo. ferdakarguli yofila, SeS-lili saxiT. giJiviT gamoqceulaiqidan. monasterSi Tavs idanaSaulebd-nen, rogor ver SevaCereTo. wesic arauges, sawyals, TviTmkvlelobis drosar SeiZlebao... aseTebis didad aras-dros mjeroda, xom ici... magramyovelTvis mjeroda survilis da si-tyvis Zalis.

zafxulSi me da daTos zRvis xali-si dagvekarga. Cven erTmaneTic mogvwy-inda qorwinebis mesame wlisTavze.SenTvis nacnobi gancdaa, vici. pirda-pir sofelSi wavediT. Zalian SeveCvieiqaurobas. daTos erTaderTi mzrun-veloba RamiT gulmodgined gadarazu-li kari da fxizeli ZiliRa iyo. Tum-ca, mgoni, SiSi ar asvenebda...drodadro viRac awiokebda ojaxebs.sofelSi ver miakvlies damnaSaveebs...iqneba, Cemi mazlic imaT gadaagdes xe-vSi, ras gaigeb...

sastumro oTaxSi idumali sicari-elea. kedels xatis kvali etyoba, Cemmamazlma ori wlis win monasterSi romwaiRo. netav, es ratomRa gaakeTa? xSir-ad maxsendeba kaxaberi... zogjer mgo-nia, rom cocxalia... sadRac aris...

sicocxleze mniSvnelovani xomaraferia. amas me gvian mivxvdi.

SenTvis arasdros miTqvams, romerTxel ukve gvyavda Svili, sul oTxiTviT... maSin megona, Cemi neba iyo... meg-ona, yvelasTvis ise ajobebda... Tqma verSevZeli da, ai, axla gwer... an raRa azriaqvs...

abortis mere swrafadve gavyevidaTos. maxsovs, pirvelad sofelSi romCamiyvana, am oTaxSi gadaSlili wignivnaxe, karalioki ido zed _ albaT, romar daxuruliyo. ydaze ewera „didigetsbi~. megona, daTo kiTxulobda. ne-tav, mec viyo vinmesTvis deizi-meTqi,wamomcda morigi sisulele. ase wamov-iZaxeb raRacas da mere vnanob. axlaukve vfrTxilob survilebTan, si-tyvebTan. kibeze daTos fexis xma gav-ige. ratomRac waswrebuliviT movcil-di wigns, gverdze gavdeqi. oTaxSi kax-aberi Semovida. gavogndi, rogor ame-ria nabijebi... megona, Cems mazls re-ligiis garda araferi ainteresebda,marto locvebs kiTxulobda... da kidevisic momeCvena, rom survili deizisSesaxeb SecdomiT mas mivakere. sisu-leebs vwer... xelaxla veRar davCxvletfurcels, ramdenime ukve gavafuWe...zog rames yuradReba ar miaqcio... mTa-vari ukve giTxari. Tumca esec mniS-vnelovania. monasterSi erTi beri hy-oliaT, TviTon avadaa da sxvebs kur-navs. ar vici, ramdenad marTalia, ma-

gram saocrebebs hyvebian am kacze,cocxali wmindaniao. soflis xalxi,xom ici... yvelafris sjeraT. pirveladkaxaberis wlisTavze avediT taZarSi.maSin axali gamoCenili iyo „wmindani~da keliidan ar gamodioda. meore welsvnaxe. adamians ar gavda... usinaTloyofila! gamxmari xesaviT idga ezossiRrmeSi, talRovani Tma da wveri SavixavsiviT mosdeboda nakvTebze. Tvaleb-is nacvlad saxeze ori didi fuRurohqonda, sazareli... im dRes aravis iReb-da da rigic amitom ar iyo taZarTan.monusxuliviT wavedi misken. morCiligamomekida, ar SeawuxoTo. uSvilo qa-lia qalaqidan, iqneba miiRoso, gamome-sarCla mesanTle. sofelSi ase rogorvrceldeba ambebi, saidan ician yve-laferi? yuri momWra am sityvebma. me-gona, sxvaze ambobdnen.

gaxevebuli kaci adgilidan ardaZrula, mxolod Tavi gaaqnia uarisniSnad. guli Camwyda. ise mewyina,TiTqos marTla mis xelSi yofiliyoCemi bedi. xom giTxario, CailaparakamorCilma. xeliT Semexo, wasasvleladodnav mibiZga.

„ar aris uSvilo~ _ Camesma zur-gidan dabali xma. gavSeSdi. mesanTlesda morCils gadavxede. zed armiyurebdnen, nabijic ar SeunelebiaTTavCaxrilebs. berisken mivtrialdida... aRarsad iyo.

saRamos patara biWma kaxaberisSewiruli xati Camogvirbenina mo-nastridan, me gamomiwoda. kiTxvis das-mac ver movaswari, ise gaiqca. netav,ratom daabrunes... an im bavSvs ra undascodnoda...

RvTismSobeli am xatze orsuladyofila, Tan wamoviRe.

me da daTo zafxulSi davSordiT.daTo Semodgomaze mixvda, rom uCemodar SeuZlia, magram me manamde SenTanmovedi.

axla sul erTia, vin gazrdis bavS-vs, vin Seiyvarebs.

me Cemi orive mamis madlieri var.sicocxleze mniSvnelovani xom arafe-ria.

ai, am wuTas ise Zlierad gainZramucelSi, mgoni, kidev erTi napraligaCnda daWimul kanze, bednierebisnaprali.

miTxari, xom uSecdomod mogwerewerili? bavSvi rom daibadeba, minda,mzad viyo. me TviTon vaswavli yve-lafers, brailsac da... sicocxlisfassac. cotne, miTxari, xom gixariaSvili?

kaxaberiCemma Zmam da baiam ver micnes. erT-

maneTic daukargavT, raRacnairadcal-calke iyvnen.

baias mucelze saflavi hqonia, axlaSevniSne. oTxi Tvis Svili mouklavspirveli qmrisgan. imis dardi ar as-venebs, gacocxleba unda, Tavidan gaCe-na. isev im kacTan wava da ase apatiebssakuTar Tavs.

xalxi wmindans meZaxis. ra umecre-baa... yvela TviTon Svelis Tavs da da-jereba uWirT.

RmerTs ki miuRia Cemi da sxvebisSesawiri. yaCaRoba aRaraa sofelSi.

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gelorda Cemi pirveli Zmakaci iyo,vinc gardaicvala. manamde cocxlebiviyaviT da roca erTad SeviyrebodiT,vxumrobdiT _ ̀ wiTel wignSi varT Sesa-tanebi _ saburTaloze, baxtrionze,gavizardeT da aqamde vsunTqavTo...~gelordas sikvdilis mere gavCumdiT.im dros, Zalian cudi dro iyo, qveyanaiqceoda, sisxli Rvarad midioda, Cvenki 1999 wlis seqtembramde, raRacnair-ad gvimarTlebda. ramdenjerme gada-vrCiT, erTad Tu cal-calke da ro-gorc Zalian xSirad xdeba, Cvenganpirveli swored is wavida, vinc yvelasyvelaze metad gviyvarda _ yvelazewynari, keTili da Ronieri iyo da yve-laze naklebad imsaxurebda sikvdils,Tu rogor vTqva, yvelaze moulodne-li swored misi sikvdili iyo. Tanac av-ariaSi da Tanac 1999 wels, rodesacTiTqos yvelaze saxifaTo periodigamoviareT. iyo daWrebi, daWerebi,srola, lewva-mtvreva, oxrad Sari.marto 1991-1992 wlis dekember-ianvrissamoqalaqo omi da iq rusTavelze mTe-li ori dRiT CarCena Tqvi, rogoria?!16 wlis biWebi rom egeT ambebSi gaebme-biT. arada, gadavrCiT, gvegona, romgadavrCiT, TiTqos gamovZveriT, ukve24-25 wlisebi viyaviT da _ vera. rasgadarCebi... Tan egre uazrod, avaria-Si, aqve, igoeTamde armisuli. mZRolmamanqana ver daimorCila, gzidan gada-vida da vaSlis xeebSi Sevarda...

gelorda buzRunebis ezoSi cx-ovrobda. vaJasa da pavlovs Soris ariseg ezo, `wiTeli baRis~ anu `bliadskiparkis~ pirdapir, 52-e skolis gverdiT.mag ezoSi Cveni klaseli gogoebic cx-ovrobdnen. Tea cercvaZe da maka kor-kelia. bavSvobis klasis fotoebze,pirvel, meore da mesame klasebSi,gelorda, romelic, maSin jer kidevxaCika iyo, klaselebSi zis gamxdari,gaCxikinebuli. rogorc wesi, xelebimuxlebze udevs da giyurebs didi dasufTa, keTili da gulubryviloTvalebiT.

bavSvobaSi susti iyo. sadRac me-4,me-5 klasamde. Zalian swrafi da mox-erxebuli, magram susti. erT mSvenierdRes ki varjiSi daiwyo. mgoni, me-5-danme-6 klasis zafxulSi. karnizs Camoeki-da, kaCaoba daiwyo da mas mere mTelicxovreba varjiSobda. seqtemberSi,skolaSi rom davbrundiT, ukve mxeciv-iT iyo, mTel klass xels gviwevda, ma-gar janze movida, magram xasiaTi odna-vac ar Sescvlia, sufTa, keTili, gulu-bryvilo da raRacnairi, sxvanairadnaTeli...

me-7 klasSi rom viyaviT, gelordasmSoblebi daSordnen. mamamisi viRacqalTan wavida. gaSorebuli mSoblebismeti ra iyo, magram gelordam Zalianganicada, Zalian mZimed gadaitana esambavi.

erTi wlis Semdeg dedamisi _lei-la deida _ gardaicvala da gelordaTavis ZmebTan erTad sul marto darCamoxuci megreli bebiis anabara. erTiwlis Semdeg ufrosma Zmam _ kusam _skola daamTavra da foTSi, Tavis ded-uleTSi gadabargda. darCnen martoe-bi _ gelorda, masze erTi wliT um-crosi Zma paata, patiko, da bebia.

me-8 klasSi viyaviT, 1988 weli iyoda yvelaferi mxolod exla iwyeboda.

gelorda marto uvlida paatas, be-bias da sakuTar Tavs. im periodSi mTe-li saZmakaco mis saxlSi vikribebodiTda bebia Cum-Cumad megrulad gvwyevl-ida.

gelorda am yvelafers Zalian gan-icdida, magram gardatexis asakis, misiubeduri fizikuri janisa da amdenitkivilis da ubedurebis miuxedavad,odnavadac ki ar Secvlila, isev iseTibavSvuri, erTguli da keTili darCa.

sadRac me-8 klasidan CvenTan erTi-erTze Cxubi Semovida modaSi. vCxubob-diT zamTarSi skolis ukan, an sairmeze,sacurao auzis ezoSi, gazafxulze daSemodgomaze ki `wiTel baRSi~, an ipo-dromze. Cvengan yvelaze xSiradgelorda gadioda saCxubrad dayovelTvis imarjvebda. ara, ar vaWar-beb, marTla yovelTvis imarjvebda.

dasawyisi pirvel gverdze Tumca, Cvengan gansxvavebiT, Zalian arexaliseboda eg saqme. mogekla da saCx-ubrad ar gageyvana. ar undoda, ra. aruyvarda Cxubi. arada, magrad Cxubob-da, swrafi, moxerxebuli da Ronieriiyo. sworad, patiosnad, gamozomiladda yovelgvari sisastikis gareSeurtyamda. Cxubis win da Cxubis drosacyovelTvis mSvidi, magram mowyenili daSewuxebuli saxe hqonda. vals ixdidara, zustad, ai, ise, divanze wamokot-rialebuls moxuci megreli bebia romwamoagdebda da purze agzavnida. eza-reboda _ auuu! ra Cava!.. magram saWiroiyo da morCa. ai, egre Cxubobda. da amismiuxedavad, maSindel saburTaloze,namdvili quCis samoqalaqo omebisdros, roca Sua ezoSi da sadarbazoeb-Si namdvili SeiaraRebuli SetakebebiimarTeboda, 14-16 wlis biWebs mtrebigvyavda, am sityvis pirdapiri da namd-vili mniSvnelobiT da sruliad seri-ozulad da amayad vacxadebdiT: `mandme ver gamovivli, mtrebi myavs, Zmao...~gelordas, misgan galaxuli adamianeb-isganac ki, ara marto mteri, erTi avis-mosurne ar darCenia. ara marto aravin

beqa qurxuli

Cemi Zmakacebis saxelebi

dasxmia Tavs da ar gaumetebiaT, erTiaugic ki aravisgan gamigia, TundacxumrobiT, Tundac ise, Sefarulad daiazvurad naTqvami. me ar maxsovs. mar-Tla ar gamigia da gulSi vin rasfiqrobda, namdvilad ar vici.

amasobaSi skola davamTavreT. max-sovs, gamosaSvebi gamocdisTvis rogoremzadeboda. qarTul weraSi gvqondapirveli gamocda. mivediT, vxedavT,gelordas win gazeTi udevs _ `komu-nisti,~ `axalgazrda komunisti~ Tu`soflis cxovreba,~ sxva ra jandabaiqneboda maSin _ da iqidan rveulSiiwers raRacas, jaxirobs, ofli Camos-dis. gaognebisagan piri davaReT, vide-qiT egre SterebiviT, ver mivxvdiT, rasakeTebda da saerTod, pirvelad davi-naxeT, rom gelorda rames werda...

_ ras Svebi, gelord, to?.. _ vkiTx-eT bolos, azrze rom movediT.

_ ra ras vSvrebi, Tqve Sterebo, zegqarTuli weraSi gamocda ara gvaqvs?rame xo unda davwero, rom davamTavroes Cemis skola da vafSe xels nu miSliT._ Tqva gelordam mkacrad, sacodavadamoixvneSa da wera ganagrZo. arasodesdamaviwydeba, rogor xazavda asoebs.

vax, ramdeni vicineT. imdeni vixvix-vineT, bolos oqros gelordac kigabrazda da su panRurebiT gamogvyarasaxlidan, rom iciniT azrebi mefante-bao.

imave zafxuls Cemi pirveli Canax-atebi dabeWda gazeT ̀ mamulSi~ vaJa gi-gaSvilma. raRac biWuri tiskebi iyo,

raRacebs vblataobdi. aRar maxsovs. 23weli gavida mas Semdeg. erT-erTiCanaxati gelordaze iyo, aseve erqva _`xaCika.~ biWebma uTxres, qurxulma Sen-ze dawera, cudada gaqvs saqmeo. erTikvira mosaklavad damsdevda. ra mosak-lavad, gelorda me ki ara, mters vergamoekideboda da gaimetebda. orive-ni vforsobdiT. bolos saxlSi dami-Wira, biWebic CemTan iyvnen _ ra ginda,Se Cema, ha, naxe-meTqi. Tan yvelani si-ciliT vkvdebodiT.naxa. `e, marTladambeWdes gazeTSi, megona, eseni me-kaifebodnen~ _ Tqva gelordam dagazeTSi ramdenjerme xmamaRla wai-kiTxa saTauri _ `xaCika.~ Tqva mere:`xaCika,~ ̀ xaCika~... gaimeora isev. aSkar-ad kmayofili darCa. meti ar waukiTx-avs arc maSin da, mgoni, arc mere. mgo-ni, arc arasodes. `xaCika~ _ kideverTxel waikiTxa saTauri, gazeTi dadoda mis garSemo Semokrebil axarxare-bul biWebs saTiTaod Semogvxeda. ax-aldabadebuli bavSviviT, cnobismoy-vared da gulubryvilo interesiTgviyurebda, TiTqos TiTo-TiTod gvi-maxsovrebs, rom aRarasodes davaviwy-

deT da Tan wagviyvanoso. gviyurebdaTavisi didi, Savi, sufTa da naTeliTvalebiT, TiToeul CvenTaganze ram-denime wamiT aCerebda mzeras, mere Sem-degze gadahqonda. TiTqos fotoebsgviRebda, rom mere gaemJRavnebina daiq sadRac, Tavis oTaxSi daekidebina.albaT, ukidia kidevac da rame romgagviWirdeba, ubralod, Cumad da mS-vidad gvaTvalierebs, rogorc aq ico-da. gelorda gviyurebs, Cven gvcdeba.albaT...

maSin, 1991 wlis zafxulis magar,mziT datenil dRes, ra Tqma unda, amubedurebaze, saiqios mrume Crdileb-Si, gelordasTan Camokidebul, Cvensfotoebze sulac ar vfiqrobdiT. 16wlisebi viyaviT da sruliad darwmu-nebulebi, rom arasodes movkvdebodiTarc avariiT, arc tyviiT, arc daniT daarc wyaldidobiT.

aba, rogor unda movmkvdariyaviT?ranairad? ar arsebuli iyo. da mTelisamyaroc Cven gvekuTvnoda. ha, ra, ara,biWo?..

ai, egre iyo. ai, egre gvegona.visxediT bednierebi da yvelas raRacagvixaroda. gelordas uxaroda, romgazeTSi waikiTxa Tavisi bavSvobis met-saxeli `xaCika,~ me mixaroda, romgelordam waikiTxa Tavisi bavSvobismetsaxeli `xaCika,~ biWebi bednierebiiyvnen imiT, rom... ravi... TiTqos yve-laferi kargad iyo da Cven maSin ar vi-codiT, warmodgena ar gvqonda, romsul ramdenime TveSi daiwyeboda omi.

namdvili, totaluri omi, samoqalaqo,erovnul-gamaTavisuflebeli, omirusebTan, afxazebTan, osebTan, isevrusebTan, erTmaneTTan, sakuTarTavTan, mere isev sakuTar TavTan, mereisev sakuTar TavTan da mere isev saku-Tar TavTan da es omi aRarasodesdamTavrdeba.

ar vicodiT. maSin ar vicodiT. said-an unda gvcodnoda?

gelord, honorari aviRe da oRondara mcemo da `za maralni uSCerb~saxinkleSi mimyavxar-meTqi _ vuTxari.

_ va, amaSi fulic mogces? egrecotaSi mogces saxinklis fuli? kidevdawere mere, Se Cema, Tu fulsac iZle-vian. kviraSi erTxel ro dagibeWdon,yovel kviras saxinkle ganaRdebuligvaqvs. _ wavida ocnebebSi gelorda.

sastumro `afxazeTi~-s qveS romsaxinkle iyo, iq CaveyareT.

axla aRarc sastumroa da aRarcaraferi. gaxsovT sastumro ̀ afxazeTi~da is saxinkle? ltolvilebi cx-ovrobdnen. ZiriTadad cxinvalidan,Sida qarTlidan da samaCablodanltolvilebi. mere sastumro `afxaze-

Ti~ daangries da ltolvilebi quCaSigayares.

maSin es yvelaferi jer ar vicodiT.ubralod, fuli viSoveT da iqve ubnissaxinkleSi CavqandiT...

16 wlisebi viyaviT. metis ara...skolis mere gelordac foTSi wav-

ida ufros ZmasTan da dagvekarga. imomSi da baga-bugSi aqa-iq Tu vawvden-diT erTmaneTs xmas, rom cocxlebivarT.

ramdenime wlis mere dabrunda.magrad gagvixarda. TviTonac bed-

nieri iyo. dasavluri kilo daedo, fo-Turad uqcevda da es sicocxlis bo-lomde gahyva.

foTidan Camosvlis Semdeg gelor-da, ZiriTadad, saxlSi ijda, pledihqonda Semoxveuli da televizorsuyurebda. an Cven unda avdgomodiT, anmelas unda gamoevlo Tavisi Svindis-feri `nolsemiT~ da mere mTels ubanSida mTels qalaqSi daborialobdnen,rogorc mela samarTlianad aRniSnav-da _ `ni za figa sabaCii...~

zustad im 1999 wlis gazafxulzemisma umcrosma Zmam, patikom colimoiyvana. gelordam magrad inerviula,yvelaferi kargad damTavrda. gelor-da magari gaxarebuli da bednieri iyo.ijda Tavis divanze, Wreli pledi hqon-da Semoxveuli da TiTebze iTvlida,rodis gaxdeboda biZa.

10 literaturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiproza 6 - 19 ivnisi 20141999 wlis 17 seqtembers ki giorga

beJaniSvilma damireka, gelorda aRarario.

saerTod magari murtali weli iyoeg 1999...

Tumca 1991 wlis zafxulis Semdegme kargi weli aRarc maxsovs.

gerkeulagerkeula zaza gerkeulia. 2007

wlis 17 ivniss gardaicvala. dRemdever gavigeT, Tavi moikla Tu iaraRigauvarda. Zalian ucnaurad hqondatyvia mortymuli, ybasa da safeTqelsSoris, lula zeviT iyo aweuli da gam-Woli Wrilobac qvevidan zemoT mid-ioda.

gerkeulac Cveni skoleli iyo,oRond Cvenze oTxi wliT didi. skolisdros ki es Zalian didi foraa. war-moidgineT, sad 12 wlis biWi da sad 16-17 wlis kaci, romelic skolasamTavrebs. Tanac Cvens dros raRac-nairad adre, TiTqos droze adrevizrdebodiT, periodic egeTi iyoraRacnairi Jamiani, didi da sisxlianiambebis molodiniT gajerebuli. manam-de ki skolaSi, Cven-Cveni patara, magramaranakleb sastiki da dramatuli ome-bi gvqonda.

swored aseTi omebis dros davinax-eT pirvelad me da Cemma klaselma, bavS-vobis Zmakacma giorgi beJaniSvilma,beJanam, gerkeula. maxsovs, me-6 klasSiviyaviT, gazafxuli iyo, aprili, viRa-cam ambavi moitana, `vzroslebi~ sko-lis ukan gavidnen, yvelani iq arian damagari dagnari aiweva, dilidan emza-debiano.

ukve me-4 gakveTli iwyeboda, amdeniganaTleba da mecniereba gvarianadgvqonda mobezrebuli, amitom erTad-erTi swori gadawyvetileba miviReT.klasidan gamoviZurweT, viwroderefniT patarebis korpusSi gada-vediT da raki iq gasasvleli kari Ca-ketili iyo, meore sarTulze winaswarSegulebuli, saketgafuWebuli fan-jridan ukana ezoSi CavxtiT da pirda-pir brZolis SuagulSi amovyaviT Tavi.

yvelani iq iyvnen _ gerkeula, doS-mana, krasavCika, mecxovriSvili, pataramecxovriSvili, puWura, TofCiSvili,nakani, yaWeiSvili, patara yaWeiSvili,ZaRla, musxela...

wina saRamos dawyebula Suxuri.gerkeulas da erT tandabal biWs mou-vidaT da dRes unda gadawyvetiliyoambavi. am dabali biWis saxeli damaviw-yda, magram zustad maxsovs, rom daba-li iyo da magari avi, dReSi oTxjeraswrebda Cxubs da sul danaze iwevda,laparakSi nebismier wams SeeZlo, ukanqamarSi Cadebuli Savi, brtyelpiriani`lisiCka~ amoeRo da egreve haerSivegaexsna. magari damxecebuli hqondaega, cali xeliT xsnida, saCvenebeli dacera TiTiT da Tu karg xasiaTze iyo,pirdapir barZaySi gauqanebda, Tu arada filtvamdec uwevda ̀ lisiCkis~ mok-le, monikelebul sagangebod orive mx-ares alesil pirs.

yvela erideboda.yvela erideboda, magram gerkeula

vin vin da, yvela namdvilad ar iyo. mo-erideboda ara isa. ras moerideboda,TviTonac kai ubeduris erTi brZande-boda da, ai, Seiyarnen skolis ukan saom-rad.

mizezi? mizezi iqneboda, ra Tqmaunda. raime mizezi, udroo dros Sexe-davdnen, an Sexvdebodnen erTmaneTs, aniseT adgilas aRmoCndebodnen, sadacar unda aRmoCeniliyvnen, an vinme ise-Ti uyurebdaT, romelic... an ubralodugunebod iyvnen da morCa.

mizezi... mizezi... mizezi ara isa, ramizezi gindoda kacs im dros? an ro-dis ndomebia, ro?

Zalian swrafad daiwyo. garCeva,ori sityva da yovelgvari yvirilis,ginebisa da yiJinis gareSe, egrevedaerivnen erTmaneTs. aSlili, areuliCxubi wavida. erTmaneTSi areuli moCx-ubrebi erT, cocxal, mrisxane da sas-tik organizmad iqca, romelic ganuw-yvetliv, oRond inerciiT moZraobda Ieqsperimentuli skolis ukana ezos muqlurj axladdagebul asfaltze,romelic xreSiT, biCokebiT da

mobzneuli SuSis namsxvrevebiT iyomofenili.

me da beJana TvalebgadidebulebivuyurebdiT am xelCarTul oms. CvencvCxubobdiT, rogor ara da Cveni 12 wlisasakis miuxedavad, ukve karga bloma-dac mogvxvedroda, magram aseT Cexvas,Tan amdeni xalxis da, rac mTavaria,`vzroslebis~ xelCarTul brZolas,pirvelad vxedavdiT. sul sxva masSta-bi iyo, Cemo batono, sxva gaqaneba da,unda mogaxsenoT, rom ar iyo saxumarosaqme. absoluturad seriozulad xo-cavdnen erTmaneTs. ramdenime kacidaeca kidec da mtrisas, to, Tu pro-fesionali sadisti ar iyavi, erTxelrom dainaxavdi, rac emarTebodaT,iqiT gaxedva aRar mogindeboda da, raTqma unda, aq am dros, ramenair jentl-menobaze da raindobaze laparaki _rom waiqeci, agayeno da egeTebi

_ ubralod sasacilo iyo, ar arse-bobda. xocavdnen ra erTmaneTs,samkvdro-sasicocxlod iyvnen CarTu-lebi.

da swored am dros davinaxe pirve-lad gerkeula, `gerkeul, frTxilad,dana gaxsna am Cemisam~ _ gaisma yvir-ili da uceb im areul xalxSi gerkeu-la mobrunda da, axlac Tvalwin midg-as, TiTqos nislSi Camdgari, gafarToe-buli, gagiJebuli Tvalebi, grZeli cx-viri, didi yurebi, egvipteli fara-oniviT ganieri, dakuTxuli, marTkuTxamxrebi... gerkeulam gamoixeda daegreve gaqra, CainTqa erTmaneTSi areu-li moCxubrebis morevSi.

pirveli kivili swored am dros ga-isma. cico doliZe iyo. saswavlo naw-ili. Zalian magari vinme...

_ gaCerdiiT! ras SvrebiT, gaCer-diT axlave! deda, uyure amaT, ras Svre-bian, xocaven erTmaneTs. biWo, rasakeTebT? gaCerdiT!

da moulodnelad, profesionalismSvidi xmiT uTxra viRacas:

_ axlave miliciaSi darekeT, CvenamaTi gamCereblebi aRara varT, xo-caven erTmaneTs.

moCxubrebi uceb gaiSalnen da aseSeuTanxmeblad, ucnauri sinqronulo-biT, patar-patara razmebad dayofile-bi daeSvnen wiTeli baRisken.

cico doliZem amasobaSi Cvencmogvkra Tvali da aseve mSvidad da saq-mis codniT dagvkivla:

_ amaT uyure, am lawirakebs, aq sadmobrZanebulan, gakveTili ar gaqvTTqven? ras dasdevT amaT? amobrZandiTaxlave aq. ara, eseni uaresebi izrdebi-an. amoeTrieT am wuTSi, me TqvengaCvenebT. ara, Sexede Sen, amaT Sexedeam cxvirmouxocav Rlapebs, amaT...

aba, ki, amobrZandiT da amoeTrieT,sad gvqonda cico maswis dasaglejiTma? su kisristexiT gavcvivdiT wiTe-li baRisken da ukan mogvdevda cicodoliZis gaavebuli xma...

_ ar gaiqceT! sad garbixarT?! ax-lave Tqvens mSoblebs vurekav! dau-rekeT orives mSoblebs. gamouSveben amnadirebs saxlidan da sdie mere Sen!

uiii, Tqven ras gizamT, xelSi rom Ca-gigdebT, Tqveni codviT qva iwvodesiqneba! ara, Sexede, Sexede!..

moCxubrebi wiTel baRSi ar gaCere-bulan. samedicino institutis ezoSi,stadionze Seikribnen da egreve sulismouTqmelad dascxes erTmaneTs.

mxecebiviT Cxubobdnen. saocarimondomebiT, daundoblobiTa daTavzexelaRebulobiT. yvela mtvrianida amoTxvrili iyo. tansacmeliSemoxeodaT. gerkeulas wels zeviTsaerTod aRaraferi ecva Sua nakerzegaxeuli lurji saskolo formis pi-jakis garda. tandabalma uzarmazariqvis lodi aiRo, orive xeliT Zlivsaswia, maRla SemarTa da gerkeulaskenwavida, rom uknidan Caertya. viRacamxeli aukra.

gerkeula magrad Cxubobda dapirvelad maSin vnaxe egeTi gamarTuli

Cxubi da egec magrad CamrCa gonebaSi.odnav SemaRlebul adgilas gavida,dgomSi Cadga da vinc axlos mivida, yve-las mosdo. egre dayenebuli dartym-iT, gaazrebulad da saqmis codniT as-vamda. msgavsi ram aqamde marto kinoSimqonda nanaxi da ukve vicodi, rom re-alurad areul, namdvil CxubSi egeTidartymebi gamoricxuli iyo. dadgmada dubli erTi, dubli ori sxva saqmeada pirvelad gerkeula vnaxe, vinc mar-Tla egre uraxunebda. belmondosaviTCxubobda, gemriel samociani wlebisfrangul filmebSi rom gmirobda, ma-gram xom geubnebi, parizis kinostudi-is gadasaRebi moedani da TbilisismziT gaxurebuli, samedicino insti-tutis ezos mtverSi da buRSi gaxveu-li stadioni, sadac ormocamde 16 wlissaburTaloeli biWi erTmaneTs xocavs,sul sxvadasxva ambavia.

cico maswavleblis gamoZaxebulimiliciac mogvadga. ori yviTlad dalurjad gadaRebili `uralis~ moto-cikletiT. maSin, mgoni, ukanaskneladvnaxe sabWoTa, kaliaskian da samTvlianmotocikletze gadamsxdari milicio-nerebi. urbendnen garSemo aRriale-bul atratraxebul motocikletiTmoCxubar biWebs da raRacas gahyvi-rodnen. amaod yvirodnen. yuradRebasaRaravin aqcevda. TviTon ki moto-cikletebidan Camosvlas da CxubSi Ses-vlas ver bedavdnen. marTla ver iyoadvili Sesasvleli da Casarevi. vercgabedes, ise wagruxundnen. albaT, dam-atebiTi Zalebis mosayvanad.

amasobaSi gerkeulam is TavisiSemofleTili pijakic moiSora daaxla welszeviT SiSveli Cxubobda. max-sovs, rom viRac gamoqanda da marjve-na beWSi Caazila wixli. tkacani gais-ma. gerkeula magrad Seqanda, magramfexze gaCerda da mis gverdze damxtarbiWs, romelmac naxtomSi Tavi veRarSeikava da Cajda, qvevidanve amosdoaperkoti. biWs Tavi ukan