© ლუკა ბაქანიძე, 2014

© გამომცემლობა პალიტრა L, 2014ყველა უფლება დაცულია

ISBN 978-9941-21-709-8

მისამართი: თბილისი, იოსებიძის ქ. 49

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1zustad ase miyvars gaRviZeba: Tvals rom gaaxel da

erTxans azrze ara xar, sad imyofebi... swored amisTvis, aseTi gaRviZebisTvis vcxovrob ise, rogorc vcxovrob da marto me ki ara _ Cven yvela, Cemianebi.

gaiRviZeb egre da rogorc ar unda iyo, gind Tavi gis-kdebodes paxmeliisgan Tu ravi, ra jandabisgan, an sici-visgan iyinebode, an cecxli gekidos fexze, mokled, rac ar unda cudad iyo, mainc kargad xar, imitom rom ici: Sen rom giyvars, swored iseTi dRe gqonda guSin da axlac yvelafers gaakeTeb, yvelafers gamoswov dRevandel dRes; mixval, sadac migesvleba da ar migesvleba, risi daleva, Wama Tu mowevac SeiZleba an mavnebelia, yvela-fers dalev, SeakeTeb da waawydebi aTas nagavs da karg, marTla magar tipebs; zogTan Caurtyam, zogTan mowev, visTanac dakvra giyvars, imasTan daukrav, visTanac la-paraki giyvars, ilaparakeb, visi gaJimvac xelgewifeba, gaJimav da ase: _ aq, am sibrtyeze, Cems ganzomilebaSi, sadac gadaeyrebi arasrulfasovnebis kompleqsis yve-laze magar da saintereso, sasacilo da xandaxan saxifa-To gamovlinebebs isteriis umaRlesi da Tavisuflebis udablesi xarisxiT da, principSi, yvelgan asea, marto aq ki ara.

mTavari, centri damaviwyda, Cveni taZari: erTi mi-yruebuli rokklubi, sadac binadrobs yvelaze naRdi adamiani dedamiwis zurgze, yofili mRvdeli da amJamad klubis mepatrone da SeTavsebiT qarizmatuli feis-kontroliori, respeqtabeluri da cxovrebis jansaRi

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wesis mimdevar xalxis mteri nomeri pirveli, calTva-la, wiTelwveriani da uSvelebeli, viTarca mekobre, beberi drameri mamao _ Cveni Semwe da mfarveli. mamaom maswavla tuCis garmonze dakvra, ris meSveobiTac, rac saxlidan wamovedi, movipovebT purs arsobisas: siga-rets, limons da arays _ me, Cemi Zmakaci da mxeci gita-risti aleqsanderi da berZeni, Tavgadaparsuli gogo nea, Cveni klaviSi, sxeulis nebismier monakveTze tuSiT da nemsebiT Sedevris daxatva rom SeuZlia. adre sa-lonSi akeTebda sviringebs da bevri klientic hyavda, magram mere spidiani markusa Seiyvara da gamoagdes iqi-dan. gansakuTrebiT mamaos uyvars nea, misi gakeTebuli sviringic aqvs zurgze: yalyze Semdgari kentavri, Ta-vadac tatuirebuli da sayureebiani, xelSi kombaliviT momarjvebuli eleqtrogitariT. mokled, sufTa mamao, oRond oTxfexa, _ ocdameerTe saukunis qironi, ander-graundis gmirTa da upovarTa aRmzrdeli da megobari.

neas Seyvarebuli kidev, markusi, sanam mokvdeboda, CvenTan erTad ukravda...

* * *markusi da nea rom gavicaniT, Tavidan gavifiqre, es

rogor Seiyvara-meTqi am gogom. sul sxvadasxva tipebi iyvnen: markusi _ Cumi da wynari, waramara wiTldeboda bavSviviT da isedac bavSvs hgavda; dabali iyo da gamxda-ri, sigaretis ReriviT, nei ki xmauriani da utifari, Tan markusze erTi TaviT maRali.

vijeqiT erTxel me da aleqsanderi miwisqveSa ga-dasasvlelSi da gitaraze axal Temas varCevdiT. cudi dRe gvqonda, erTi-ori kapiki Zlivs movagroveT da mar-to arayze da limonze gveyo, mSivrebi viyaviT. Ramde-boda da imas vfiqrobdiT, sad gagveTenebina. me parkSi merCivna, karuselze. akvaniviT karuseli iyo, _ erTs miawvebodi, daatrialebdi, aZvrebodi mere oradgilian

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skamze da sanam gaCerdeboda, ase trialSi CageZineboda kidec da romc ar dagZineboda, isedac asworebda mand wola, Tan Tu moweulic iyavi... drodadro gamoCnde-boda cxenosani policieli, euli da TavCaRunuli rom daaCindrikebda Tavis cxens Jangian karuselebs Soris da uTavo mxedars hgavda Soridan. am mivardnil parkSi vis an ras icavda da saerTod, vin sirma gaamwesa aq, azr-ze ara var, Tumca Cven arafers gverCoda. xandaxan Sed-gebodnen eg da magis merani da gviyurebdnen Soridan, axlos ar modiodnen. magram mere da mere, erTad rom vi-yaviT yvela, markusi da neac rom CvenTan erTad iyvnen, ufro glijavda: oTxive rom mivawvebodiT karusels, davZravdiT da naxevari saaTi mainc vtrialebdiT ase. markuss kidev mawanwala ZaRlebi uyvarda karuselze me-tad, Wrialis xmaze rom gamoZvrebodnen xolme saidan-Rac. da ZaRlebsac uyvardaT markusi; Cven rom skamebze viweqiT da raRac sisuleleebs vukravdiT, is am dros ZaRlebs eTamaSeboda da kargi iyo, magari iyo es yvela-feri _ karuselic, munji policielic, aleqsic, neic, arayic da mTvrali markusac, im munian ZaRlebTan rom kotrialobda SuaRamisas.

imas vambobdi, Tavidan rogor iyo-meTqi, nei da mar-kusi rogor gavicaniT: vijeqiT me da aleqsi, me karuse-lis muRami mqonda, magram metros fuli aRar gvrCebo-da da bolos aqve gadavwyviteT gaTeneba. skamebi aqacaa, Tan Rame Tbila am padzemkaSi. adrec ramdenjer Camomi-vlia. zafxulSi, saerTod, grila miwisqveSebSi da maSin ras warmovidgendi, Rame ase Tu eTbileboda, TiTqos viRacam gamaTboblebi CarToo. gamvlelebi aTasSi er-Txel Tu gamoCndebian: metrodan amosuli Segvianebuli moqalaqeebi, sanovagiT datvirTulebi rom miiCqarian Sin, erTs gadmogvxedaven zizRiT an SiSiT da swrafad Cagvivlian. Cven garda, Cvennairebis garda, aravis uy-vars miwisqveSa gadasasvleli RamiT, me da ales ki es gviyvars gansakuTrebiT, Tavis droze ueWveli yofil-

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ma bomJma rom daaproeqta da alag-alag, niSebSi, mer-xebic Caayola wamosawolad. oris mere Suqs aqroben, eleqtroenergias zogaven albaT da maSin aris yvelaze naRdi: kunapet bnelSi myudrod rom wevxar paralonze, saidanRac Cxrialis Tu fxakunis xmebi Cagesmis da kidev raRac idumali eqoebi ismis aqeT-iqidan... am dros vigo-nebT yvelaze magar Temebs gitaraze da tuCis garmonze me da aleqsa. suns da nagavs ki ara uSavs, mainc yvelgan nagavia, SeveCvieT.

hoda, vzivarT da gamoCndnen maRali, Tavga daparsuli gogo da dabali, CxiriviT bavSvi, Cvenze ufrosi rom aRmoCnda mere. biWs ucxoplaneteliviT didi Tvalebi hqonda da Tavisxela gitaris futlari moegdo zurgze, magram ar hgavda arafriT gitaris kacs. Cvenda gasakvi-rad, gaCerdnen da mosmena dagviwyes.

aleqsanderma sigareti sTxova biWs, Tumca Ramis sam-yofi da arayze dasayolebeli ramdenime Reri ki gvqon-da orives. biWi arc ganZreula da gogom gaaZro zurg-CanTidan qemelis kolofi, karga blomad amoiRo da Cven win, fulis mosagrovebel yuTSi Cayara. me rom momwons, zustad iseTi gogo iyo: gamxdari, patara mkerdiT da odnav mkacri saxiT. is biWi kidev ar momewona saer-Tod, isic ki vifiqre, eg gitara rom aleqsis gitarad gadaiqces, urigo ar iqneba-meTqi, Tan kaciSvili ar iyo axlomaxlo da biWsac zed etyoboda, bevr lailais ar daiwyebda. mokled, gogo momewona Zalian da mTvralic viyavi, Torem sul ar var egeTi tipi. SemSurda da zedac etyobodaT, erTad rom iyvnen _ xelixelCakidebulebi. aleqsma ki, viTomc araferi, amoiRo jibidan sxvadasx-va sigaretis RerebiT naxevrad savse kolofi da gogos mocemulic Sig Cayara, erTsac gaukida da isev gitaras dauwyo CaliCi. gogos gaecina, CanTidan kidev ori Reri amoiRo, erTs TviTon moukida, meore Tavis biWs misca. biWs ar moukidebia. gviyurebda da sigarets atrialebda TiTebSi.

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uceb gveubneba:_ biWebo, cota xans rom TqvenTan erTad davukra,

SeiZleba?xmac bavSvis hqonda.aleqss gadavxede._ basia? _ vkiTxe mere biWs.basgitara ki dagvxatavda, rac marTalia, marTalia,

magram Cveni mini xmis gamaZlierebeli da akumulatori ukve mesemiCkes sardafSi gvqonda Senaxuli.

aleqsi isev Tavis gitaras uCxikinebda. Cemze ufro gaglejili mTvrali iyo.

biWma futlari Zirs dado da TviTonac iqve moirTxa fexi. mere frTxilad gaxsna da gitaris nacvlad priala fleita amoiRo.

yba Camomivarda._ marto eg gaqvs? _ Tan futlarSi Cavixede. carie-

li iyo, tips fleita dahqonda amxela SaliTiT. mokled, ori versiaa: an mamali giJia, an ra vici, SeiZleba ubra-lod egeTi xoSi aqvs, ase unda... saerTod, Signakrav, anu, rogorc iqiT ityvian, araprognozirebad xalxs did pa-tivs vcem, oRond _ naRdebs: ramdenia iseTi, yvelafers rom ikisrebs, Signakravad, gansakuTrebulad rom moga-Cvenos Tavi. fleitis patronis mimarT pativiscemismag-vari raRac vigrZeni da mivxvdi, _ gogos ambavi iyo, To-rem Tavidanve momewona, egeTi, rogoric iyo _ bavSviviT TvalebdaWyetili da moridebuli, Cveni momavali Zma da megobari markusi, romelsac spidi hqonda ukve maSin.

aleqsma Tavi aswia, amRvreuli Tvalebi Seavlo flei-tas da uazrod waiburtyuna:

_ gavkari papsavikebs...biWi gawiTlda._ mTvralia, _ vTqvi me._ etyoba, _ gogoc biWis gverdiT Cacucqda da, asec,

Cacucqulic, biWze maRali Canda, _ ra musikas ukravT, biWebo?

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_ ra vici, rasac wamoiRebs, imas vukravT... Senc ukrav?

_ cotas. ise vxatav, _ gogom axal Rers moukida da Tqva, _ es markusia, me _ nea, _ mere biWs Sexeda da daa-mata, _ erTad varT.

magrad uyvarda, zed etyoboda.me aleqss wavkari mxari: _ es aleqsanderia, me _ jio da Cvenc erTad varT, _

Tan gavifiqre, axla amas geebi ar vegonoT-meTqi, Tumca iseTi masti Canda, gvkiTxavda kidec, rom hgoneboda. ma-gari gogo iyo nei, iyo ra _ aris, Tan gadaparsuli Tavic uxdeba, oxers.

amasobaSi markusi Cumad ijda da Tavis fleitas aTva-lierebda.

_ aRar davukraT? _ gvkiTxa bolos mouTmenlad.fleitas aq erTi beberi uberavda dilaobiT da ar

miyvarda es xma miwisqveSaSi, ar uxdeboda raRacnairad, uazro xasiaTi mohqonda. saerTod, akustika da eqoe-bi ar momwons fleitaze. sadme quCaSi, xmaurSi da aur-zaurSi Zlivs rom moismis xolme, ufro mevaseba.

_ midi da agayoleb, _ vuTxari uxalisod da tuCis garmoni gaviwminde saxeloze.

_ ras ukrav, ra nota aviRo? _ markusma fleita moi-marjva.

_ droze aiRe noti, sanam mogaxta enoti, _ amoRe-rRa alem da gemoze daaslokina.

markuss isev wauvida feri, kinaRam Seinaxa Tavisi fleita.

_ daukari, gexvewebi, _ iseTi xmiT uTxra neam, me rom mis adgilas vyofiliyavi, zurnazec davukravdi aTasi weli.

da Seiyvana markusma da mec Cemi orsarTuliani `hoh-neri~ SevuSvi, magram Cavbere Tu ara, aryis Tu SimSilis gamo uceb Tavbru damexva da Sevinaxe isev. markuss kidev, etyoboda, rom magrad uswordeboda da oRond daekra

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da fexebze ekida, vin ras aayolebda, ver gaigebda sxva xmas mainc; wamodga da raRac ideini improvizaciebiT ise aazriala miwisqveSa gadasasvleli, aleqsanderic ki gamoafxizla. vijeqiT yvela da SevyurebdiT.

_ rogori iyo? _ gvkiTxa bolos aqoSinebulma da yurebamde gaRimebulma, Tan Cven gverdiT moirTxa fexi.

_ saRol, _ uTxra alem da gitaris futlarSi siga-retis Reri Caugdo.

da Rame yvelas erTad gveZina. miwisqveSaSi.

* * *im dRes ki sarepeticioSi veyareT me, ale da erTi

uniWo basisti, wina saRamos rom vipoveT skverSi. am sk-verSi, viRacCemisas ZeglTan ikribebodnen xolme, saRa-moobiT, lawiraki, jereT diletanti goTebi, pankebi Tu sxva juris lamazi da uzrdeli gogoebi, saRamos mSo-blebs rom atyuebdnen, daqalTan vrCebiT, erTad unda vimecadinoTo da mere nebismier gitarian da sayurian klientTan Jimaobdnen Rameuli qalaqis kuTxe-kunWu-lebSi, ris Semdegac, wesisamebr, am tipebis metsaxelebs amoiseravdnen sadme britviT, naserebs erTmaneTs ato-lebdnen da uxarodaT. gitariani tipebic, Sesabamisad, xSirad etanebodnen am skvers. erTi darexvili klienti vicodi, muwukebis gasaqrobad magari raRac moifiqra: axalTaxali `fenderis~ gitara daiTria Tavis SaliTiT, RamRamobiT gaikeTebda yurze mavTulis sayures, moig-debda zurgze gitaras, gamodioda aqeT da erT-or su-lels wamoicvamda xolme marTlac, magram mere, Zalian rom galaRda da muwukebic gauqra, gaugo viRacam da ma-grad Zuynes; TviTon gogoebma scemes, sul ludis boT-lebi afSxvnes Tavze. dakvra mainc eswavla, kretins... am juris gogoebisTvis, Cven, ase Tu ise staJiani pankebi _ Tumca me da aleqsa sulac ar vTvlidiT Tavs pankebad _ viyaviT TeTr raSze amxedrebuli princebi, ander-

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graundis loTi mxedrebi da yvelaze egzotikuri masa-la masturbaciisTvis da me da alec, sarepeticios qiris fuls rom ver vSoulobdiT, jandabas, vxdebodiT xol-me xandaxan pankebi da dozanebi magaTi gulisTvis... Tan praqtikuladac mosaxerxebeli iyo: arc dabana-gaparsva da gamowyoba gWirdeboda, arc fuli jibeSi paemnisTvis, rogorc iq mWirdeboda, wina cxovrebaSi _ swored rom piriqiT, da sarepeticios qirasac siamovnebiT ixdidnen xolme... iq ki wiTeli Suqi enTo da mTeli muRami iyo, to-mazinios _ sarepeticios patronis Sav eleqtrogita-ras rom xerxavdi `kenvudis~ xmis gamaZliereblis bolo xmaze, treSefeqtiT, da magari moweuli, da garSemo, sigaretis Tu marixuanis buRSi aramiwieri arsebebiviT ilandebodnen viRac xuruSiani naSebi...

mokled, ufulod varT, CavdivarT skverSi da vxe-davT, viRac gdia ZeglTan mkvdariviT da biWbuWebi zed esevian, jibeebs uCiTaven. biWbuWoba gavyareT da SevaTvaliereT. egdo TavisTvis da yarda aryis sunad, aleqsi ki xandaxan deda tereza xdeba xolme da axlac karga moqneuli sila Semohkra, Tumca Tvali mainc ver gaaxelina da skamze aaTria. Cvenxela Canda, tyavis Sar-vali ecva da kiserze raRac suleluri sviringi hqon-da, horoskopis niSani Tu raRac egeTi. me sul mekida es tipi, Tan uamravi gvinaxavs orives am dReSi, erTmaneTis CaTvliT, magram aleqsma aitexa _ axla amas mivxedoT da naSebi mereo da bolos waviReT iqve, tomasas sarepeti-cioSi. mamaos klubi Sors iyo, Torem ki mixedavda mamao. sarepeticio dakavebuli dagvxvda, nacnobebi ukravdnen da uproblemod SevediT. gauxardaT kidec: drameri hya-vdaT cudad, me ki, Tu gaWirdeboda cot-cotas dramsac vukakunebdi da gitarazec SemeZlo erTi-ori akordis aReba, aleqsma maswavla. saerTod, naRdi drameri aqeT didi iSviaTobaa da xandaxan ramdenime jgufs erTi dra-meri gvyavda rigrigobiT. mamaoc gveSveleboda zogjer biWebs, roca magis klubSi gvqonda gamosvla. vinc dagvx-

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vda, is biWebi mZime metals ukravdnen, msmenelic blomad hyavdaT da repeticiis qirazec ar uwevdaT CaliCi: ga-moakravdnen gancxadebas sarepeticios karze, Semsvle-lebs cota fuls axdevinebdnen da eg iyo; erTi ocdaaTi kaci ki eteoda SigniT, fuli dasalevzec rCebodaT mere da drodadro Cveni qiris valsac istumrebdnen xolme. itogSi, ar iyvnen ucxoebi. ras vambobdi: SevediT me da aleqsa, Cveni bargic SevaTrieT da mixedv-moxedva ver movaswariT, rom uceb kuTxidan ori-sami kaci wamoxta, Cvens mTvrals mivardnen, iqve, divanze wamoagores da gaxda dauwyes swrafad, gaWirvebuli mamaTmavlebiviT, Tan raRacas Rrialeben gaxarebulebi... me da aleqsan-deri ki dagvtoves pirRia, ganZrevac ver movaswariT da mere biWebma agvixsnes: meore dRes rom metalistebis tusovka tardeboda, gaugiaT saidanRac da akrefila Turme, raRac qalaqis Tu dabis saxeli Tqves _ iqauri xuTi-eqvsi suli rokeri, Seajdnen matarebels da wamo-vidnen aqeT. matarebelSi dauleviaT magrad da es erTi _ me da aleqsam rom gavaZreT, daukargavT sadRac. rom veRar ipoves, daades Tavi da tomazinios sarepeticioSi movidnen, namyofi iyo aq adre romeliRac. mjdaran ase tomaziniosTan da, gaRma rogorc ityvian, _ dana kbils ar uxsnidaT, TavianT Zmakacze dardobdnen... da ratom ar glovobdnen da moTqvamdnen, imitom rom am Cvenis mTvrals mTeli amaTi sarCo da sagzali, ociode papi-rosi marixuana hqonia damaluli da filtvma ugrZno etyoba aleqsas, Torem rac Cven egre gaTxleSili xalxi gvinaxavs da arc araferi, Cagvivlia.

mokled, sam-oTx saaTze gagveRviZa sarepeticioSi. es tipi, me da aleqsma rom vipoveT, egdo guSindeliviT da dramis qveS Tavad tomasa xvrinavda, sarepeticios patroni. gakrefiliyvnen danarCenebi. sxvaTa Soris, wuxel es Cemisa erTi gamofxizleba ki gamofxizlda da sul muStebi irtya gulze _ Cemze magari basgitaristi-so, magram gitara daiWira da egreve Seetyo risi damk-

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vrelic iyo, mere erTi tariani martom moswia _ paxme-liaze gamoyavso da mokvda isev da magisma Zmakacebmac _ egre ariso sul, basze ki marTla ukravso.

said-metalistebis tusovkaze namyofi viyavi ram-denjerme da iq Sekrebil satanistebze, goTebze Tu vi-Rac sadomazoxistebze metad magaTi musika matkivebda Tavs, magram aleqsma gaaxura _ alinac iqnebao da, wavi-deT-meTqi. sadac axla mivdiodiT, swored iq naxa pirve-lad alina da daerxa kidevac.

alina ki iyo gaurkveveli seqsualuri orientaciis, msoflmxedvelobis da erovnebis arseba, yvelgan da yve-lanairi formiT rom gadaeyrebodi _ dRes Tu metros xidis qveS ijda daxeuli jinsiT da mTeli erTi wlis daubanel lesbiankebTan da pankebTan erTad trigans ylapavda da zed spirts ayolebda, meore dRes romeli-me feSenrestornidan gamosuls naxavdi, mavan halstu-xosan ZiakacTan erTad da Tavadac solidurad gazma-nuls. es Cemis alina yvelgan Tan daaTrevda Tavis das, eqvsiode wlis ladas, nestoze sayure rom hqonda da mxarze _ etyoba, ufro adre gakeTebuli, sxeulis zr-disgan deformirebuli sviringi, eklianmavTulSemox-veuli bumbuli. alinas marixuana uyvarda, ladas kidev webo, romelsac wepos eZaxda da erTxel webos prixodSi gviTxra, _ rusakebi varT me da Cemi dao, sul Tovlia Cvenken da papaCemi da daTvebi erTad Tevzaoben mdina-reze gazafxulobiTo, papaCemi _ aqeTa napirze, daTve-bi _ gaRma da Cemi TvaliT maqvs ambavi nanaxio. daTvebi-sa ar vici, magram ladas da, alina, garekvamde uyvarda aleqsanders _ Cems Zmas da did gitarists.

gacnobisTanave, magrad rom davTveriT me da aleqsa, momiyva mag ambavs, mec Cemi vuTxari da mere karga xans Tvals varidebdiT erTmaneTs, imitom rom ver vitan si-rul gulis gadafurCqnebs da aleqsic CemsaviT yofila. maSin momiyva: daupatiJebia erTxel raSidas TavisTan _ me ar vicnobdi raSidas maSin _ gogo gaucnia da am go-

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gosTvis uTqvams, _ aleqsaao es, Cveniani kaci da aiyvane oTaxSi da pativi eci Seneburado. aleqsanders ki moewo-na is gogo magrad, Tan putankur ambavSi ki ara, _ naRdad moewona da erTi saaTi mimtkicebda, imasac davevase, ise miyurebdao. im gogom, alinam, uyura erTxans gaburZgnil aleqsas da mere oTaxis nacvlad sadRac bnel CulanSi Seiyvana... da mjdaran ase Cumad, arc seqsi da arc arafe-ri, magram ase kargad jer gogos gverdiT ar vyofilvar, xom gesmis, jio, Zmurado, _ mixsnida aleqsa. da Tavidan megona, raRac parnuxas moyveboda, gamityda da alesac egre ufiqria Turme im bnel alagas, _ axla parnuxa Tu ar avtexe, qinZi an pidrila ar vegonoo da mand darxevia kidec, radgan aseT Jams fiqri yvelaze murtali amba-via odiTganve, am dros rac wamoiRebs, is unda Seiyvano egreve, Tu araferma wamoiRo da _ daikido zed, daixu-ro qudi da waxvide Sens gzaze. aleqsanders ki dauwyia Zalad xelis faTuri da alinas uTqvams,_ ar gindao, aleqs, ase rom vzivarT, me da Sen rom vzivarT, eg ufro miswordebao, Tan xeli Caukidia, bavSviviT. msxdaran ase im bnel sardafSi, raSidas saxlis Rriancelebs usmend-nen da aleqsac bolos yurebamde Seyvarebuli gamovida iqidan. miyveboda amas aleqsanderi da mec, CemdaTavad da solidarobis niSnad, _ viTom, Seni kargad mesmis-me-Tqi, _ movuyevi raRac uazroba, Cems kursel marisTan rom boboqari seqsi mqonda erTxel, oRond mesenjerSi, magari iyo da Sen ar inaRvlo, xandaxan eseTi sirobebic uswordeba-meTqi kacs... mokled, Zalian mTvrali viyavi, Tan alesaviT Rrmad Seyvarebulic ar vyofilvar aras-dros _ sul ver gavuge aleqsanders da maxsovs, maSin ratomRac isic mivayole gulaCuyebulma: _ metro rom midis _ eg xma, borblebis xma miyvars-meTqi magrad.

rogorc wesi, aq, CvenTan, aravin arafers gekiTxeba da arc aravis ainteresebs, sanam aq moxvdebodi, vin iyavi da ras akeTebdi. erTmaneTis namdvili saxelebic ki ar vi-

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codiT, gvarze da warmomavlobaze rom araferi vTqvaT. umravlesoba, rac gauswordeboda imas irqmevda, mand mTavrdeboda yvelaferi da mere SemTxveviT Tu gaigeb-di rames, an TviTon getyoda, Tu moundeboda. mokled, aqamde vin iyavi da ra xdeboda Sens Tavs, raRacnairad, ar iyo mniSvnelovani aq. sizmars rom mouyvebi kacs, co-tas gaerTobi da or wuTSi aRarc gemaxsovreba _ ase iyo. markusze, magaliTad, marto is vicodi, konservatoriaSi rom swavlobda da spidi hqonda, romelic sul ubralod, sadRac saavadmyofoSi Tu poliklinikaSi aikida binZuri SpriciT, magram markusic da Cvenc ise viyaviT, TiTqos araferic ar sWirda da romel cxovrebaSic aikida, iqve datova Tavisi spidi, cudi sizmariviT... da umravlesobac markusiviT viyaviT principSi: yvelam sadRac Cven-Cveni spidi avikideT, an gvWirda didi xani, mivuxvdiT amas, da albaT, amitomac movediT aq... iseTebic bevrni arian, la-mis aq rom daibadnen da aqve miakvdebian sadme boTls an Sprics; sxva cxovrebis azrzec ar arian da arc aintere-sebT, bolomde aq arian. zogisTvis ki albaT etapiviTaa es yvelaferi da xandaxan vfiqrob xolme, _ ukve mesame welia ase var, aleqsic erTi-ori kviris mosuli iyo, rom gavicani, _ da xandaxan vfiqrob da simarTle vTqva, cota vfrTxebi kidec: iqneb erTxel es yvelaferic ise amomi-vides yelSi, rogorc iqauroba amomivida da aqac aqauri spidi damemarTos _ mere sad jandabaSi wavide-meTqi. an SeiZleba mere kidev gamoCndes sxva raRac, sxva samyaro, manamde rom verc warmovidgendi, rogorc es gamoCnda, sadac axla vcxovrob... markuss ki marTla spidi aqvs. saa-vadmyofoSi aikida binZuri SpriciT.

aleqsis spidi ualeqsodac vicodi, an marto me ki ara _ mTelma qalaqma icoda magaTi ambavi: aleqsis spidi misi ojaxi iyo, denTis gamogonebis dRidan gangsteru-li xaziT rom wamovida. da aleqsis papa da mere mamac gavleniani kriminaluri avtoritetebi iyvnen, Tavi-si srolebiT, zonebiT da biznesSi wilebiT da TviTon

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alesac erTi-ori safexuriRa rCeboda im adgilamde, magaT ierarqiaSi umaRlesad rom iTvleba, rodesac Tavisi spidis ambavs mixvda; mokida xeli gadamalul gitaras, romelzec bavSvobidan ukravda da mamamisma erTi-orjer, simTvraleSi Tu kaifSi kedelzec miumsx-vria da sanacvlod specSekveTiT damzadebuli, Ta-vianTi sagvareulos saf irmo iaraRi `Ceze~ aCuqa, verc erTi aeroportis rentgeni rom ver Sifravda... hoda, aiRo gitara aleqsam, damtvreuli Ceze mamamisis oTaxSi dayara, mere dahkra fexi da aq movida, mamaosTan. mamao kidev darajiviT iyo: aq momsvlelebs, visac saWirod Ca-Tvlida erTmaneTs acnobda da Tav-TavianT adgilebze anawilebda. swored mamaom gamacno aleqsanderi da nea da markusic mamaos gamouSvia CvenTan. ise, mamaos gare-Sec bevri dayialebs aq TavisTvis. zogma CvensaviT ra-Rac iseTi ipova, rac iq aklda da kargadaa da moswons es yvelaferi, zogic ver itans aqaurobas, magram aRar aqvs sxva gza... aseTebi verc Cven gvitanen da verc erTmaneTs; aq Tu sadme Cxubi da danis triali atyda, an isini arian, an gogoebi. Cvenianebidan drodadro vinme mTvrali pan-ki Tu daimtvrevs xolme Tavze boTls da egaa.

raSida ki iyo sruliad dedaqalaqis goTebis Tu sata-nistebis Tu sadomazoxistebis, mokled, erTi yveridan gamosuli xalxis mTavari da mayurebeli, oxrad fuli rom hqonda, moepoveboda yvelaze Znelad saSovneli narkotikebi da umagresi qalebi, romelTa meSveobiTac ise hyavda dasirebuli Tavisianebi _ erTxel Cemi Tva-liT vnaxe, xelze rogor kocnidnen mRvdeliviT. sinamd-vileSi ki erTi CaTlaxi operatori iyo raSida, mTeli dReebi raRac siri televiziis logoian kameras daarbe-ninebda aRma-daRma da am dros iseTi uwyinari da sando ieri hqonda, loyaze Cqmeta mogindeboda kacs.

hoda, am raSidas hqonda Tu qiraobda, ra vici me, itogSi weliwadSi ramdenjerme qalaqgareT CiTavda did, galavnian saxls, romlis pirveli, miwisqveSa sar-

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Tuli _ erTi didi oTaxi Tu darbazi, gamotenili iyo muTaqebiT da pufebiT, uSvelebeli dinamikebiT da Wer-ze damontaJebuli kamerebiT da kedelTan mimdgar magi-daze, Svedur ambavSi, yovelTvis blomad eyara jizpatis kalikebi _ eqstazis nairsaxeobaa eg da, saxelwodebi-dan gamomdinare, bevr sxva sikeTesTan erTad viagris efeqtic abadia, _ gasaxmobi mwvaniliviT gaSlili ma-rixuana da Zviriani dasaleviT savse yuTebi, da am yve-lafers aferadebda neonis ganaTeba, situaciis da raSi-das survilisda mixedviT _ sxvadasxva ferSi. mokled, kamerebi da es kretinuli musika rom ara, ki gaerToboda kaci gemoze, Tan, rac mTavaria, mTel saxlSi zeviT-qve-viT moZraobdnen raSidas qalebi: iseTi qalebi, romle-bze danZrevac ar uocnebia bevrs, araTu gaJimva da am xelebdacveTil lawirakebsac meti ra undodaT, _ xel-ze ki ara, ratom trakze ar kocnidnen raSidas.

zemoT ki oTaxebic iyo da avejic, arc kamerebi eyena da iq SeiZleboda ufro seriozul narkotikebs da hals-tuxmoSvebul Ziakacebs gadahyrodi, dRisiT ena-mamul-ze Tu sarwmunoebaze rom Rrialebdnen ekranebidan da sruliad qveynis gamoqliavebuli mosaxleobis gulebs aTrTolebdnen erovnul ambavSi, saRamos ki raSidas saxlSi, mavan dabolil Tineijers miaTrevdnen oTaxSi, sulerTia _ biWs Tu gogos, da ublagunebdnen gemoze.

basisti iqve davtoveT da aleqsanderi mekiTxeba, _ wveri rom gaviparso, Tu momixdeba netavo. mere tomasas saxlSi Sevida, iqidan marTla wvergaparsuli gamovida da axla imaze gamixura, nikapi grZeli xom ar gamomiCn-dao. me ra unda meTqva, markusis qali iyo nei da CemdaTa-vad sul fexebze mekida, daubaneli rom viyavi da wver-gauparsavi, yovel SemTxvevaSi, vcdilobdi damekida. ori dRea arc erTi menaxa da ukve menatreboda nei... da markusic rom menatreboda, eg CaTlaxi ega. erTxel wavi-yvaneT raSidasTan da ver itandnen raSidas da im saxls: maSin neis viRac mTvrali goTi aekida, neim agina, marku-

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si, rogorc yovelTvis, gawiTlda da me da aleqsanders kinaRam Semogvakvda cemaSi is tipi, mTvrali iyo da magi-tom gadarCa. arada, sawyali ra SuaSi iyo _ erTmaneTis qalebs raSidas saxlSi ise atrialebdnen waRma-ukuRma, rogorc araferi da pri ncipSi mec misargeblia am ambiT ramdenjerme da cema ki ara, erTi aqeT mekiTxeboda mere, Cems qals xom magari moWera aqvso... magram nei nei iyo da mivqareT, mand rom waviyvaneT. raSidasac gautyda maSin, pirdapir gviTxra, Sari ar mWirdebao aq, Tu erTobiT, gaerTeT, Tu arada pletio. raSids alina hyavda, alina kidev ales uyvarda da mixvda magas raSida, imasac mixv-da, rom aleqsi aTasi weli ar ityoda, putanka miyvarso, Tanac _ raSidas putanka. egeTi tipi iyo da romc eTqva, vinme Tavisiani iqiTa cxovrebidan moZebnida da miCexa-vda aleqsas; isedac veRar itandnen ukve, axla daWriT ara, magram gaZuynidnen mainc, ueWveli. da es yvelafe-ri rom mowva raSidam, magitomac gauSinaurda aleqsan-ders, Torem adre _ pletio, ver gvetyoda asi weli, icoda aleqsis gaRmur-Savuri ambavi da eSinoda da gve-teneboda yovelTvis.

nei da markusi ki amaRam albaT Cvens karuselze gaa-Teneben, daleven, ZaRlebs eTamaSebian da SeiZleba, mec movenatro... SeiZleba, neis da markos me da alec move-natroT Rame, rom daTvrebian. uTavo mxedaric Tavis postze dadgeba, mTvare Tu iqna _ mTvaris Suqze. uceb mec iq mominda yofna da gavbrazdi aleqsze da im boz alinaze, magram ale markusze da neize magrad miyvarda da vuTxari:

_ ar unda gageparsa, nikapi siriviT gamogewia, brat.

* * *aq rac ufro SeumCnevlad amoxval, ukeTesia da man-

qanis Semoyenebac Saria. me da aleqsmac gadavuxvieT trasidan da tyeSi SevediT, aTiode wuTi ase viareT da

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mindvris piras gavCerdiT, iqauroba davalivereT. raSi-das saxlic raSida snairi tipia; dgas TavisTvis mindvris bolos mSvidobiani agarakiviT, TeTri da Jaluzebiani, iqiTa mxridan qalaqs gadahyurebs da aqedan rom Sexedo, arc ismis da arc Cans raime, gegoneba ar ariso SigniT ka-ciSvili da zed rom miadgebi, marto maSin gaigeb odnav basavikebis guguns. gvian RamiT Tu gamoefinebian xolme ezoSi da aivnebze, rodesac raSida kargad darwmundeba, rom _ Tu momsvleli iyo, antiqriste, gamoCndeboda aqamdec...

antiqristes ki imitom eZaxdnen antiqristes, Tvi-Ton rom Rrialebda mag sityvas. kinoSi da wignebSi na-giJari fanatikosi da anaforiani klientebi rom arian, yvelgan eCrebian da yvelafers afuWeben _ egeTi iyo zustad, oRond amasac markosaviT bavSvuri, mrgvali Tvalebi hqonda da wiTeli loyebi, asakiTac gawele-ga-mowele ocdaaTis Tu iqneboda. mokled, eg anafora rom ara, culi, Toxi da misi jani _ halali sofleli da iqve soflis mRvdeli da vinc mohyveboda _ moyoliT ki mTeli sofeli modgeboda xolme, marTla culebi da Toxebi eWira qalsac da kacsac da yvela antiqristes, satanas mociquls da raRac egeTebs gahyviroda, Tan WiSkars eCaliCebodnen da rac ki ram dampali moeZeve-bodaT sofelSi, yvelafers raSidas saxls uSendnen da gemoze aferadebdnen. erTxel mZRnerebic iyo WiSkar-ze da wausves Tu egreve miuSves, ra vici me... itogSi, ar iyo cudi xalxi. saidan igebdnen raSidas ambavs, azrze ara var, magram xandaxan mocvivdebodnen da iyvnen ase. mentebi ki raSidaze metad sZuldaT; raSidas sul ekida ZaRloba. ar vici nacnobobis Tu didi wilebis gamo, Tu saerTod ar icodnen raSidas grupavuxebi da magisTvis arca scxelodaT _ ufro didi ambebi trialebda qveya-naSi da erTi-orjer rom movardnen, maSinac antiqris-tes da misianebs daerivnen, imaT kidev mentobasac anti-qristeebi uZaxes, Toxebic daabzriales da magari seiri

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iqneboda, Cven maSin iq ar viyaviT da biWebi gviyvebodnen.GganwyobisaTvis cota marixuana movwieT iqve, xes-

Tan, mere kuilebiviT gadavipareT mindorze da zars mivaWire.

cota xanSi mikrofonSi moisma karga Rrmad Cambali xma:

_ alo!peto iyo, raSidas damqaSi da misi mociquli WiSkris

midamoebSi._ alo ki ara, gaaRe droze! _ SeuZaxa aleqsam, Tan

aqeT-iqiT ixedeba._ rom gavaRo, vina xar ro?eg boziSvili. arada kameriT gviyurebs, magram axla

amis ginebas ra azri aqvs, Rrmadaa ukve._ bratva varT petros, me da aleqsi varT, _ vu T-

xari me._ jio xar? mere ra Wirs Sens Zmakacs, alafurSetze

modis? Tan rom gvekaifeba. _ me Seni damsmeli! _ ganrisxda aleqsanderi, wver-

gaparsuli da Seyvarebuli, _ gaaRe-meTqi, saqme maqvs raSidasTan!

_ exlave, hou, ra iyo! _ aq petos, etyoba, ales wina cxovreba gaaxsenda, WiSkari gaCxakunda da SevediT.

narwyeviT, biCokebiT da boTlis namtvrevebiT odnav Sevsebul auzTan, gulis forma rom hqonda, diploma-tisnomriani yviTeli jipi eyena.

_ eg ra aris, petros? _ vkiTxe ezoSi gamosul pe-tos.

_ guSin viaipi tusovka iyo da ver movaswariT asuf-Taveba, _ Tqva petom da daaboyina.

_ manqanaze geubneba, kvercxo! _ uTxra aleqsma.petom manqanas Sexeda da xelebi moifSvnita._ ega? magas ar vambob mere, guSindeli ambavia-meTqi.

Sen weRan genaxa ra manqana gavida, hehe...