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IIpogaja U MapKemw-tfMMllMQa HOBKOBMn

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rrOPO ,lJ ;J 1QHJ1 BYKBAPMHJIHn;a HOBKOBHn

113ga8a1iArenuaja aa M3p;aBalliTBo, enyxaunjy M TproBMHy - "I10POP;WIHM Byxsap" llopoquunu 6YK8apeuenseniu

Bnanera Iepornh, aKap;eMMK,ncnxajarapHUK08HU paqoeu

EMlbaHa C. HOBKoBMn, ",lJ;PBO,lJ;o6pMQa"lby6aB, He paT y canpcsrcnoj IIOpo,Ivn.J;J1

IlImaMua"EMr urrasma", Beorpan I IpBO gOUYlVeHO U upepaheno u3galVe

TupaJIC500 rrpMMepaKa


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Munuua HOBKOBUn

CBa npasa cy saurraheaa.H'Wjenaa neo KlDwre He MO)Ke6WTWpenponyxosau,

y ~W~O KOjOjCPOPMW,6e3 nncaeaor onotipeisa ayropa.6;aBlbWBalDe nerra 6e3 noasone ayropa csrarpa ce

npOTWB3aKOHWTWMWCy,n;CKWe Ka)KlDWBO.

"TIOPO,n;WqHWfiyxaap" nocaehyjex CBOMyqwTelbY Ilerpy Caanhy, TBOp~y CTBa-pa lla qKOr aacmr ra isa , ( npe so nryo 1993), CBOjWMyqeHW~WMa, CBOjOj nopomma WCBWMnoponnuaaa y qwjwM he ce pYKaMa nahx OBa KlDwra.

BellWKY 3aXBallHOCT ,n ;y ry jeM CBOMcynpyry Mxpozsyriy WCBOjOj ,n;e~w IlparanyWDWlbaHw. Pasyaenx cy MOjy nocsehenocr OBOj w,n;ejw,C Jby6aBlby npaxnanonrMOjy norpetiy ,n;aCBOj )KWBOTnOCBeTWM W3HalDY cTBapallaqKOr sacrnrran,a, sac-nWTalDY 6e3 Ka3He WHarpa,n;e, xoje je 6WllO W 6whe, aa pa,n ;ocT name WCBWXOCTa-llWX,3HaHWX WHe3HaHWX noponaua,

Iocnoha Bepx 13op1) eBwh caM saxn am ta I IlTO j e y Cp6wjy non en a aaa rs e anrepna-TWBHeMe,n;W~WHe,nexerse aa uraua Wcronany, (CY 13oK ) qw jw je rsopau rocnonxnTIapK Ilae By, (npesonryo 25.3.2010). Xsana WMIIlTO cy MWnecetir onro napoaaznrs aa rs e KOjWMcaM ycnena HayqHo n a YTeMe lbwM cTBap all aqKO sacrnrrarse, w,n;OKa-)KeM ,n;aCpozja WMa a llTepHaTwBHw 06l lWK aac rn rr ar sa , KOjWnaaac r rpenc ra srsaBpCTy eMO~WOHallHor nexetsa. Y CKOPOj 6y,n;yhHOCTW TO he 6WTWje,n;wHw 06llWKnacmrraisa. Craapauaxxo nacrnrraise TeK cana, HayqHo yreaerseao, MO)Ke 6WTWnoayheao cBeTY.

Ilocetiao caxr aaxsanna nporpecopy Bnanerx Ieporxhy, aaponnosr yqWTelbY,ncaxnjarpy WaKa,n;eMWKY,KOjWje WMao caao peqw xsane aa "TIOPO,n;WqHW6yKBap"y BpeMeHWMa xan a cy CBH aYTopWTeTH H cTpyqHa j as no cr hyrana. OHH cy hyra-llH, xao aYTopHTeTH, amr cy xao po,n;HTelbH W re KaKO ~eHHllH H nOIIlTOBallH TOIIlTO pa,n;HM, y IIlTa caM ce YBepHlla aetipojeno nyTa.

OTBopeHO cy Me no,n;p)KaBallH : HOBHHapH, ype,n;HH~H TB H pa,n;HO eMHcHja,nerroaaarx nexapa, nporpecopa, nCHXOll03H, ncnxxjarpa, sepoyxaren,a, nacmrra-qH, ponarersa, neua, je,n;HOMpexjy, rronpacasao Me Hapo,n;. Xaarra CBHMa, on cp~a.


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XI1MHA Jb YEABI1 PEll AYTOPA HOB OM,IlPEPA1)EHOM I13J=(AlbY

11 3 upee UOCllaHU~e KOpUHnaHUMaauociuona IIa811aAKO je311Ke qOBelmje 11anheocxe rOBOp11M, a Jby6aB11 HeMaM, onna caM

xao 3BOHOxo je j eq11, 111111K11MBallKOj113Beq11.M aKO 11MaM ,n;ap npopourrna 113HaM CBe rajne 11CBe aaaise11aKO 11MaMCBYBepy ,n;a11rope npeveu rr aa, a Jby6aB11 HeMaM H1111 ITaa a.M aKO pasnaa CBe 11Malhe csoje, 11aKO npenaa rezro csoje na ce cazcezce,

a Jby6aB11 HeMaM, H1111ITaM11He KOP11CT11.Jbyfias ,n;yro rpmr, 6llarOTBOpHa je, Jby6aB He 3aB11,n;11.Jby6aB ce He

ropna, He Ha,n;11Mace,He q11H1111ITOHe rrp11CToj11,He Tpa:>K11csoje, He pasnpazcyje ce, He M11C ll11

o 3lly.He pa,n;yje ce nenpasna, a pa,n;yje ce 11CT11HI1.CBe CHOC11,CBe sepyje, cBeMY ce nana, CBe Tpr r11.Jby6aB H11Ka,n;He npecraje, ,n ;OKhe npopourrna HeCTaT11, je311U;11 he3aMYKHYT11,3Halhe he npeCTaT11.Iep ,n;ell11M11qHO3HaMO, 11,n;ell11M11qHOnpopoxyjeac.A xana ,n;o~e caspureao, onna he npecrara IlITO je ,n;ell11M11QHO.Kan 6ejax nere, xao nere rosopax, xao nere M1111IlbaX,xao nere pa3M11-

urrsax, a xan caxr nocrao QOBeK, 0,n;6aU;110caxr IlITOje ,n;eT11lhCKO.Jep can B11,n;11MOao y ornenany, y 3arOHeTK11, a onna hexro rnnre y mrue,

c an 3HaM ,n;e ll11M11QHO, oana hy n03HaT11 xao I lITO 611xr r03HaT.A can oCT aje Bepa, aana, lby6aB, OBO rpoje, arnr on lh11Xaajseha je lby6aB.

K pajeM 2009. ronmre , nocne rr yH11Xne ce r ronxna l lI11pelha a nar sa cTBapal laQ -xor aacrnrrarsa, OCeT11lla caM norpetiy ,n ;a npe panas r " Il opo,n;11QH11 6YKBap".3allITo? On He,n;aBHOM11ce jaarsajy po,n;11Telb1111noje,n;11HU;11,3 onacKY ,n;aje nouraoTpeHYTaK na pa3rpaH11Q11M rrp11MeHy crnapanaxxor nacm rrarsa, rro 06llaCT11Ma.Ka:>KYM11:"Han1111I11Te HOBe Klh11re y Koj11Ma here jacno nOKa3aT11 KaKO npeharrYT on PATA no JbYEABM, orxnarsajyha KA3HY M HAfPAAY, Y KOMYH11Ka-U;11j11Me~y: rrOllOB11Ma,Me~y lby,n;11May pa,n;HoM oKpy:>Kelhy, 113Me~y aacmrraxa 11Bacrr11TaH11Ka, y BPT11hy 11IlIKOll11, 113Me~y xnaaoaa jenaor ,n;pyIliTBa, a rrp11Map-HOjrropomnra OCTaB11TerrpeQ1111IheH "Ilopo,n;11QH11 6YKBap", KaKO 611ca naxohoraCXBaT11lla 360r xera ce BO,n;11TaKO :>KeCTOK11aT y rropo,n;11U;1111KaKOna noponauanaxohov na np11MeH11 s aarse crsapana-rxor nacnararsa 11yhe y Jb YEAB. BeOMacaM 11Msaxaanaa na r rp ennoaasra 11cyrecrxjaaa.

M 3611lba, rrpOQ11TaBIlI11rra:>Klb11BOnocnemse 113,n;alhe .Tloponaxaor 6yKBapa",(2009), xojer Q 11He nse Klh11re, OHa 113 1999 11,n;pyra nacrana 2005, sanaaiora caM,n;aOHotiyxsara rOTOBOCBe06l laCT11 :>K11BOTa,Be 06ll11Ke cexyanapnnx noponnua(BPT11h, unc orry , rr onose, omroce y pa,n ;HoM oKpy:>Kelhy, y ,n;PYIlITBY.. ). CBe re oozra-CT11cy naxere, a H 11CY,n;oxpaja paspabene 113aTO je neonxonaa 03611lbaH pa,n; nacsaxoj on OB11X06l l11Ka "nopo,n;11u;a", 113paBH11 craapana-ncor aacmrraisa,

Y Klh11311e B11,n ;lb11BryT Mora ca3peBa lha, Kp03 snarse CTBapallaQKOr BaCrr11Ta-isa , KOj11je MeH116110 aeonxonaa 11je,n;11H11Moryh, a MOj11Mnocanaunsm Q11TaO-U;11Ma11HTepeCaHTaH, all11 11Ba:>KaHy pa30TKp11BalhY Y3pOQH11Ka KOj11npaBe xaocy lh11XOB11M>K11BOT11Ma. OH1111ja CMOcaapeaajyhx, y nocnemsnx necer ronxna,CXBaT11ll11n;acy Y3POQH11U;11HallI11XMyKa, ayTOp11TapH11 Mo,n;em1, Ka3Ha 11Harpa-na, 11MeHHTelbH aa CBe 06llaCTH uaurer :>KHBOTa.


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Cana, xana je nourao TpeHYTaK, na snaise CTBapaJIa'IKOr aacmrrarea, BaCm1Ta-6e3 Ka3He H 6e3 Harpa~e, H~e y CBeT, 36Hlba je HeBa)l(HO H orrrepehyjyhe na JIHroje aaaise y "OYKBapy" H3 1999, 6HJIO~eJIHMH'IHO, na je Mopao HaCTan1 HOBHrxaap" -2005. ,Uem'lMH'IHO je 6HJIO, jep y BpeMeHY canxuxja y MOjOj 3eMlbH, HHcaMrna carnenarn u;eJIHHy npoMeHa y nopo~HU;H H ~pylllTBy, xoje cy ce norabaneaery, HeBa)l(HO je lllTO nesenecernx rO~HHa nsaneceror sexa caspenena Tex-ronrja HHje jour rrpennaaana rpaonnre aesrazsa y TpaH3HU;HjH, na HH Cpfiajy,IiIi' lCaM MOrna carnenarn KOlIHKO OBe TeXHOJIOl llKe Ii'ICBe OCTaJIe npoaeae pYlllel~Ii'IU;Ii'IOHaJIHynopomniy H Tpa~Ii'IU;Ii'IOHaJIHOnpyurrao, y u;elIIi'IHH.,UaHac Bli' Il lle HIi'IKOra Hemrrepecyje na lIH je 61i'1lIO 61i'1THOllTO jour HIi'ICaMHMalIaWlbHO Ii' IcKycTBa y pa~y ca caBpeMeHoM nopO~Ii'IU;OM, HlIH, xana H aa KOjH Ha'IIi'IH'Iycnena HayqHo na YTeMelbli'lM aaarse crsapanasxor sacnararsa. CBe je TOnOCTa-nOTnYHO HeBa)f


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He MO)f(e ce onpehrr 'IMlbeHM~a zra je 0 M eTo,n;aMa aacmrras,a y caapesreaoj[OpO,n;M~M,y cBeTY M KOP; Hac , MHoro nnc aa o. Jep;HM ayTopM, MaXOM nenarosx,ICMxon03M, neKapM, CO~Mon03M, aHTponon03M, sanpacasajy ce na onpaB,n;aHOMPMTMKOBalbY KOH3epBaTMBHe CTp aH e narp njapxanaor nacnararsa (A. Kapaa-.ep), ,n;pyrM ayTopM narnauraaajy, raxohe onpasnaao. onn y-ryjy h anaxaj sacna-alba nerera no naspurene nere ronaae )f(MBOTa n erera (Mapnja MOHTecopM),peha nMcU;M0 sac na ra is y, npennaxcy HOBe Ha'IMHe 60Jbe r Mycr re unnr je r 6yp;y-er aacm rratsa y nopo p;MU;M .Y OBe nocneruse rrncne cnana Mnama )f(eHa, Mamma HOBKoBMn, x oja je 3aBp-lMna MnonolllKM aKYJITeT y Beorpany, ynara, M ajKa nsoje neue. Ibeaa, Ben

aauj e s ar ra ac ena K lbMr a, "TIOpo,n ;M 'IHM6yKBap", a a nyTy j e HOBMXM3,n ;al ba, n a j eaaj MOj Ilpenrosop npenopyKa aa ' IMTa lbe M npMMelbMBalbe KOPMCHMXcasera[MnMu;eHOBKOBMn. Y 'IeMY j e rajna ycnexa OBe s penae KlbM re xojy mnue MMnM-a HOBKOBMn?

Mnznma HaM 0 ce6M x azce n a je uenor cso r )f(MBOTa "T parana sa nYTeBMMaKOjM),n;e,n;o,lJ;06poTe JtlJby6aBJtl y nopo,n;JtlU;Jtl ,u rxona JtlMet)y Jby,n;JtlMa".Inaaae npenpe-~ua OBOM rryry, naur nacau Jtl nacmrras BJtl,n ;J tl n er aYTOpJtlTapHJtlX BaCnJtlTHJtlXonena, a TO cy: npJtlHy,n;a , n03JtlTJtlBHO ycnosrsaaaa,e, npesaurrahaaarse, sepoa-{3aMJ tl anoyno rpet ia JtlMJtlTaTOpCKor06JIJ tlKa yse rsa, nYTeM aeraraamrx cap;p)f (a -sap ryenae Jtl aym rrnaae CTBapHOCTJtl,y najaehoj MepJtl.Ycneumo ce rpynehn na npJtlCTyna'IHJtlM MjacHMM CTMJIOMnajnp e rro xaxce M

n cazce sau rro cy nOMeHYTe ayrop nrapae MeTop;e y BacnMTalbY norpeume Mona-e aa 6y,n;ynMpaasoj nerera, Manana HOBKOBMnnpY)f(a Mo,n ;ennpyrasn je r sacna -i sa , y KOMe6M CTepeOTMnaH npMHU;Mn:xaao saa ai se Maa rpahanai ee ner er a, 6MOMelbeH , npem raxea y Mo,n;enCTpnJbMBOr pasyaesan,a Morijaunsasaa,a, onpanrra-1M McnpaBJbalba ,n;e'IMjMxrpeuraxa, 6y,n;enMy nerery CTBAPAJIAqKO JE3rpOKOjMMCBaKOsnpaao nere ,n;OJIa3Mna CBeT.Ollf'O] 3A CTBAPAJIAlliTBO non-3YMeBa, npesra MMJIMU;MHOBKoBMn, cnenehe: caMoMHMU;MjaTMBY,caaoyserse,rai se c aMOCBeCTMy nere ry , y crr oc ra nz sa is e pasno re ac e M3Met )y paU ;MOHaJ IHe MOQMOHanHe MHTeJIMreHU;Mje,neroaaise ypohene ,n;e 'IMjepenMrM03HocTM ca ypo-HOMnOTpe60M nere ra a a pxr yamoaa, oTKpMBalbe cKpMBeHMx ranenara, nOKpe-De yayrpaum,e MOTMBaU;MjeM paaanjaise cseyxynaor norenuajana, xoje nereHOCMpoheisea.,l J; onylbaBajynM csoj a re opnj cxa paa xo runsai sa ) f(MBMMMy6e,n;JbMBMMnpMMe-Ma M3co ncrn en e aacnn rae n paKce, MMlIMu;a HOBKOBMn nOCTM)f(e nOY3,n;aHM-vcnex KOP; ' IMTaJIa~a Mcnyll la lI a~a jep CBaKMon lbMXnpMpo,n;HO Te)f(M,n;ay ce6M, CBOjOjOKOJIMHMnOMMpMpa~MOHanHO ca eMOTMBHMM,reopxjy ca npaKCOM.

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He CTaBJbaM na nocnez nse MeCTOHMMMlIM'IMHy npMBp)f(eHOCT npaBocnaBHoM,cpn cKoM xp au rhancrny, x oje 3anpaBo npO )f(MMa CBe lllTO je 6MTHOy )f(MBOTY ,YMMClIMMaM oceha rsnraa , y OHaKBOM Mo,n;elIYsacmrraa,a KaKO ra sacryna MMlIM-ua HOBKOBMn.

Onu rr oj 60p6M 3a eKOJIO ll lKOcna caa ai se nnane re 3eMJbe, c a CBMMlbeHMMjou rYBeKCa' IYBaHMMnenorasra y npMpo,n;M, ceccpnno ce npnnpyacyje y "TIOPO,n;M' IHOM6yKBapy" MMlIMu;a HOBKOBMn.

l by60MMp HeHa,n;OBMn j e jep;H oM p;aBHO nanacao p ;a cy nse najrex ce CTBapM naCBeTY: notipo ,n;p)f(aBOMynpaBJbaTM Mnoopo nere BacnMTaTM . AKO Mc aao perx enop onane rrox ymaaajy p;a y np aKCM npMMeHe n posepeae, y OCHOBMIOBe'IHe case-re MMlIMu;e HOBKOBMn y OBOM"TIOPO,n;WIHOM6yKBapy" , YBepeH caM ,n;a he xao3HaMelbe a pe nn jer nopo,n;M'IHOr aacnxrarsa 6MTM Moryn Mapenajn Ha'lMH sohen,aCBaKe ,n;p)f(aBeM CBeTa y u;elIMHM.

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MJIMOnroj aa CTBapaJIalliTBO

3aBpweTKOM I1Hp;YCTpl1jcKe 11rrOCTI1Hp;YCTpl1jcKe, TeXHOrrOWKe pesonymrje. YMaTepl1jarrHo aajoorarajea p;e rry CBeTa r rOCTl1fHYTO je OHO WTO je 6110 11OCTaon;l1lb CBI1XHapop;a, caaxor ' IOBeKa . HeKO je Mopao 6l1Tl1 r rpBI1y OCTBapefuY BeKOB-nor CHa, CBI1XHaWI1X rrpep;aKa , KOjl1 cy caisa rnr 11csoje CHOBe, TeWKI1M panoa,npemapamr y jasy.

Ilanac rrOTOMn;I1,y TOMa ajpaaanjenajea p;erry CBeTa, y*I1Bajy nnonose naaernWMYKOTprrHor pap;a, CBOjJ1Xrrpep;aKa. Ha)KarrOCT, ayTOpJ1TapHa, He'IOBe'IHa CBeCTWnaaac anoynorpetirsaaa orposma MaTepJ1 ja rrHa nocrarnyha WKOPWCTWJ1Xnpo -TWB'IOBeKa, nnaaere, )KWBOTa,xao WTOje TO 'IJ1HWrra Kp03 BeKOBe. Pasaajeaasraj e npexo r ro rp eri an 6p3 p ;YXOBHJ1paCT, MYfueBJ1Ta rpaaopopxauaja He'IOBe'IHe,aYTOpJ1TapHe y 'IOBe'IHY, craapanaxxy CBeCT,KaKO6w J1CXapMOHW30Barrw MaTepw-janno U P;yXOBHO,Y MwrreHwjyMy KOjW)KWBWMO.

IIlTa je ca nepasnajeaaaa J1rrwca OHWMaKOjWcy y pasnojy? OCTar rJ1 neo CBeTa ,nepa anaj eua, h e yCBOjWTJ1WY)KJ1BaTWy p ;ocTwrHyhwMa MaTepwjarrHo paa sx je -nor CBeTa, ar nr npso Mopajy npoha, Kp03 Bprro 6orrHY, eKoHoMcKY J1jaw 60r rHJ1jyP;yXOBHy TpaH3Wn;J1jy. CBaKW CTaHOBHJ1Knnaa er e 6w Mopao rrpoha, raxohe Kp036orrHY, P;yXOBHyrpaasauajy, p;a 6w nocrnrao 6rrarop;aT nyxonaor; )KWBOTa,KOjWhe6WTWxapMOHW30BaH ca 6rrarOp;eTJ1Ma MaTepwjarrHor CBeTa.

vb nenerra nonypaasajene W nOTnYHo aepaaanjeae, TeXHorrOWKe wHP;ycTpwjenepaaaxjenax sexrarsa, HJ1hw he jenan TeXHorrOWKWWeKOHOMCKWpaaanjeaa CBeT.Taj CBeThe 6 rrecHYTw y CBOjCBOjOj n enora, TeK nOWTO 6yp;e npennaarsen lby6a-srsy, Panourhy J1 ,1J;06POTOM'IOBeKa, 'IOBeKa, KOjWhe XTeTJ1W 3HaTJ1 KaKO p;a pa3-BJ1je xnxue lby6aBw, Panocra J1 ,1J;06poTe, ca KojwMa je nourao aa osaj CBeT.

Ilpen HaMa j e BpeMe nyxosnor yspacrarsa, jep je cpyweH ayTopWTaPHW CWCTeM .Ocrane cy HaM crr yre aenocrojeher CWCTeMa (ner ayTOpJ1TapHWX, cnorsaunsnxBacnWTHWX Mop;erra), KOjJ1 c y nanac aajjaxa npenpeKa aa nyTy xapaoaasauajep;YXOBHor W MaTepwjarrHor. )KWBOThe nOCTaTW ,,6ep3a" MaTepwjar rHwx Wp;YXOB-HWXBpep;HOCTJ1, r rpoaasona zsyncxor nyxa KOjJ1jaxajy ,1 J; 06pOTy WJbyt ias , x ana c eCBaKJ1'IOBeK nouaocoti, npBO y OKBWPYcsoje noponnue, BOlbHO 6yp;e onpexao ner"nrrWlIlaHWX" BacnWTHWX Mop;erra.

,1J;06pOTY WJbytias, xao spxyacxe, B e'IHe Bpep;HOCTW, 'IeKarrW CMOxarsana-Ma ronmra. Kyuajy na BpaT a rropOp;J1n;e, 'IOBeKa rpeher MwrreHwjYMa. ,1J;a6J1 ceBpaTa OTBOpJ1 rra 'IOBeK ce Mapa ocrr060p;WTJ1 rre r a yTopwTapHWX BaCnJ1THJ1XMop;e rra, c rryry CWCTeMaKOjWanure He noc ro jn. qOBeK he wx ce ocr r060p;WTJ1, jepcy TOnanac najja-re npenpeKe, aa nyTy p;YXOBHor paCTa, na nyTy pasaoja CBe-CHOCTW.To he ce noronrrra jep ce, 6e3 pasnoja nyxa WBWCOKeCBeCHOCTWp;albeHe MO)Ke. Marepajanao WP;YXOBHOhe ce ypaBHOTe)KWTW y CBaKOM on Hac, I1rrwHac aehe 6WTW.

HOBM KOHu;eIIT BaCIIMTalba"HOB- KOB

CTBaparra'IKO aacmrrarse je eMOn;WoHarrHwyTWIJ;aj'IOBeKa aa 'IOBeKa , y p;Y)KeMBpeMeHcKOM nepwop;y, y Op;CYCTBYlET ayTopWTaPHl1X BaCnJ1THJ1XMop;erra.Craapanaxxo sacmrrarse je eMOIJ;WOHanHwTWIJ;ajIOBeKa aa 'IOBeKa 6e3 ynorpetie1. IlPJ1HY,1J;E, 5E3 KA3HE, xao cnozsaunser MOTJ1BaIJ ;WOHOrpenc rsa.2. 5E3 Il03J1TJ1BHOr YCJ10BlbABAlhA, 5E3 HArPA,1J;E, xao cnozsaunser

MOTWBaIJ;WOHorcpencrsa.3. 5E3 IlPE3A lllTJ1'RJ1BAlhA 'IOBeKa on pap ;a, p ep ;a, )KWBOTaWV1cTwHe.4. 5E3 BEP5AJ1J13MA, csojespcnor o6nwKa npwHyp;e, xana on 'IOBeKa Tpa-

)KJ1Tena 6yp;e 'IOBe' IaH y He' IOBe 'IHWM, aYTOpJ1TapHWM ycnosaaa )KJ1BOTayKojwMa P;OMWHJ1pajy: KrraCW'IHa Wnmnuaxa npanyna.

5. 5E3 3J10YIlOTPE5E J1MJ1TATOPCKOr 05J1J1KA yqElhA, xoje je nanacnajjase nYTeM BwpTyenHl1X Wayp;wTWBHWXHeraTWBHWXcanpxcaja,

Cmapana-rxo aacrnrran,e norraan on J1CTWHep;a je ' IOBeK 60)KaHCKO 6J1he xoje:e paha ca KrrWIJ;aMaIlotipore, lby6aBJ1, ca KnWIJ;aMa eMOIJ;J10HanHe, counjanae,r ear anne Wzryxo sae J1HTenWreHIJ ;J 1j e, c a n03WTJ1BHWMrro re nuaj anoa , ca nor pe-iasra xoje pasnajajy J1nyx WTerra, a CBeTO ce MO)Key IJ;errOCTWpearrJ130BaTW, casro. Op;CYCTBYaYTOpJ1TapHOCTW, y OP;CyCTByner cnozsaunsax BacnWTHWX Mop;erra.;peMe ayropnrapnor nacrnrraa,a, xao p;pecype 'IOBeKa rrponaan. Bpesre WCTWH-xor BAC-"IlJ1TAlhA", xpaisen,a nerera lby6aBlbY, nonasrr.

II;J1Jb je OCTBapeH. 3aBplIleH je paasoj MaTepl1jarrH or, lIle3p;eC eTI1X rorra-a p;Bap;eceTor nexa, y MaTepwjarrHo aajpaaaajeuajoj 3eMlbJ1 CBeTa, y CA,1J;-y,

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EMO~HOHaJIHa xapsrorraja csnrpyje yM, xapssoaaayje ra. YMce cnynrra y cp~e H rseroao npHpOp;HO CBOjCTBO nocraje,ll;06poTa. I

Op;CYCTBOrer ayTopviTapHWX, CIIOThallItbWX,BaCI IWTHWXMop;en aYCIIOCTaBThaeMOU;WOHanHYxapscomrjy, TaKO llITOce WCKpWBThe-He, nacrrojene, sarnaarsene, IIOTWCHYTeesrouaje apahajy y csojeW3BOPHO,IIPWpOP;HOcraa.e, l lITO p;03BOThaBacnotionan IIPOTOK3allITWTHWXexonaja.

Be3 norse 'IOBeKOBe, ,ll;06poTa ornapa npocrope Jby6aBH.Jby6aB H p;06pOTa nocrajy H ajB ebH npnjarersn pa 3YMa, Jbero-BH "KOHTPOJIOPH". O~ TPA~M:UMOHAJIHE,

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Pa3YM CTH'Ie CTBapaJ Ia 'IKY CJI060p;y H nO'IHJb e p ;a xpenpa yHHTepecy 'IOBeKa, y HHTepecy npnpone, YBeK H jennno H3paBHH Jby6aBH H ,ll;06poTe, aa 60)KaHCKHM rrpHH~HrrHMa.CBeCHOCT H p;YXOBHOCTyspacrajy, To je rryT 'IOBeKa TpeberMHJIeHHjYMa.Bnhe H Tpeber MHJIeHHjYMa H 'IOBeKa y lbeMY, 'IOBeKa KOjHbe OrrJIeMeHHTH CBe xera ce TaKHe.IIyTeBH KOjH none y p ;YXOBHHpaCT cy 6pOjHH. CTBapaJIa'IKOnacmrraa,e je jenan on r ry re sa KOjH j e HaMelb eH ' IOBeKY KOjHce onpenenn p;a K p03 rropop;H~y ycneunto rpancdiopaaureayropnrapay, He'IOBe'IHY, y CTBapaJIa'IKY, qOBe' IHY CBeCT.

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BeKOBY1Mae l IOpOAY1u;apeJIaTY1BHOlIaKO, onrajana r rOTOMKe jep cy y MY1PHO-AOrrCKY1MYClIOBY1Ma6Y1lIa BY1AH~ynorpefizsaaana cas ro ABa , OAMo rynY1X nerayTOpY 1TapHY1XBaCrrY1THY 1XMOAe lIa. Onofipasaaa j e K lIaCY1qHa,peal IHa Ka3Ha, r rteje 6Y1lIO HopMalIHO yrroTpe6Y1TY1 Y1qm3Y1qKO Y1Bep6alIHO nacxzse HaA AeTeTOM,Y1lIY1 HaA QlIaHOM rrOpOAY1u;eKOjY1HY1je6Y10 na BpXy rrOpOAY1QHerrY1paMY1Ae.YHa-r rpeA je CBaKY1QlIaH r rOpOAY1u;esnao jacaa r rpaBY1l Ia , xoja cy ce Mopa lIa nourroaa-TY1 ,a xoja cy 6Y1 lIaYBeK y CKl IaAY ca r rpaBY1l IY1Maxoja je nocraszsano APYll iTBO roraapeveaa. Ilaxne, nOpOAY1u;aje 6Y1lIanOTnYHO y CKlIaAY ca ApYll iTBeHY1M, nY1CaHY1MY1HerrY1CaHY1MrpaBY1JIY1Ma,ca U;Y1lbeMna Y1caxa 6YAe QyBap Tor CY1CTeMa,QyBapKJIaCHOr ApYlliTBa.

Ilaxne, aKO je TpaAY1U;Y10HalIHanoponxua MY1lIOM, JIerrOM pesjy Y1lIY1 CY1lIOM,6aTY1HOM,Ka3HOM, Bep6alIHOM npY1HYAOM, nOCTY13alIarrOClIYIIIHOCT Y1rrourrosa-lbe ApYlliTBeHY1X, rrY1CaHY1XY1HenY1CaHY1Xnpaaana, OHAa je OHa 6Y1lIa AelIY1MJ1liHOayroparapna . AKO je OAMorynY1X nET ayTOpY1TapHY1XBaCnY1THY1XMOAe lIa (Ka3Ha,narpana , npe3a II ITY1nY1Balbe , Bep6a lIY13aM Y1anoynorpeoa Y1MY1TaTOpCKor06lIY1- .xa y-re isa), TpaAY1U;Y10HalIHarrOpOAY1u;aKOpY1CTY1lIaasto ABa, (KlIaCY1QHYKa3HY Y1Bep6aJIY13aM, xao l Ie rr y pex ), o nna j e j acno Aa j e OHa 6Y1 lI a, Mal be aYTOpY1TapHaOAcaapesieae noponaue, jep caBpeMeHa KOPY1CTY1BY1Xner ayTOpY1TapHY1XBaCnY1T-HY1XMOAelIa, 30BY1MOY1X"rrl IY1IllaHY1", jep cy 6aTY1Ha Y1sepoanna npY1HYAa 3aKO-HOM aaopaieena. J1 rropeA satipaxe qm3Y1QKOY1Bep6alIHO aacarse cy npY1cyTHY1BY1Il leHero Y1KaAa.

TpaAY1U;Y10HalIHarropoAHu;a je na xu re c rrpOBOAHJ Ia y rrpa KcH OHO I IITO je 6Y1 lIaaa upra na , x ao Mory nH Bac rrH THH U ;H lb .DHJ Ia je s np aa xja, y 0 AHOCYn a caBpeMeHYnoponmry H 3aTO je H lby6aBH H notipore, n a THMe II! craapanaurrna 6HJIO AaJIeKO

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ure. I1pMjeMqMBOCT aa aexae Bpe,IWOCTM, 6MJIa je MHOrO jaxa Mxenrha nero KOP;sexa caspeaeaor p;o6a.Ila JIMje 6MJIO rrarrse? HapaBHO p;ace rraTMJIO. fp;e ron je npecypa, rne ron je BaC-rraise xao rroxymaj na ce HeKO HaTepa na rrOCJIYIllHOCT 6aTMHoM, Ty je M narrsa.iTM ce xana ron ce Melba M3BopHa npapona qOBeKOBa, cnorsa, ayTopMTapHO.iTMJIO ce, aJIM MaI-be Hero nanac, jep je nanac KpMBJbeI-beCBMXM3BOPHMX eMOD;M-rrpMCYTHO, P;OK je y Tpap;MD;MOHaJIHoj KpMBJbeI-be 6MJIO p;eJIMMMqHO.I1oCJIep;MD;e aYTopMTapHOCTM cy ce CKpMBaJIe, y p;06a Tpap;MD;MOHaJIHe rropo-ID;e. CBe IllTO P;PYIllTBO HMje p;03BOJbaBaJIO p;a MCrrJIMBa na rrOBpIllMHY )KMBO-, p;a ce MaHM


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npl1XBaTa CaMO OHO lllTO je l1CTO,OgHOCHO lbOj CJIl1lJHO,OgHOCHO aYTOpl1TapHO.AYTOpl1TapHa CBeCTHe MO)Kece6l1 rrOTI1l1CaTl1CMPTHYrrpecygy TaKO lllTO he og6a-~l1Tl1ayTOpl1TapHe BaCIIl1THeMogeJIe. YKl1gajyhl1lbl1X, OHayKl1ga caMY ce6e l13aTOhe r rpou;ec rpanc rpopraauaje aYTOpl1TapHe, HelJOBe lJHe , y CTBapaJIa lJKY, lJOBe lJHYCBeCTrpa ja rn BpJIO gyro.

Y OBOMrrpeJ Ia3HOM nepaony rpaa anuaj e r ryxa Ba)KHOje Ca3HaTl1 KOj l1 cy y3pO-U;l1aacarsa, pa3YMeT l1 l1OCeTl1T l1norpet iy ga ce OHl1yK l1Hy , og6au ;e , x ao a eu rr onpeaasnbeao, jep croje aa rryTy Y3,lJ;l13albanyxa l1 CBeCTl1.

AYTOp l1TapHOCT nxxana j axa. Kao rroczreznnryg06l1jaMo l1CKpl1BlbeHO l13BOp-HO lbygCKO 6 l1 he xo je, CBe l 1,lJ;axohe, He MO)Ke,lJ;a6yge TOJIepaHTHO, Hl1Tl1MO)Ke,lJ;anourryje ce6e Hl1 npyro lbY,lJ;CKOMhe , Hl1Tl1MO)KeBOlbHO,6e3 Ka3He l1narpane nanourryje npasa lJOBeKa, ceae l1 nerera.

MO)Ke , a JI l1 jenano Cl1JIOM,je,lJ;l1HOcnozsa, narpabaaan.ev l1JIl1 xaxosaaarsea,ogY3l1MalbeM otiehaae narpane jep ce sanarax aaje 06aBl10. CBe TO ,lJ;O,lJ;aTHOse-hana aYTOpl1TapHOCT l1l13 3alJapaHOr Kpyra ce reurxo l13JIa3l1. A y TOM sasapanosrxpyry, rrOXJIerrHl1X,arpecxsnax , J Ie lb l1XTe JIOMl1,lJ;YXOM,aBl1,lJ;Hl1X,ryheaax, 6JIyg-Hl1X, Hl1KOce He Mallla aa notipo , aa neno, sa l1CTl1Hy , aa lby6aB , sa yHyTp allllbe.He M allla ce jep y,lJ;YXOBHOjpasna ClI l1 lJHOrrpl1BlIalJl1 ClI l1 lJHO,a caspeaeaa lJOBeK,)KpTBa Ka3He l1Harpa,lJ;e nocraje arpecasan, noxnenaa, lIelb, H eCBeCTaH , sasrmaa,oryhen ,lJ;YXOMn ce6e, ,l J;pyror lJOBeKa l1npnpone . TaKaB lJOBeKhe ca nnose )Kl1BO-Ta, aa KO jO jrrzrasa CBOno ti po l1CBO3lIO CBeTa YBeK rrocefHYTl1 aa 3JIOM, jep OHOsanonorsana iserose ncxpaan.ene rrorpetie.

,1J;al Il1 ce MO)Ke l13o sor s as apaa or xpy ra i Hapasao ga MO)Ke, a na CBe l1MaCBOjpenocnen xopaxa ITa l1l13lI a3aK l13aYTOpl1TapHOCTl1 . Heaoryhe je y l1CTOMMOMeH-TyyKl1UyTl1 Ka3HY l1Harpagy l1 na npyurraenosr l1na r rOpO,lJ;l1lJHOMHl1BOy.Hacrao611 ornnrn xaoc. Tpe6a KpeHyTl1 0,lJ;noponaue, npavapae l1 cexyanapae (nopo-,lJ;l1u;a,aprxh, urxona). Ilonaxo he ce lJOBe lJHa CBeCT llI l1pl1Tl1 Y pagHoM oxpyace -lby , y gpyll lTBy, xao u;e lI l1Hl1. Hacarse h e ce CMalbl1BaTl1 caao on ce6e, TaKO ,lJ;a611Ka3Ha l1 narpana xojy 611 saxoaonaaau sanpscao 6l1lIa naxreisena HeCBeCHl1Ma. YCKOPOj6ygyhHOCTl1 HeCBeCHl1l1 HaCl1lIHl1he 6l1Tl1y xareropajn 60JIeCHl1X TaKOgaje rnrrarse ga l Il 1he l 1MMeCTO6l1Tl1y 60J IH l1u; aMa, y 3,lJ;paBl1Mrropogl1u;aMa l1lIl1y3aTBOpl1Ma. Hehexso l1Xxaaosasara n narpahnsara seh hesro l1McTBapaTl1 lJOBelJ-He YClIOBeKaKO611ce spa rxna CBOMl13BOPHOM6l1hy.

BpeMe CTBAPAJIA qKE, lJOBe lJHe r ropogl1u;e nonasx. ,1J;OJIa3l1BpeMe y KojeM heCBl1nanm OgHOCl16l1Tl1 YTeMelbeHl1 na Jhy6aBl1 l1 ,1J;06pOTl1. KOJIl1KOhe rpajarnTpaHcOpMaU;l1ja ayropirrapae, HelJOBe lJHe y cTBapal Ia lJKY lJOBe lJHY nopornnry l1na l Il1 he CBaK l1 nojeznrnau gO)Kl1BeTl1 osa j npeot ipazca j, 0 TOMeHl1KOHe MO)Kenana Cl1rypny r rporH03y. J enno je jacno na cy Y3POU;l1,nperrpexe gYXOBHOMpacTy

geTeKTOBaHl1. KOjOM 6P3l1HOM he OBYl1CTl1HYrrpl1XBaTl1Tl1CBeT, CBaKaKO3aBl1Cl1on rrOJIl1Tl1lJKeCBeCTl1KOjO jog roBapa, l 1J Il 1Heon ro sapa TpaHCOpMaU;l1ja lbygcKel1Hgl1Bl1gyaJIHe CBeCTl1,a Tl1Mel1TpaHCOpMaU;l1ja aYTOpl1TapHe, septianae geMo-KpaTl1je y CTBapaJIalJKY, pagHy.

CBe Ml1ce amue lJl1Hl1ga YCKOPOnehe 6l1Tl16l1TH"aHl1aYTOpl1TapHa CBeCTnona-Tl1lJKl1XCTpyKTypa J1 EOrATJ1X ITOJE,1J;J1HAIJ;A, KOJJ1 ,1J;AHAC KPEJ1PAJYCBET, j ep he CBeCT noj enxa aua HapaCTaTl1 Bel Il 1KOM6P3 l1HOM, re he KBaHT l1TeTnpepacra y KBalIl1TeT, rrocne xera Hl1KOBl1llle nehe Mohl1, onosro, narepecao naHaMehe pel ll el ba xoj a c y r rpOT l1B l JOBeKa, r rp l1po,lJ;e l1)Kl1BOTa.3a cana HaM npeocraje ga llll1pl1MO snarse CTBapalIalJKOr sacmrrarsa y 6a3l1, yCBaKOMKyTKy nnanere, KaKO611ce 6poj CTBapalIalJKl1X lIl1lJHOCTl1l1crsapana-norxnoponmta yaehasao. CaMO he KBaHTl1TeTl13Hegpl1Tl1 KBalIl1TeT. CaMO KOMYHl1Ka-U;l1jOM6e3 YMeTalba Ka3He l1uerpane, Me~y lby,lJ;l1Ma,Cl1ryPHO l1geMo xa U;l1lby,xaBpeMeHY Jbytiasa, ,1J;06poTe l1)Kl1BOTarrperryHor Pa,lJ;OCTl1,xa BpeMeHY y KojeM helJOBeK yHyTap ce6e nonahx caBpllleHy, ,lJ;BOCTpyKynl1paMl1,lJ;y.3acl1jahe ,lJ;l1jaMaHT.,1J;l1jaMaHTl1,J1KoHe EO)Kl1je he u rer ar u rrrraneroxt. ITlIaH eT a he sacajarn rryH l1Mcjajea l 1l Ie rrOTOM, j ep he qOBeK l1nnanera 6 l1Tl1KOHal JHOy XapMOHl1j l1 .

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AyTopHTapHH CHCTeMje pohen y noponnua, H3 xoje je MeTaCTa3Hpao y CBenenose ~pyillTB a. ~aHac je yrpO)KeH caM orrcraaax rroponnue, fueHHX xnaaosa rraH npyurrsa y ~eJlHHH. Iloponaua HHCTHHKTHBHOoceha ~a fueH xpaj 3HaqH H xpaj'IOBeKa na nnaaern. Oryna s anaj, m rrats a H r rOTp ara aa KpHB~eM . Iloponaua nana-3H KpHB~a y ~py Il lTBy , Y f ue rOBHM HHcTHTy~H jaMa . He MO)Kena CXBaTHna j e OHacra pa ja O~CBaKenpyu rr ne ae HHCTHTy~H je , ~ a j e OHaponxna , onrsyzsana, onrajana,npanpevana H a a xpajy, rrocnana csoja 'Ie~a, ~a xpenpajy ~py il lTBO , r ro CBOjO jMepH.

KaKOnoponxua r ro ce je , TaKOHr rozo se. Ilornenaao nH ~pyillTBO, CBeT,He MO)Ke-MO ce rrOXBanHTH ~a CMO ra ype~HJlH no MepH Hosexa. Macro je CTp axa, 6eca,r roxner re , 3aBHCTH, r raKOCTH,ocehar sa KpHBH~e, HaCHJba, 60neCTH, saraheae rrpH-pone, a Jby6aBH, notipore, rrCHxO-H3HqKOr 3~paBJba, crnapana-nce HHTeJlHreH~H-je HMa caao y T parOBHMa.PO~HTeJbH sepyjy na j e uncona KpHBa a a r raTf uY fuHXOBor ner er a. Hajel BH CTe ,npa rn pO~HTeJbH, O~HerOBaJlH yse , npodiecope, nenarore, Bepyjere ~a cy paTOBHKpHBHs a sau ra cT pag afu a. H e! B eJ lHKe sojcxosohe cy O~JbyJbaHe y ayTopHTapHHMrropo~H~aMa. Y panov nermscrsy, nyro cy Be)K6aJlH MaJl e no po rn ome p aToBe, aOH~a n peumx y ocaajarse CBeT a. TBp~HTe ~a cy rrOJlHTH'IapH KpHBH 3a BaillY MaTe-pHjanHy 6 e~y , sa aecpeheno c ra is e y ~py Il lTBy , s a MOpaJ lHY KPH3Y .He! Kaxce re ~acy rroxnernra, CBe y seure aa ce6e, a BaMa OCTaBHIlle MpBHl~e. 3 a6o paBHnH CTe ~ aje xopea noxnene y fuHMa aacrao onor TpeHyTKa xana cy HX porurrezsa novena

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rcnoszsaaarn na nojeny OHO llITO He BOlle , H y,[(etm: J1M tuapeay lIa)f(y. 0,[( rana, snaj-.e, noxrrena 6yja y lbJ1M a, H apaC Ta, rpaxceha YBeK sehe aa "Malbe".

Ila 1IJ1noopo qyjeM ? "K pJ1Ba je TelIeBJ13J1ja, jep Hy,[(J1llIyH,[( l1 aacmse, xaapn HaMteuy!" 3a60paBJ1CTe na 6allI Balli CJ1H, xojer CTe nnau rana Batia-porawa, BellITJ1-~aMa, Bauaxa, ,[(YXOBJ1Ma,MOpalIHJ 1M J1 CPJ13J1qKJ1Mnaxaaasr a, ypehyje 3a6aBHJ1 J1PJ1lIMCKJ1nporpaa na TelIeBJ13 J1jJ1, 6J1pa cpJ1lIMOBe CTpaBe J1yxcaca, a HeKJ1M HOBJ1M,llIJ1llIaHJ1M KlIl1HU;J1MaHy,[(J1najrope Moryhe u;pTaHe c pJ 1lIMOBe,nocrre KOjJ1Xaaurerere MO)f(e 6J1TJ1 casro MOHCT PYM, J11 IJ1neur ro jour rope .

3 a B al li p aK , lI eYKeMJ1jy, KpJ1BJ1Te saraheny npJ1po,[(y. IlpeBJ1,[(e lIJ1 cre na je H eq J1-e nere, nanac onpacrao qOBeK, npocyllo nadrry y Mope, 6aU;J11I 0 pa,[(J10aKTJ1BHY)OM6y, nYCTJ1 lIO BJ1pyC J 13 natioparopaje J1ClIJ1QHO.Mopare ce CYOqJ1TJ1ca J1CTJ 1-fOM na nopomrua HJ1je sorrerra OBO nere, nere He MO)Ke na BOlIJ1 ce6e , 3aUITO 6J1101IelIO npJ1po,[ (y J 13 al llTO 6J1 6PJ 1HYlIO 0 aauresr 3,[(paBJby. IlpJ1MepJ1Ma HeM a xpaja,

OJ1 lI J1 c y MalIJ1: HJ1KOlIa Teena, Ibe rour, JOBaH QBJ1jJ1h, JOCJ1CPIlaHQJ1h, OTaU;lanej, Anexcaanap


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Ilpanyna Henoaaozsana na ce paC I.:(BeTarOTOBO HWje,o;aHW3BOPHWHarOH, HWTWQeJIOKynHw nOTeHQwjaJI nerera. Ilere HWKa,o;aHe Ha)"IW urra 3Ha'lW npWMWTWlby6aB,re T aKO HWKa,o;aaehe 6WTW cnocotiao na lby 6aB naje. Ilerror )KWBOTa he ce ,o;WBW-TWcynepwopHw jWM 0,0 ;ce6e , KOjW noncehajy aa Ha,o ;pet )eHo r 6paTa WJIWcec rp y ynoponaua. ",UwBlbelbe" W3aBWCT, rrorpetia na 6y,o ;enopen , ,3Be3,o;e"je rro-rpeoa nace jour je,o ;HoM ocerx wH


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CBeqYfMe ce qOB eK .n;peOlpa, 3apa.n;HeqYfjYfX YfHTepeCa, CBeje TO rrpYfHy.n;a,naxneCBe je TO ayTOpYfTapHO.

Mo.n;epHa rrenaroraja KPY fTYfK yje Y fox ano saa ca aa p o.n;YfTelbeKOjYfy BaCfIYfTalbYKopYfCTexnacs rn ry r rpYfHy.n ;y Yfseptianno aacazse aan neuor. Oryna TaKBYfpona-TelbYf ocehajy orposmy Y fHK6ajy6y .n;yhYf O.n;HOCM .n;pyIIITBy. I10.n;pe~eHOYfnanpebeao nere y noponaun cy .xpaaa" jenao .n ;pyroM Yfrrpnnaxa na Yf3Be :>K6a-jy Mo.n;ene nonauran,a, KOjM he ynorpetiarx y.n ;pyI IITBy .

Il03MTMBHO YCJIOBJbABAI-hE

, If OhHO sacrnrrtro cpencrao xoje je onpacasaao ayTopMTapHYf CYfCTeM,rroce6-V IHo y pa THYfM YClloBMMa 6YfllO je r r03MTMBHO yczroszsaaarse, narpabasaa,e. Y6a rpananaoaanae noponaue, y MYfpHo.n;orrcKMM yoroaasra n03YfTMBHO ycno-. aaar se j e onnasano y ceHKy . Ycr ro cr aszsana cy c e a exa HOBa npaanna xoja cy ce'palla nourrosarx CMllOM MnYf MMllOM. Y peTKYfM noponnuaaa ce npMMelbMBaoaj B aCrrYfTHMMo.n;ell, y 60raTMjYfM, yrnaanosr, Yf noaexan Ha.n;HajcTapM jYfM nere-M, pa3Ma:>KeHYfMnpaea-reroa.YrrraBHOM, n03YfTYfBHOycnosrsaaarse je Herr03HaTO Tpa.n;YfU;MOHanHYfMoponn-Ma. Hmcana MajK a H e 6Yf p ex na ne re ry: "AKO otiepeur HeKOllMKO penoaa KyKy-aa, .n;06Yfheill HOBe uarrene", ,ll;eu ;a c y 6e cn oroBopHo n aspura san a a an arx e, x oje.ponarezs a jacno nocrasrsana npen lbYfX, He oxexyjyhn Harpa.n;y 3a TO, H e o -re-)yhYf .n ;ace Yf3Me~y pa.n ;a M lbMX YMeTHe MaTepYfja llHYf mrrepec. 3aTO je Tpa.n;M-[OHa llHY fqOBeK Y fMaOsmne l by6aBY f rr pe xa pa.n; yM 3 aTO je 6MO Malbe r roxnenan.Kana j e nopo.n;Mu;ayurna y TpaH3YfU;Mjy Mnacmrrarsa, xana joj je nonyheao n03M-BHO YCllOBlbaBalbe YMeCTOxnacaxae Ka3He HMje rrpenosnana rr03YfTMBHO ycno-,a Ba lb e x ao ne nrro je na axo Y fjen naxo cTapo KonMKO M 6aTYfHa.BaCnMTHYf Mo.n ;e ll x ynosxae nere ra je nanexo ropa on Mo.n;e lla xnacaxae rrpM-ne . H a:>KanOCT,0 OBOMyczroazsasan, y ce naaac rOB opM xao 0 HeqeM n03MTMBHOMranpenaoa. To je naaac npyurrneao npxaaar, xsarsea BacnMTHM Mo.n;ell. I10IIITO~YTopM~apHa CBeCTyrexezsena na KaBalberr03J.1TJ.1BHOrcnosrsaaaiea. Cana j e jacao .n;aje pe-r 0 "rrllJ.1IllaHOj"IJ.1HY.n;J.1Be IIITO .n;01Ia3J.1rrozsa, CBeqJ.1Mece Me lba J.13BOpHanpapona qOBeKOBa,

3aU lU lO je Mogell U03UUlU6Hof YCl lO6Jba6at a uoiytiansa gYX06HU paciu qeiueiua?AKO :>KenYfMOn;aoMoryhMMo 3.n ;paB ,n03MTYfBaH paCT CBOMene re ry nOTpe6HO jeCTBOPJ.1TMOBeqHe ycnose aa casrocnoana jy CBMXM3BOPHYfXnarona. Y M3BOPHOM06nJ.1KYCBJ.1HarOHYf cy, 3.n;paBYfYfxapMOHMqHM. Ilere YfMarr03YfTMBaH CJ.1CTeMxe-KJ.1BalbaM norpefiy na My ce noiryne rr03~TMBHJ.1 ca np zc aja , na c e yKJ.1HyaYTOpYf-TapHJ.1,BaCnJ.1THJ.1o .n;ellJ.1.Ha:>KanOCT,aYTOpJ.1TapHJ.1aCIIYfTHJ.1Mo.n;enJ.1,HapOqYfTO, rrJIJ.1ura " ., HJ.1 3aYCTaBlbaJY yHyTpaurlbJ.1 paCT n ere ra, pymehn My XapMOHJ.1jy,KpM-BeoYf J.13BOpHeeMOU;J.1je,onaajajyhn nere on lberO Be J.13BOpHecyurTJ.1He.

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IIpHHIV1ll rr03HTHBHOr YCJlOBlbaBatba je BpJlO jegHoCTaBaH. Ibera g06po nosna-pogHTelb, YKOJlHKO je CaM 6HO YCJlOBlbaBaH HJlH ra je HaKHagHO YCBOjHO, yrrpKoccoj TpagHQHOHaJlHoj CBeCTH. qHM ce nere POgH ponarezs no-nose na npasretsy-geJIOBe MogeJIa n03HTHBHor ycnosrsaaarsa. Ila 6H ponarezs nocrnrao na nereIjege CBe UITO j e OH 3aMHCJIHO, aehe ra TynH (jep je TO npHMHTHBHO), Ben he ra,3HTHBHO YCJIOBHTH. AKO nojene OBO, g06Hne OHO, aKO ypagH OHO, rrOKJlOHH-: My OBO. Kana ce cTBapH ananasapajy, yqHHH ce ga je OHO, WTO nere Mopa ga:nYHH, peJIaTHBHO JIaKO H He TaKO BpegHo, a OHO WTO pO,AHTelb HY,AHnerery jeaoro spennaje. YMeCTO ga nere pagH H3lby6aBH, pagH H3 HHTepeca. Ine je HHTe-!C,TY lby6aBH HeMa. ,D;aKJIe,pogHTelb je npBH Y nanuy KOjH HeCBeCHO, ycsajajy-II OBaj"CllaTKH"Mogell , 3aYCTaBlba passe] xnnue lby6aBH xojy CBaKOnere gOHOCH) t)etbeM. Ty je xopea cpopMHpatba noxnene, sna xoje xapa CBeTOM. Hajsehe 6JIaroojeje nere gaJIO, sa HHWTaBHY CTBap (nrpasxa, otieharse, aarpana), 6HllO je OAPH-aise OA CBOjHx H3BOPHHX narona H rrorpefia, OA ce6e, OA csor a TeJIa H nyxa, OADAHTelba. Kana caBpeMeHa MajKa xaxce CBOMe AeTeTY: "AKO nojeneur cnanah Hnnntrry, norrycrnhy TH ztanrpam nYQa'lHHe nona cara", OHa Hepa3YMe Aaje YBellaere y npBO oryherse, OAAeJIa ce6e, oA csora zcenyna, jep nere jene 3apaA HrpH-e, sapan HHTepeca. Ine je mrrepec Ty je sacroj pacra KJIHQe lby6aBH, xoje noce-yje CBaKO nere.CaBpeMeHH pomrrezs, HeCBeCHO, OTKpHBa nO)KelbHH ApYWTBeHH. MOAell Bpe-

rena y KojeM noponaua )KHBH H CBecsoje caare YCMepH Aa "nOMorHe" AeTeTY Aa:pHMeHH raj MOAeJI, KaKO 6H H OH H nere 60 lbe npoumn y )KHBOTY (eKOHOMCKH,CHXOllOWKH). YCllOBlbaBatbe nerera, y CPYHKQHjHOCTBapetba ApYWTBeHO nozcezs-[or MOAella, ycnexa, no MepHllHMa npyurrsa, npaxersyje ce H y CHpOMaWHHM H y10raTHM rroponauava. ,D;eTeTY je MHoro rezce Aa CXBaTH HeraTHBHOCT rr03HTHB-[or ycnosrsaaan,a, YKOllHKO noraxe H3CHpOMaWHe noponaue. Ilere BHAH KaKO ceeerosa pOAHTelbH ,,)KPTByjy", OAPH'lY ce CBHX CBOjHX 3aAOBOlbCTaBa, caao na 6Hrere OCTBapHllO QHlb, KOjH cy yrnasnoa OHH 3aQPTallH. CaMOM 'lHtbeHHQOM OBa-csor xcprnoaan,a, saycraszsa ce n03HTHBaH pacr H ponsrrezsa H nerera, POAHTelbe He3aAOBOlbaH, jep CBOj )KHBOT npeTBapa y onpauaise, 360r xera H nere HeCBe-:HO narx. He3aAOBOlbCTBO je orpOMHO YKOllHKO ce ynaraise He BpaTH, a naaac jero CBe xeurhe. POAHTelbH Ylla)KY orpoxan HOBaQ, BpeMe Aa 6H ce nere WKOllOBa-'10,6aBHllO cnoprov, MaHeKeHCTBOM, YHOCHHM 3aHHMatbHMa. AKO aa xpajy rrpH'leIbHXOBa )KpTBa He 6YAe narpaheaa HOBQeM xoje nere 3apa1)yje, He 3Ha ce KOMejerexce. ,D;eTeTY, jep je rOAHHaMa 6HJlO MOTHBHcaHO nOTKynlbHBatbeM, jep je caxroraxo Momo ga H3gP)KH rryroronaunse Harrope on paga KOjH He BOJlH, on pana KOjHhe MO)f(ga 6HTH"Harpa1)eH"y 6ygyOHOCTH. Ynaraa.a cy orpOMHa, 6poj YCJlOBlbaBaHe

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neue npeBeJIHK. IIoXJIenHHx je CBe smne, a MoryoHocTH sa BpxyHcKe ycnexe MaJle.HOBQa HCTO, HJlH jour Matbe, a nOXJIenHHX CBe smue.,D;pywTBeHo nO)KelbHH MogeJl je npoaeuzsasa xareropnja H crora pororrers Mopa

6Y,AHOAa npara nposeeae. JeAHoM je noxcezsao npHnagaTH TeXHH'lKoj, gpyrH nyTXYMaHHCTH'lKOj HHTeJIHreHQHjH; nonexan je noxcezsao H nporparatianno 6HTHBpXyHCKH cnoprncra, nesax, mYMaQ H CllH'lHO.Y nepHO,AY BellHKHX eKOHOMCKJ1Xnorpeca, gpywTBeHH MO,AellH, KOjH gOHO-

ce ycnewHOCT cy HeraTHBHH. OHTH KpHMHHaJIaQ, HepaAHHK, 6HTH cnocofiaa AaJlaKO H 6e3 paga nonasaur AOMaTepHja llHor 60raTcTBa, nocraje MO,Aell ca KOjHM cesazsa H,AeHTHcpHKOBaTH. Maorn pomrren,x, npehyrao nonyurrajy CBOMeAeTeTYAa xpene OBHM nYTeM, nanaseha onpasnan,e Aa je )KHBOT cypoBa 60p6a sa oncra-HaK. Pes je 0 nepcpH,AHOM MOAellY n03HTHBHor ycnoszsaaarsa. Ilere he, ys 6JIaro-CllOB pO,AHTelba, ynH y HeraTHBHO, a pOAHTelb he nannararu "YCllYry", oxexyjyhxMaTepHjaJIHY HaAoKHaAY H 6llarOCTatbe.J13Met)y pOAHTelba H nerera xoje je ycnonzsasaao, cTBapa ce npehyraa nero-

BOp, KOMnpOMHC, npx xojea ce CBaKO onpaxe ce6e. PO,AHTelb ce OApH'le aaroaarr03HTHBHor pO,AHTelbCTBa, jep He A03BOlbaBa na nere 6YAe OHOWTO jecre, Ben OHOWTOje noacezsrro. CBe norpefie nerera, a H csoje, ponarezs npeTBapa y HCKpHBlbe-He xcen,e, a 6YHap cezsa je Ay60K. Ilere ce oApeKllo ce6e, TaKO WTO je A03BOllHJIOponxrersy na My HCKPHBH H3BopHe naroae, Aa My norpetie npersopa y )Kelbe, AaMy CpyWH xapxoaajy, nocne xera ,AeTe smue He nosnaje CBOjy CyWTHHy, nOCTa-je HeKO gpyrH.

Ilere HMa CHa)KHY norpetiy na peanasyje HarOH sa mYMoM, ana je pomrrersonpenao na nere rpetia Aa 3aBpwH crynaje MeHaI,IMeHTa, jep je TO APYWTBeHOnoacen.an H HcrrllaTHB nocao. Ilere narn, ana He npY)Ka OTnop "HHcnytbaBa )Kelbeponarezsa. 3awTo? Ilere HHje CBeCHO,Aa he ra ponarezs Ka3HHTH, jep orsopena,KllaCH'lHa Ka3Ha, npH ynorpefin n03HTHBHor ycnoszsaaaa-a, He rrocrojx, Y nere-Ty nocro]a crpax on ry6lbetba CBeYKynHHx npananeraja, xoje gOHOCH n03HTHB-HOYCllOBlbaBatbe, 360r xera HHKaga aehe HH rroxyurarx na ce ycnpoTHBH, r e nehecaMOBOlbHO HH OTHnH na myMy. IIoXJIena je ra xoja AOHOCHorpostaa crpax, HeKOKOje HayqHo CTaJIHO na A06Hja, HMa orposraa CTpax Aa TO He H3ry6H. Cseyxyn-Ha KOPHCT je aa nere orpowaa, H OBa canaunsa y rropomnra, H OHa ,ApYWTBeHa y6ygyhHOCTH (ApYWTBeHH rronoxcaj, npaaaneraje, cnasa, Mon) . Ilere he caspurenoI1CnYtbaBaTH CBesanarxe y canaunsocra, jep crarnra MHcao 0 CBOjHM npxaxnera-jaMa y 6ygyhHOCTH, XpaHI1 lberOBY nOXJIeny xoja My noraazce Aa yqH naaonohao,ae)f(6a BpegHo, nonaoca Hanope xoje gOHOCH cnopT, My3HKa, WKOJlOBatbe. Ilere-Ty ce ' lI1HI1, na je, cae WTO ynaace, JlaKO H MaJlO y OgHOCYaa OHO, ll lTO he g06HTl1

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y 6Y ):lynHoCTH. Hajcrpauraaje je llITO nere, BpeMeHOM, llO'IHe na sepyje ):Ia cy TO,6allI iseroae )Kelbe.

OBO nere HenpeCTaHO )KHBHsa 6Y) :lynHocT, jep ce )Kelbe YBeKpeana sy jy y 6y) :lyn-HOCTH, l l ITO My ):IOHOCHaecpehy, jep je oTyt)eH 'IaK H 0):1 apex rea a y KOMe )KHBH.Bpno 'l eCTO na)KHMa H MalliTOM 6e)KH 0):1CTBapHOCTH. ,neTe he 6HTH 3a):lOBOlbHOpeanH30BaHHM )KelbaMa. OCTBapeHH ):I pY ll iTBeHO rr oz ce zs an H ncrr na rnn MO):len):IOH eoMy je MaTepH janHo 60 raTCTBO H sroh, caao My HHje jacn o nop eKno H en pe-craaor HeMHpa H orposoror CTpaxa KOjH npara Ty ,,6narO):leT".

Ilopexno HeMHpa H crpaxa nere HH HeMO )K e):l aYO 'lH, j ep HeMHp H c rpax nona-se 0):1nen pajarersa, a nere ce HHKa):laHHje CYO'lHlIOca aenpa ja rezsesr, jep je ner rpn-jarezs HeBH) :I lbHB.Y CTBapH, "HenpHjaTelb" je r se ros ponarer s. BOlIHM ):IaKa)KeMnacy ponarersa npBH .rronaonava , csora ):IeTeTa. Ponxrezs norxynzsyje nere na 6Hrreurro rro jen o, nay-noro. Ilere nponaje, neo csor rena, y OBOMczryxajy )KelIy):la~a nOlIaCKOMy llIKOlIY rrponaje CBOjy naaer, Koja je pasmnca xana cyTpa aa HOBa~rpetia rrponarn ueno rezro, nou rreise, MWP, ce6e, rrpajarezse. J 1 jeznry W):Ipyry npo-najy BpllIW W3mrrepeca, a TO ofiaszsa ca naxohov jep je oTyt)eHOCT 0):1csora ren ajour y ):IeTHlf>CTBYocrana orpovna. He ycrpyxaaaa ce ):IaTaKBe ponare zs e Ha30-BeM "cnoH30pwMa" , KOjWCBOjWMHOB~eM sanosors aa aj y o rpor aaa 6po j )Kelba csornoxnenaor nere ra, Onor MOMeHTa Ka):l a noxnena nere ra npeaasnhe 6YI,IeT pona-rersa, nere Tpa )KH HOBor , 60raTwjer cnoasopa, Ha)KalIOCT. Bahe OBO601IHe 'lHlf>e-Hw~e W aa ycnonzsasano nere H a a iserosor ponaren,a, aznr je spenao CYO'lWTHceca WCTWHOM,ra BpeMe, y HMe nOTOMCTBa.

YClIOBlbaBaHO, MallO crapaje nere he, y3 ):Iy6 0KO paayaeaarse ):I apomrre zs HwjeKpHB, Ben je KpHBO neaaarse, onpOCTWTH CBOMep0):lWTelbYTaKO llJTOhe ce BOlbHOonpeha aarpahaaan,a, WlIHxax 3a6paHWTH pO):lHTelby):Iara YClIOBlbaBa. CYTpa nehenOHOBHTWMO):lelIycnon zs asars a aa CBOM):IeTeTY.Oxyaahe CBOM):IeTeTYW3BopHeaarone, pa3BWTW wx ):10xpaj a, WTaKO rr os roha ) :IeTeTYz ra c ar aope ar nr sy je HajBH-ure H):IealIe (Jbyfian, ,1J;06pOTy, ncwxO-W3W' lKO snpasrse, cTBapal Ia 'lKY HHTelIW-reH~w jy W 'lOBe'lHOcT). Iberos nOTOMaK h e no unaje casr npoaahn CBOj BlIaCTHTHMO):lell)KWBlbelf>a,WTaKO nOCTaTW cpehan H s ano sozsaa 'lOBeK . Hehe 6WTWaeo-6W'lHO ):Ia T aKaB 'lOBeK rro-me WY rrenecero j rO ):lWHH) :Ia c aa pa K lIaBHp, j ep My jeTOOCTana HeCn03HaTa norpetia, nepeanaaosaa ranenar, 0):1xoj er ce Hwje OTy t)HO,c ax io 3aTO l lITO r a HWKOHwje n03HTWBHO ycnoar sa aa o, ):10Kje 6HO MalIH , x an a jeo):l 6w ja o ):Iacsapa.

PO):lHTelbH ,He n naunrre ce na he ce HellITO 1I0llIe ):IeCHTHaauresr ):IeTeTY,YKOlIH-KOHanYCTHTe MO):lelIn03HTHBHor ycnoazsasarsa. J13Me1)y"ycnelilHor", noxnenaor,npe60 raTo r x oaex a, ca Be'lHTHM HeMHpOM H o rpOMHHM CTpaXOMy ce6H H -ro ae-xa sanosozsnor CBOjHMn03HBOM, CBOjHM6paKOM, C060M H aasra , CHrypHO here ce

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onpe):l el IHTH aa o so r npyror, ,1J;03BolIHTena TaKO H3rJIe):la n ame nere, sanoson-xo,O cpehno na 3allITO He 6H 6HlIO H 60raTO. TaKaB 'lOBeK 6Hne 60raT y CBa-BpeAH, 11 , KOMTpeHyTKy caora )KHBOTa,jep he 6HTH sanosozsaa OHWMllITO Y OBOMTpeHYT-

Te)KenW HenpeCTaHO xapMOHH30Balf>Y MaTepHjalIHor WAYXOBHor ,y ce6HKYWMa,WYcnOlballIlf>eM CBeTY

MOAelI YClIOBlbaBalf>a crnapa ABa rnna HA,1J;PE1)EHOr nerera: Tan ,,3Be3Ae" Tan npe3allITwheHor nerera

TJ1TI ,,3BE3,1J;E" ponrrrezs crsapa CBeCHOWlIWHeCBeCHO.Hajsenrhe je pe'l 0 3ApaBOMWcnoc06HOM AeT eTYKp03 xoje he pOAwTelb pean aaoaarx CBe c so je rrepeanaaosa-Henorpefie, xoje cy ce npersopane Y cezse. Majxa Hwje p eanaao sana CBOjy norpe-6y Aa nOCTaHe MaHeKeHKa, MO):lel I,OCTa lIa je caao )Ke lba xojy he OCTBapWTWhepxa.

Hecro je y mrraisy Wreaosa ponarezsa Aa nere ocraapa ApYllITBeHo npasnaraMO):lelIKOjWhe WAeTeTY Wponnr ez sy AOHeTW60raTcTBo WMoh. .

YCl IOBlbaBaHO nere , j ou r y paHoM ):IeTWlf>CTBY,ayqw npaBwlIa wrpe. Bahe ,,3Be-3):1a"CBeAOKcneno wcnYlf>aBa )Ke lbe pOAHTelba (A06ap je has, spenna je, nerro sac-m rrana, 6 aBW ce cnop rox, MY3WKOM,6alIeTOM, rJIYMOM,CBeCTpaHa je). J1 CBeTa~ce yMOpH HYT peHY~HMa, xana noxazce BHAaH aeycnex, pOAHTelbW WHaCTaBHW~HnOMa)KY TaKO l lITO aeycnex r rp er sa paj y Yycnex. ,,3Be3):1a" je, y CTBapH, aerrorpe-urasa W He CMe 6WTH AeMOTHBwcaHa "HeycneXOM".

,,3Be3):1W"ce onaxmaaa aanopaa )KWBOT,ep HHje lIaKO y CBaKOMrpeiryrxy 6WTW"Haj " WTaKOl lITO joj c e naje MorynHocT Aa yqw OAnonpeheaor rnna. HaCTaBHWK Wponxrezs nenpecraao KpWTHKyjy nonpeheno nere, yxasyjy na rpellIK e x oje 'lWHHW Ka)Klf>aBajy ra 360r Tora. ,,3Be3):1a" CBe TO 6Y):IHOnpara. A06wja rOTOBa peme-I f>a,He noaaszsa rpe ll IKe WlIaKO ):IOlIa3H):10~Wlba. Y csaxoj noponaux ,,3Be3AW" cenOMa)Ke na r aj Ha'lWH, jep HMa nonpeheaor 6paTa WlIWcecrpy, ,,3Be3):1W" OpMW-paHoj y nopOAH~W, je TellIKO xana KpeHe y llIKOlIY,jep ce Mopa H360pWTW sa HajBH,~me MeCTO,sa npeCTO, a y CBaKOMO):le~elf>ynanac HMa MHoro npH):IOllIlIWX,,3Be3Aa .!hHXOB crpax je orpoxas, jep aa npeCTOlIY WMaMeCTa casco aa j emry 3Be3) :1y.Y'lW-Telbw~e onafiepy CBOjy ,,3Be3):1y",xoja je MHpHa 6ap 'leTHpH ronane. CBaKa rrpoxe-Ha cpenaae, pa):lHOr MeCTa, nporpecnje aa ,,3B e3):1y" j e CPPYCTpHpa jyna , j ep CBaKHnYT Mopa ):Ia ce 60pH aa ocaajaise npecrona,

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,,3Be3p;y", npannesy HeOp;OlbHBOrrpHBJIalJH ,,6HTaHra", arpeCHBau;. OHH ocrsapyjyKOMrrpOMHCHYBe3y. CBe OHOlllTO He CMe "rrpHHu;e3a", onpanxhe aa lby ,,6HTaHra".

" t;" 3" 6 to.,3Be3p;a je npxanaxna H s a nonpeneno nere, "Kprry ." nesna ce xpaHH ecnosron-ourhy "Kprre", a "Kprra" ,,3Be3p;HHoM" p;oMHHaU;HjoM. CBHMa op;roBapa ,,3Be3p;a",ep je OHa "yc rrel llaH" lJOBeK, c ja jae xapajep e, y -rena, CBeCTp aH a. CBH jo j sanxne HpH)f(elbKyjy rs eao MeCTO .,,3Be3p;a" je, naxs raen , aan os orsna. [Op;H joj xarepajanna;OMHHaU;HjaH Mon xojy nocnoxe npexo MaTepHjanHor. ,l J;OKe oxpyzcena OHHMaW jH joj ce p ;HBe, ocnotiobeaa je H eMHpa H cTp axa. Kana ce CBeTnOCTHrr030pHH-e yrace, aaseca crrycrn, xana OCTaHe caaa, 06y3HMa je HeMHp HCTpax. HH cTpa-

cy, HH HeMHpy He YMe n a rrponahe rropeKno. Kao lllTO y nerm scray HHje Momata orxpnje rrpaBor aenpajarezsa, jep je 6HO caKpHBeH y pop;HTelbY, TaKO HH xao)p;paCTaO lJOBeK,naxana aehe OTKpHTHrrpasor nenpajarezsa. Iben npa aa Herr pH -arezs je YB eK o aaj KOjH c e nanaan H3Hap; lbe (xajepapxnja), xao lllTO je H3Hap; lbe)HO H pomrrezs. , ,3Be3p;a" ce HHKap;nehe YCTpeMHTHH rrpa3HHTH CBOjrroTHcHYTH:T pax rra nex or, H 3H ap ; c e6 e, B en 06 aBe3HO n a CBe KOjH c y H crro p; lb e, na OHe KOjH>p; lbe aasnce. Hxxana nehe p;onH P;O cYK06a H3Met)y p;Be ,,3Be3p;e" na HCTOjxnje-iapxnjcxoj J IeCTBHU;H,xao l llTO HHKap;a uehe noha P;O o pax a n se ,,3B e3p ;e", CnHlJ-r e r ro KBanHTeTY.

J1HTepecaHTaH je OP;HOC,,3Be3p;e" rrpeMa pop;HTelby , H apOlJHTO x an a p onarersresroha. Il onpe bemr THr rOBHhe HCKa3aTH OTBopeHY HeTprrelbHBOCT npexa 060-le nOM H cana 3aBHCHOMpop ;HTelbY. Cserahe My ce H Ka)f(lbaBaTH ra aa 6e36pojIalJHHa. ,,3Be3p;a" he ce lJYP;HTHKaKOHeMa jax eMOTHBaH OP;HOCrrpeMa 60JIeCHOM{CTapOM pop;HTelby. I10111TO,,3Be3p;a" 06HlJHO HMa H HOBau;, OHa he CBe "KopeKT-10" onpamrra. Ilnarnhe aery, 60nHHU;y, CTapalJKH P;OM, a zn r j e r roxcezsao p;a c e CBeteurasa nanexo on ise. HeMHp KOjH oceha ,,3Be3p;a" y OBHM)f(HBOTHHMcHTyaU;H-aMa noru -re on oce ha is a KpHBHu;e l JH jH joj j e Y3POKHe rr 03HaT.Kon nonpeheaax THr rOBa noc ro ]x nenes a HeraTHBHHX eMoU;H ja xo je c y c e c non-'aHO pasaarre y 6 0p 6H ca aen px jarezses r (Mp)f(lb a, rraKOCT, 3 aBHCT, lby60Mopa)..Ssesna" HHje Moma p;a p aaaaje aacno jene es so na]e, jep m rje HMana rrpoTHB xora na:e 60PH, HH s a urra p;ace H360PH, jep jo j je YBeKCBe 6Hno n a p ;OMaKpyKe. ,,3Be3p;a"IMa no'rncny-re, HCKpHBlbeH e esrouaje, HOCH I10TJ1CHYTJ1 CTPAX, on ryfirse-sa npaaanera]a KOjH rrpoaasona HerrpecTaHH HeMHp ca 6pO jHHM nocnenauaxra.3Be3p;a" HeMa H3pa)f(eHe HH H3BopHe eMoU;Hje, lllTO je H JIOrHlJHO, jep ce OTyt)H-ra on ce6e, HHKOje HHje HayqHo na lby6aB rrpHMH , Te He MO)f(e lby6aB HH na na, ai>y6aBH HeMa 6e3 3p;paBIDC,xapMOHH30BaHHX, H3BOPHIDCeMoU;Hja.

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Illiua MU UlO paqiuue!11pym rnrt nerera KOjHje crsopea 06JIHKOM rr03HTHBHor ycnoBlbaBalba je r rpe-,L-J,3alllTHneHo nere, xoje je rrpHBHp;HO nanpeheno. 0 Mop;eny rrpesaurrahaaarsarOTOBO na ce He rosopa, y caspesienoj nenaroraja, 3aTO OH HHje HH H3p;BojeH xaonoceti an BacrrHTHH MOp;eJI. Y CBHMy1,16eHHU;HMacaspe ae ae nenar or aj e r rOMHlbYce caxo 6JIara npanyna H rr03HTHBHO ycrroszsaaaise. Ilpeaaurrahaaaise, x ao s ac-rrHTHH MOp;eJI, MOry peha, P;OHOCHnenonpasn-asy urrery nerery H u enoj nopona-U;HH 3aTO je spenao H3P;BOjHTHra H r rOCMaTpaTH rrOTrrYHO3ace6HO. BpJIO lJeCTO,pop;HTelbH cy CKJIOHHna np eaanmdu rn arse p ;eT eTa o n pap ;a, pep ;a, caao r )f(HBOTaHJ1cTHHe, noc aa rp aj y xao 06nHK ) f( pTBOBa lba, l by6aBH H He)f (HOCTHnpeva ner er y.

Y Tpap;HU;HOHaJIHoj noponana, yrJ IaBHOM, ce r rpe3al llTHnHBaJIO 60JIe ll l~HBOnere, nere ca TeJIeCHHM H rrCHXHlJKHMonr rehe rsaaa, "PY)f (HO", r ro KpHTepH)yMH-Ma npyurrsa ro ja aa o ner e, n er e CJI a6HjHx HHTeneKTyaJ IHHX c rr oc 06HOCTH.

Y )f(elbH p ;a 3al llTHTH c so je nere , op; MHoro rora lllTO nere HH H e oxexyje, HHTHMy je TO norpeti ao , p op ;HTelb ce on nyx yje sa BacrrHTHH MOp;eJI rrpe3alllTHnHBalba.Ponxrezs lllTHTH TaKBOnere, y CBHMMorynHM cHTyaU;HjaMa, HapOlJHTOje TOnapa-)f(eHOy caryanxjaaa y KojHMa nere MO)f(errOTrrYHOCaMOCTanHOna pap;H H orrCJIY-)f(yje ce6e H p ;py re. Ilere nocraje neiso, rrapaanrapa H aapaano na ce 3aYCTaBlbapacr CBeCHOCTH,jep ce CBeCHOCTHCKlbyqHBO paasaja Kp03 caxopan H C BaKH pap;KOjHnere otiaszsa C Jbytiaazsy. .

J13Mel)y pop;HTelba H n erera je npehyran norosop, rro KojeM nere rpetia castona rr pHMa yCJIyre pomrrezsa, na ce oceha "u;apCKH" Hn a H e c arnenasa csoje MaHe .HHep;OCTaTKe.Ponarezsn TaKBOj nena craapajy Hny3Hjy na cy Hap;pel)eHa H 3 aTO HH)e

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tax cnyxa j ,n ;a npes au rra he aa neua I1MajyBI 1COKOMl1llilbefbe 0 ce611 11nepeanne/be , r ra xana He MOry ,n ;apeamr ay jy xcerse, ,n;O)f(I1BlbaBajyCTpalliHY pycTpaQl1jy.ITpesaurrahenoj ,n;eQI1po,n;I1Telbl1pYllie xapvoaajy, xpxse aaron e, jasajy no xne-a rpecnjy, HeraTI1BHe eMOQl1je11r roce fino jaxajy 3aBl1CHOCTon ponarersa. TaKBI1

~I1Telbl1 cy CnpeMHI1 ,n ;aH aCTaBe c a npeaaurrahn aarsesr nerera 11xana OHOodiop-f noponauy, Hacraszsajy na npyacajy ycnyre uezroj noponxun nerera, neryjyha\albe napaaarasaa, necpehy 11He3a,n;OBOlbCTBOCBI1X.Ilpeaaurrahaaaise nere ra 6l1no je n03HaTO rpazornaouanao] noponnua.IMTI1CBaKa noponaua KaKO je npeaaurrahnnana MylllKO nere, ana casro oneuezse", on pa,n;a y ,n;OManI1MnOCnOBI1Ma. Cecrpe cy npeaaurrnhxaane 6paTa,pKe oua 11onna 11MHl1je 6l1no reurxo na HaCTaBe ca npeaaurrxhaaarsesr cynpy-11CI1Ha, y BnaCTI1Toj noponnua. OCI1Mrora TO je 611011noac ezs aa 06n l1K noa a-lfba KOjl1 Hl1je ,n;OHOCI10Bene npotinexe. Kana ce CBeMY npanona I1CTI1Ha ,n;aMyl llKa neua rl1Hyna y paTOBI1Ma Hl1je 6l1no sroper 6l1Tl1 He)f(Hl1jl1 npexra

rlllKOM nerery,,[(aHac ce npesaurnrhyje 11MylllKO 11)f(eHCKOnere on pana, (nexa CI1He,MaMa he),

i pena, (Manl1 j e, n ay snhe, CBe he TO rtpohn 11aa csoje MeCTOnoha), on )f(I1BO-, (caxpahy on nerera HeMalllTI1HY, 60neCT BOJbeHI1X.. , ,n;aHe 6y,n;e y rrartsn), on1B0pHe , Be' IHe JiIcTI1Hena HOBaQ Hl1je Ql1lb, ,n;aje MaTepl1j anHo c as so y yHKll;l1jl1ICTa nyxa 11castcocrnapersa Kp03 Jhy6aB 11,[(06pOTy, x ao x pajrser Ql1 lba )f(I1BO-0' KOjl1je caM ce611 cBpxa.On nOTnYHo snpasor, cnocooaor nerera ponxrezs craapa, napasara 11'IOBeKa

ecrrocofiaor sa )f(I1BOTjep ra rrpesaurrahyjy on pana, CBe je rroxezro xana je pas-1jeHl1 CBeT yBI1,n;eo ,n;aycnyre CBI1Xspcra Mory ,n;OlIOCI1TI1Benl1KI1 npOI1T . C aMOlpa3l1Tl1 l1 neaaaznme 3aBl1Ce npso on pana 11ycnyr a xoj e 11Mnpyac ajy pomrrezsa,[lOTOMaacrasrsajy ,n;aKOpl1CTeycnyre xoje 11MnpY)f(a npyurrno. Bpno je aepoaar-:> ,n;ahe napaanr HOBQeMponnrezsa rrnahara ycnyre, 3a,n;OBOJbaBaTI1csoje nOTpe-~, uenor )f (I 1BOTa, i ra cr apa n03HaTl1 Ha'l I1H.o OBOMBaCnl1THOM Mo,n;eny HI1KOjasno He rOBOpl1l1aKO OH,n;OHOCI1ajsehe snooponxua. Majxe nO'Il1fby,n;a npesaurrxhyjy CBO jy n euy s pno p an e, panehx CBeaa

,I1X11YMeCTOfbl1X, l1aKOje pe'I 0 snpasoj, nasrerno] ,n;eQI1.,[(eQa paCTY, fbl1XOBaet so cr , HeCBeCHOCT116e30cehajHocT 11HapaBHO aesaxaanaocr po,n;I1TelbY3a ycny-e, n ocrajy CBeB I1,n;Hl1jl1.TpBI1 cYK0611, csahe 11noxymaj ,n;ace nere ynene y pa,n; 11en, noxarsy onna xana MajKa He MO)f(e I1nl1 aehe Bl1llie ,n;aonczryxcy je napas ara .:Bat )e cy CBaKo,n ;HeBHe ,xana nere noonpac re. Jleisocr nocraje 60neCT 11napaanrceCTOKO6paHl1 csoje nosxnaje, CBe ja' lOM 11ja' lOM arpeCl1joM. fIpe3alliTl1hl1Bafbe,n ;p ana npeHOCI1 c e cnOHTaHO ua CBe 06naCTl1 )f(I1BOTa ,n;eTeTa.

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ITpeBacxo,n;HO MI1Cnl1Maa uncony, Ilere xoje He paaaaje npaBl1naH O,n;HOCpeMapa,n;y y noponxua, nere xoje HeM a lby6aBl1 ,n;apa,n;11OKOce6e 11aa l?y,n;e xoje BOnl1 ,Cl1ryPHO nehe BOneTI1HI1unconcxe otiaaese, xoj e c y c aa o ,n;pyfl1 06nl1K pa,n;a. HaBI1-xa npe3alllT l1nl1Bafba c e npeHOCI1 11a a l llKony. ITpl1 npBOM sehea Hanopy po,n;l1-TeJbI1, yrnaBHoM caspesreaa MajKa, saxrenajy on HaCTaBHI1Ka ,n;acMafbyjy ,n;eQI1o6aBe3e. CnpeMHI1 cy ,n;ayhy y ) f( eCTOKecyxotie ca HaCTaBHI1QI1Ma, na najy ,n;eQI1na)f(Ha onpasnarsa, na 11Mpa,n ;e unconcxe 06aBe3e, na CaTI1Ma cene nopen nererajep je OHOnOTnYHO He3al1HTepeCOBaHO sa Y'IeIDe,,n;a nnahajy npl1BaTHe HaCTaBHI1-xe J1 jour MHoro rora, M J1CnenJ 1,n;aje TO06nl1K I1CnOJbaBaIDa Jby6aBI1.Po,n;J1Te Jb 6paHl1 nere Tpa )f( en l1 na J1HaCTaBHJ1l l; 11npes au rr ahyjy rOTOBaHa.HaCTaBHJ1QJ1 caspeaeae nncone cy nonnerna 3axTeBJ1Ma, na necpehy neue. Kanace CTBapJ1 nO'lHY KOMnnJ1KOBaTI1, x ana ner e 0,n;6J1ja n orrryay capamsy ca po,n;l1-TeJbeM J1 HaCTaBHI1KOM , xana nO'IHe na oxexyje na ce 6e3 pa,n;a MO)f(e aaapunrraurxona, xana YMeCTOsa KID l1 rOM,ne re c ar e npOBo,n;11y rnyBapeIDy J1nJ1npe,n; eKpa-HI1Ma, xana ce 6poj je,n;I1HJ1Qanosehasa, xana po,n;J1TeJbBI1,n;11n;aMyje nere nornynoHe06pa30BaHO, a ,n;06J1 ja npena3He OQeHe , xana ponnrezs Mopa,n;a oncnyzcyje nere-ryaajyh My xyhaor Jby6I1MQa, n pexo cn peMaID a x ao ca, K ojl1 OCTaBJba sa C060M,xana ... rana cy cyKo6J1 HeI136e )f (HI1.

Tana nO'lI1IDe y sa jasoro onTY) f( I1BaIDe po,n ;J 1TeJba KOje KPJ1B ,KOonro sopan a aBI1,n;HOnpona,n;a IDe nerera. ,[ (OKce po,n;J1TeJbJ1csahajy nere yna311 y jour Bene npo-6neMe. Be)f(11 ca 'IaCOBa, on xyhe, nocehyje I1rpaOHI1Qe , Kna,n;110HI1Qe,Kpa,n;e Borynane, a I 1CTOBpeMeHOpo,n;I1TelbJ1nocr ajy O 'Ia jH I1 j e p HeBJ1,n ;eu rra c y nou re ypa,n;J1nl1,OCI1MlllTO cy "CBe 'lI1Hl1nl1 sa csoje nere, a OHOJ1Mcana TaKO spaha." Kana ce po,n;l1-Telbl1 OCBeCTe 11rroxyurajy napuajanao na pellle rrpotinea KaKO 6J1 o n csor rOTOBa-aa a anpa aann spemrany, TO he 11Mreunco nohx s a PYKOM. Hal1nJ1 he aa Benl1KJ1orrrop KOjl1he ce saspuraaara CBat)OM 11Ty'IOM (nere he HacpHyTI1 na po,n;I1TeJba,n;aMy noxaxce ,n ;aj e ca na HeMoryne BpaTI1TI1 CTBapl1 na nO' IeTaK. I llarse nere rropy-Ky po,n;I1TelbY : "TI 1CI1Meya eo y Hepa,n ;, cana C I1,n;y)f(aH ,n;a aacranaur T I1M nYTeM".Ilere cana ) f( en l1 na caxyaa CBOjy noaaunjy rOTOBaHa 11aehe My 6l1Tl1 CTpaHO nace HenpeCTaHO onpenez sy je a a j emro r, a onf iauyj e ,n ;pyror po,n;I1Telba, ca QI1JbeM nal1Xaaaamr, Hapaaao ,n ;aMy TOnOna311 a a PYKOM. ITO 'lI1ID y n a My ce ynaapajy , H e611nl1 Ca'IYBanl1 HaKnOHOCTnerera. OCI1Mr ora, caBpeMeHO , rrmmrano nere ,n;o6po3Ha CBerene rpoae cnY)f (611 xoje ra urnrre on "HaCl1nHI1X" po,n;I1Telba. ,[(OBOJbHOjena ce po,n ;I1T eJ bOCBeCTI1, na nox yura craapa na no sen e y pe,n ; 11ner e he pea ro saranpeTIDaMa I1nl1 he ra npl1jaBI1TI1 a a "HaCl1lbe" xoje ' lI1HI1 I1nl1 nOMI1Cnl1 ,n;anO'lI1-Jil1, ( 'Il1Taj: casro je noxyurao ,n ;a npecr aae ca npea aun-ahaaarsea 11Hayql1 nere napa,n;l111 nonrryje pen.)

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,[(aHallll-be "rrmnUaHO" nere je npesaurraheao on pena. y Tpa,n;J1~J10HallHojpO,n;J1~J1nocrojao je Bpe,n;HOCHJ1CJ1CTeMKOjJ1je 6J10 Ba)KehJ1 aa ueno ,n;pyWTBO.a xa J1011eonroaopaa rropo,n ;J1~a )"I J1HJ111a je CBe na ,n;eTe n ourryje npaanna J11 sa pe,n;. CJ1110M J111J1MJ1110Mpe,n; ce ycnocrasrsao. 3Hao ce pe,n; y noponaua, yCO ll J1 ,n a y ll J1~J1. E J1110 je naxo J1ne re ry J1pomrr ezsy J1HaCTaBHJ1KY. IlpaBJ111aaauraisa cy 6J 111ajacna, jep je ,n ;PYWTBOrrpor racasano jacaa r rpaBJ111a r ropo,n;J1-, xoja cy 6J111ay


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) J;eTe ce cxnar sa OAcycpe ra ca cxrphy, CBOjJ1XHaj6JHD!U1X,AOKce J1CTOBpeMeHOieua J13 JI(l)f(YcycpeTY ca BJ1pTyeJIHOMcMpny, J1no HeKOJIJ1KOCaTJ1AHeBHO.

rrOCJIeAJ1~e npesaurrahxaarsa cy K06He. OBa neua cy nOTnYHO 6e30cenajHarpeaa OHOMe KO J1Xrrpesaurrahyje. 3alUTO? CBeCHO J1JIJ1HeCBeCHO n eua saajyta J1Xje nesnatse pOAJ1TeJba YBeJIO y np06JIeM e, npzce pomrrezse nOA KOHTpO-rosr, cana peaJIHJ1M HaCJ1lbeM. Arpecaja rrocraje lbJ1XOBCTJ1JI)f(J1BOTa. POAJ1Telb>AJIa3J1y orpoMHy naTlbY jep J1Aa lbe MJ1CJIJ1Aa je , CBe lUTOje ' lJ1HJ10 sa nere, 6J10Bpa3 orpOMHe lby6aBJ1 J1 'lYAe c e lUTOJ1Mneua HJ1CY3aXBa JIHa. TaKBJ1 pOAJ1Te-bJ1 rrocra jy TaMHJ1'l ap J1 Ae' lJ 1j J1x AYlUa , a o rrn a J1Xneua AO rpotia xaxosaaajy sa'pelliKe xoje HJ1CYCMeJIJ1nO'lJ1HJ1TJ1y BaCnJ1TalbY. HeCpenHJ1 ponarezs YMeCTO>'leKJ1BaHe 3aXBaJIHOCTJ1aa CBOjy,,)f(PTBY"):\06J1je He3aXBaJIHOCT J1nacazse cnojeteue HaA lbJ1Ma.

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He KOM6uHyj'Ule uuaau U unuiuanelJIllaUluneUle na "nyupuju"M ll aneHa 36e3ga je TJ1 n nerera KapaKTepJ1CTJ1'laH aa nonp ys ja rn e je B eKOBJ1MaAOMJ1HJ1paJIaca axcna npJ1HYAa, a OHAa J13CBeTa, YllleTaO HOBJ1MOAeJIsac-mrraisa, n03J1TJ1BHOYCJIOBlbaBalbe.

POAJ1TelbJ1cy, xao M CBJ1lbYAJ1caspeaeaor CBeTa, A06pJ1 J1MJ1TaTOpJ1.POAJ1TelbJ1J1MJ1TJ1pajyBaCnJ1THe TpeHAoBe J13 npocTor pa3JIora IlITO )f (eJ Ie Aa J1Mce neua IlITOnaxure YKJIone y APYIliTBO.Oaor nyTa pOAJ1Te lbJ1cy, J13AeJIOBaCBeTay KojJ1Maje AOHeAaBHOBJIaAalIa caaxora npMHYAa, caBlIaAaJIJ1 J1YCBOjJ1lIJ1MOAelIn03J1TJ1BHOryClIO-BlbaBalba J16JIare npJ1H}7l;e, oAY3J1Malba HarpaAe. BJ1Ae OHJ1Aa neurro HJ1jey peAY.HeBOlbHO npasaajy na J1Mce A eTe nerse aa maBY jep MaJIJ111IaBpJIO 6 p30 noxae AaJ1MJ1TJ1paponarezse J1na J1XYCJIOBlbaBa. J.1Ma nere "Haj60lber " yqJ1Telba aa CBeTY,MeAJ1jeKOjJ1cy, Y3 6JIarOCJIOB pon arersa, yll IlIJ1 y nOpOAJ1~y. Tana no- on se onac naarpa no KOjOjnere npaBJ1 y jAypMe J1onna YCJ IOBlbaBapOAJ1Telba Aa r a uarpanx sa3JIO(aKO MJ1ClIJ1OAJ1TelbAaOHnpecraae Aa npaBJ1 rrrynocrn, J1lIJ1aKOypaAJ1 A06po,KaKOpOAJ1TelbJ1 oxexyj e, OHAaMopa 6 J1TJ1aarpaheao OHJ1MIlITOnere )f(elIJ1)

PeKl IaMa j e TY, a I lI Ta xaxce peKJI aMa TOje y TpeHAY. AOBOlbHOje na pOAJ1Te lbHelliTO 3aXTeBa OAn erera J 1 geTe Ben rrocraszsa YClIOB: "J.1cnYHJ1ny TO, aKO MJ1KynJ111ITO J1TO." Kana MaJIJ111IanpeTepa , pOAJ1Te lb 6Mra ClIaTKOnpeTYKao, amr TOaa 3ana):ly He MO)f (e , a c ana He MO) f( eHHy 3eMlbaMa y TpaH3M~MjJ1. Ty je nOJIM~Mja,Ty cy pa3HO pasaa ApYlliTB a xoja IlITMTe nere, 60pe ce aa iseroaa npaB a. OA xorara lUTJ1Te? OA pomrrezsai! -Ila, A06p o CTe 'lylIM . 3aTO cy naun r racrapfiajrepa, AOHeAaBHO, rOBopMlIM CBOjOj necnocnoj Ae~M, na nyTy npeMa CBOjO jAOMOBMHJ1,Y

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oj HJilCYBJIa,n;aJIa r rpasxna paaaajenor CBeTa: ,HeKaj casro na npeljeMo rpaHJiI-Y6Ji1hy Bora y Te6Ji1!"

I IOll lTO je npou;ec npeTfue po,n;JilTeJbJilMa,aesran,a y rp aa sa naj a, ,n;anehe CMeTJiIryKy CBOjy ,n;eu;y, rpajao ronxnaaa, npnponao je ,n;acy ponarezsa KOM6Ji1HOBa-nnaurany JiIpeaJIHy npJilHy,n;y. Ponaren,a 3eMaJba y TpaH3Ji1U;JiljJil y KOPJilCTJilJIJiI)60,n;y, j ep ce na ycaajaise 3aKOHa 0 nopo,n;JilU;JiI,re JiI3a6paHJiI qm3Ji1'1Ke JiIBep-IHe npaayne, xexa JiIno naanecer remora, JiI xana fuJilXOBaYCJIOBJbaBaHa 3Be-lnpeTepa, (xana pomrrezs Jilcu;pnJil CBa r rmnuat ra cpenc rsa), OHa 6Ji1Ba)KeCTOKOesrnahea a, na 3anaMTJiI.Ilocnenaue cy rpanorae.Ilere je nOTnYHo neaopajearxcaao JiIHeBJ1HOnoxyura-ga nponahe y 'IeMY je i seroaa KPJilBJilu;a.He BJiI,n;JiIn;aje casco xor rapao ponarezseIe,n;Jilje.J.1CToBpeMeHO JiIpomrrezs je osajaa, nyH ocehaisa xpxaaue. Pomrren, He~JiIna cy ra 3JIoynoTpe6Ji1JIJiI npo ra s pobenor nerera JiI06pHYTO.Ponxrezs BJiI,n;JiIa My nere Jil3MJiI'IeJil3 PYKY,a He MO)Ke,n;a npenosna na My je!BHa xoaxypemnrja, y BacnJilTafuY ,n;eTeTa, na ,n;OMaKpyxe, Pex je 0 HeraTJilBHJilM~p)KajJilMa Me,n;JiljJilMa iI0 OCTaJIa 'IeTJilpJil nmnnaaa Mo,n;eJIa. IIOllTO TO He BJiI,n;JiI,~JilTeJbHaJilBHOnonyurra nerery ,n;acare npoaona nopen .rysepaanre". To My ' IaKrpaja jep cy TO peTKJiI TpeHyU;JiI o,n;Mopa on MaJIOr ",n;JilKTaTopa". Ponsr rezs Mopace O,n;MOPJilKaKO 6Ji1Morao ,n;a JilcnYHJiI3aXTeB caapexene nenarornje rro KojeMpa ,n;a"rrpaTJiI" csoje nere. Kana nere YCTaHe, rj. 3aBplllJil ca "rYBepHaHTOM" OHure HJilje MaJIJillla, OH je HJilHI,Ia, OH je MohHJiI PeHI,Iep, Exnm MeH, rrOKJilMOH,CBecajao HJiljeOH. Haje JIaKO po,n;JilTeJbYna r rp ar n " cBoj e" nere, jep y pOKY on nOJIa

" 6a "fuerOBO nere rrpoveaa ap ner ynora. Iloxan,e na ce ,n;eJIJiIlJil30peHJiI'IHOMe1)y)KeJbe ,n;anocnyura notipe casere CBOjJilXpomrrezsa JiIJilMJilTJilpafua BJilPTy-aor aacxzsa, xoje ca naxohosr ycsaja jep je OHO nOTrrYHO y CKJIa,n;yca iseroaoaKpJilBJbeHOMnpxponoa. I IJ IJil llaHO nere BpeMeHOM ry6Ji1 cnoc06HOCT ,n;apa3a3Ha-notipo o,n;3JIa, aerrorpeunmo ce onpenersyje sa 3JIO JiIJilMJilTJilpara. Kana ponnrezsIry6Ji1 JiIOHaKO JilCTaH 'IaHe ae pse , j ep He MO)Ke ,n;a ce Jil360PJil ca nenorrycrnaaaIHal llafueM nerera, (He carnenasa ,n;a je Jil3BOPy Me,n;JiljJilMa,y nrpmrasra), cneneTJilH e jep caapesrena ponnrezs xaxce: "BHhelll ssesna, a xana rrpeTepall yMJIa-h I" B 6 ., y r e: . op a nocraje reurxa JiIaenpaaenna. YMeCTOna JilCKJbyqJilJil3BOpe 3JIa JiIIpa 'l yHa ce ca Y3p0U ;JilMa, p onarezs JilJIJiI6Ji1je, JilJIJiInarpahyje HecpeTHO nere, HeI JIJiIaa 6Ji1JIOxojx Ha'lJilH y6JIa)KJilJIo nocnennue, y6JIa)KJilo nacazse, Hepa,n;, JIa)K,')KHe pexa, O,n;HOCnpes ra po,n;JilTeJbY,6pahJil, cecrpasra, aacnara-noaa.OBaKaB O,n;HOCponarersa npeMa ,n ;eTeTYje 60JIaH JiIaa ponarezsa JiI sa nere.

),n;JilTeJbHeMa ,n;OBOJbHOcxare ,n ;a ce o,n;yrrpe nnaiuaaov BacnJilTafuY. BJiI,n;JiIonn-Jb na My je nere noxnerrao, nerso, HeBaCnJilTaHO, arpecxano, aJIJiI HeMa c nary, a HJiIraise na xpeae ,n;pyrJilMnYTeM. HeM a xpa6pOCTJiI, jep aKO CBJiInpJilcTajy na HOBe

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Mo,n ;eJ Ie aacr nrrar sa OHHe )KeJIJiIna ce Jil3,n;Bajajep ce nnaunr na he nere 6Ji1TJiIn;py-ra'lJil je on OCTaJ IJilX.To aehe 6Ji1TJiInotipo sa nere, MJilCJIJiIo,n;JilTeJb. J.1CToBpeMeHopO.n;JilTeJbBJiI.n;JiIa HJiI)KeCTOKa rrpJilHy,n ;aHe HOCJiIpellefue. IIpOllJIa cy 'ra BpeMe-Ha xana cy ce np06JIeMJiI y nopo,n;JilU;JiIpelllaBaJIJiI Ka3HaMa JiI6aTJilHaMa. Ha)KaJIOCT,Halla "MJIaheHa" sseana JilMa npofinesre xoje peTKO KOMO)Kena Jil3JIe'lJil. Pomrrezsje HeMohaH, jep He BJiI,n;JiIOBOpel le fu e, HOBJiIrryT. J.1xana po,n;JilTeJb6Ji1Ba cnpeaan.n;arrOCJIe ,n;Ba,n ;eceTromma r rpeTfue ycsoja 3aXTeB .n;aHe ryse csoje nere, oana cenojase aYTopJilTapHJiI rrCJilXOJI03Ji1iInenarosx KOjJil,6pJilHyhJil sa Jil3ry6JbeHJiI ayropa-TeT po.n;JilTeJba, rrpe,n;JIa)KY rrOHOBHOyBo1)efue 6aTJilHe. OHJiI ce CBJilMcpu;eM 3aJIa)KYaa spaharse fiarxae (OHaKO, no ryax, xana nperepa, Ka,n;ncupnaxo csa nnauranacpe,n;CTBa, xoja raxohe 3.n;YllHO nonpxcaaajy), Hexa HaM je Bor y nOMohJil. OnpOCTJiIJilMIocnone jep He snajy urra npe,n;JIa)Ky. IIa sap HJilCMOCBe,n;OU;JiIn;a cy ponarezsxyrrpaBo KOM6Ji1HOBaJIJiIaTJilHY JiInmnnano, rryHJilx nsartecer ronaaa, y 3eMJbaMa yrpaaaauaja, na ,n;06Ji1CMOaacazse HeBJil1)eHJilXpa3Mepa.

3arOBopHJilU;JiI caxo nmnuane npJilHy,n;e ce cxeure, jep saa jy ,n;acy fuJilXOBereo-paje cynepJilO pH e, caMOM 'IJilfueHJilU;OM,n;a nsa fuJilXCTOjJilKOp.n;OIi60pau;a JiIKOH-seanaja 0 .n;e'lJiljJilMrrpaBJilMa. OHJiI he notienara, ,n;eu;ahe onaxayrx, ponarezsx JiIHaCTaBHJilU;JiIe ce ynnaureno nosyha y MJilllJil je pyr re , MOJIehJilBora na neua He snajy6all YBeK 6 poj coc TeJIeOHa aa xoja he JilXnpajaarsasara aa rnynocrx, xoje henmnuaaa neua npornauraaarx HaCJil Jb eMonpacnnx , Ha,n;fuJilMa. Pe3YJITaTJiI? Hacn-Jbe eHOpMHJilX pa3Mepa, jase JiIjaxe Jil3 ,n;aHay ,n;aH.

OTKY,n;aacnzse xana je 6aTJilHa 3aKOHOM YKJilHYTa?Saro urro nmnnaao aacarsey BacrrJilTafuY nOTnYHo saycraszsa eMOU;JilOHaJIHJiI,MeHTaJIHJiI, Jil3Ji1'1KJiI,JilHTeJIeK-TyaJIHJiI, ,n;YXOBHJiI, aCT JiI passoj nerera, Pex je 0 eHopMHOM rtnmnarroxr HaCJilJbY,HeBJil1)eHoMy xcropa]n passoja rrenarornje, a nacarse je tracazse, 3BaJIO ce OHO JiInmnuano. Kana ce CBe Jil3JIOMJiI,JilCKPJilBJiI,aacnojz, norncae yHyTap aecpehnornJIJilllaHor nerera, cnenx 6YMepaHr.ll,eTe yaspaha y.n;apau;, peaJIHOM KOHKpeTHOM?aTJilHOM. KOMe yaspahai He,n;Y)KHOMpo,n;JilTeJbY,He,n;Y)KHOMn;pyrapy, 6paTY, npJil-jar ezsy , caMOM ce6Ji1 . J.1 HaCJilJIHJilU;JiIiI)KpTBe cy HeBJilHJiIjep JilXje HOBa nzrmuanane,n ;aromja y6e,n;JilJIa na nesrajy .n;pyrJil Jil360p, ceM nznniraaor aacrnrrarsa ,. ll,aKJIe, npso ponarersa nap ronana Bplle rtmrurano nacarse Ha,n ;neuoa , ( )KpTBa~enere , ponarezs je HaC JilJIHJilK),a rrOTOMneua ysspahajy peaJIHJilM HaCJilJbeM (npa-)aB lbyjy irx, npere JilM,spehajy MX, snoynorpetizsaaajy M HapaBHO, y xpajisoj HY)KP;11Hacphy Jil3M'IKJiIna ponarezse). Cana cy cas te 3aMeHJilJIJiIYJIore (pona rezs je )KpTBa,,n ;eTe je HaCJilJIHJilK). Hazrasr ce na cana paayscere pa3y caspexreae nenaroraje:"HaCJilJIHMK M )KpTBa cy M CT O" .:n Ka)~a HaCMJbe nocrarae orposrae paaaepe, rana ,n;PYlllTBO, Y TOTaJIHoj HeMO-11,BPlUl1 nonarno aacazse Hap; MJIa,n;MMa, xaxosaaajyhn JilX,npeaacrrnraaajyha

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[MeKOH rpyoo , ur rano sr H l lI ap rapenOM HJIHHXp; aHHMa H rOp ;HHaMa ryur a ja JIO-1Mnporpascoaa KOjH He peurasajy np06JIeM HaCHlba jep ce 6aBe nOCJIep;Hu;aMa,se y3pOU;HMa. "PeU;H p ;porH He, I lIKOJIa6e3 nacazsa" J Ie l. e lbeM rro jenauxx 06J IH-I 3 aBHCHOCTH, MO)f (p ;a nOMa)f (Y , a JIH rpa jao H u ;e JIOBHTOce He peur an ajy a aro -vlJIaHe nocaenaue nacazsa, OBa ce Hrpa 6aBlbelba HCKlbYl.HBOHaCHlbeM, xao>CJIep;HU;OM,Mopa 3aYCTaBHTH, aKOMHCJIHMOna rpajeao, HHp;HBHp;yaJIHO, rropo-{l.HO,rJI06aJIHO."MJIaneHo j 3Be3p ;H" je najrexce. Hap ; l bOM ce xop ac re nJ IH ll IaHH y s acna ra rs y, a

lp;a n peTepa, crapa, notipa 6aTHHa HJIH6ap npHl.a 0 lbO j, crynajy na cueny, ynpxoc.KOHYH 3aKoHop;aBU;Y. Y KpaTKHM BpeMeHcKHM pa3MaU;HMa ssesna p;O)f(HBlbaBa.ehan,e p; a je u;apHu; a, a nOTOMje pop;HTelb )f(eCTOKO6au;a na "nop;" . Pe3YJITaTH OBa-lor aacmrrarsa he c e BHp; eTHsa HeKOJIHKOronnna , xan OBa ren ep aua ja neue c ra ca ,Y pa3BHjeHHM 3eM lbaMa, y KojHMa saxononasau Ben rop;HHaMa Mallie poznrre-

~Ma 3aKOHOM, no KojeM je 6aTHHa aaf ipai seaa , noraba ce neurro l.YP;HO.POp;J1TelbJ1ocrajy npasn BJ1pTy03H y KOM6HHOBalbY nJIJ111IaHHXJ16aTJ1He. Jep;aH HeCpeTHJ1ran, HOBHHap rrosaaror axepasxor nneanor JIHCTa MH ncnpma cso je J1CKYCTBOonraja rsy c soj e p;Be neaoj-mue. Kazee , KaKO MajcTopcKH 6Hje c soje n eso ja aue ,HHKap;a r a HHCYnpnj aa an e. "CHrYPHO he sac TynJ1 xana MaJIO ojaxajy", peKox.-IE, nenojxaue, norryr MOjHX, He TyKy cxeae, TyKy cnoje MY)f(eBe", p;op;ap;e 3JIy-1p;0. Ianan l.OBeK.OH j e c aao cnaur asao CBOjy p;Y ll lY , J 1J IJ1je 6 ap TaKO MJ1CJI J10 .OHH HeBeIlITH, CTpallIlbJ1BJ1jJ1 nourryjy 3aKOH, aJIH KOM6HHyjy nmnuaae, rrosroh

:HXOJIOra H nHJIYJ Ie , H s a c e6e , J1 s a CBOjy p; eu;y . A xana , y npKoc cBeMY r rnmnaxa!u;a H3pacTY y HaCHJIHHKe, a ponarezs noxyura p;a ce HeBJ1HO 6paHH, nojasrsyje!r aj J 1CTH,CTpOrJ1 saxoaonasau, Ilpornaurasa ponnrezsa H ecnoc06HHM, HaCHJI-~M, 0p;Y3HMa My nere 3apap ; "BHIl IHX" p ;pYIllTBeHHX HHTepeca.

BeHY on Tyre H neua Hp op;HTelbH, a HHKOp;a ce nocern H nOCTaBH npaBO rnrra-e: KO c e TO Ben nyHHx uresnecer ronnna He3HaJIal.KH nOHrpaBa noponanascasera, )f(HBOTHMa lbYP;H, HaMenynJ1 HM npesasaheay ayTopHTapHy, TOTaJIHTapHYf lH ll IaHY p ;pecy py. Ko J1Ma npa so n a p;p ecypy Ha3HBa BaCnJ1Tal beM? 3 arOBopHH-~ oso r JI yp;HJI aOP; JIyqyj y 0 Cyp ;6HHH MJ1J IHOHaneue . OHH cyne ca spe sr eaoa POP ;J1-!lbY, Ka)f( lbaBajynH ra aajcrpaun ra je , MaTepHjaJ IHHM Ka3HaMa J1J lJ10p;Y3HMalbeMeue. Ileuy HM csreurrajy y xpamrrezscxe rroponaue, xoje U cawe KopHCTe nnxura-o nacrnrraise, jep sa p;pyro He aaajy, A xana HH xpaHHTelbH He nOMorHY, neua censone y nonpaaao-nacrnrrae YCTaHoBe. A IlITa HXTaMO xexa? Iloroznrrel!

Ha cpehy, xana p on arersa OTKPHjy JIenoTY saarsa CTBapaJIal.KOr aacmrrarsa,yriaa nocraje cnoaa xoja seayje neny H pop;HTelbe, rroponmry u;eJIy. IloponmryP;pyIliTBO. Ine je lby6aB Ty nacazsa nexra, rp;e aacazsa nexra, sa 3aKOHOM H 3aKO-onasuea rrorpefie HeMa.

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J ep;aH on peTKHx THnOBa nerera cTBopeH ayTOpJ1TapHHM aacmrraisex, y Tpa-p;HU;HOHaJIHoj n oponaua, je noopo nere - OTaU; xoaexa (nofiap l.OBeK). Ilpanoje l.yp;o na nocroje T pap;HU ;HOHaJIH e rroponaue xoje cy ycnene na u3Hep;pe UCTHH -CKHnotipor xoaexa, l. J1 jJ1e CBaKH xopax , CBaKO p;eJIO YTeMelbeHo na Jhy6aBJ1. YcTBapu, Tpap;J1U;UOHaJIHa noponana xoja je 6J1JIa U OCTaJIa p;eJIJ1MJ1l.HOyTopHTap-n a, j ep je y no rpe ti zsa sana p;Ba , on MorynJ1X r re r aYTOpHTapHHX BaCnJ1THHX Mop ;e -JIa, npxponao j e CBeTY CJIaJI ap ;e JIHMHl.HOnotipe lbyp;e. a l.eMYje pex! He pap;H ceo p;eTeTY nOTnYHo Ol.YBaHexapvoaaje, nOTnYHo oCTBapeHJ1X J13BOPHJ1Xnarona,nOTIlYHo xoaexae CBeCTH , jep cy yTJ1u;ajJ1, sacmrratsa y nopop;HU ;H , yrnnaj umpenopop ;Hu;e H p ;pYIllTBa BpJIO jaxx. 3Hal.H,He nocro ja CTBapaJ Ia l.KO nere y u ;eJIOCTJ1y OKBHPYTpap;HU;HOHaJIHe nopop;J1u;e.

To cy 6HJIa neua, xoja cy HMaJIa cpehy, p; a c e y paHoM ne rmsc rsy , naby MaKapnopep; jenne ocoee (MaMe, rare, 6aKe, nexe, KOMlllHHHu;e, TeTKe), xoja je H casraHMaJIa Ol.YBaHYXapMOHJ1jy H H3BpllIUJIa n03HTHBaH eMOU;HOHaJIHHyrxuaj na nere,BacnHTaBajynH ra 6e3 aYTopUTaPHOCTJ1 . Hajsaacaaje je 6uJIO, y paHOM p;eTHlbCTBY,6HTH nopep; T aKBe ocotie, T aKBHX lbYP;H. CBH P;OU;HUjHyraua ja HJ1CYHMaJIH Monna y nOTnYHocTH cpyllie xapaoanjy nerera.

Taj MOp;eJIH3 n erarscraa ce xyaao, xao rpYMeH 3JIaTa H KOPHCTHOYTpeHYU;H-Ma CBeCHOCTH. Y 6pO jHHM )f (HBOTHHM crr ryanxj ax ra l.OBeKayTopHTapHe CBeCTHKOPJ1CTJ1aYTopHTapHY p;06pOTY. To 3HaqH CeJIeKTHBHY,J1HTepeCHY, HayqeHY aJIJ1 HJ1CTJ1HCKY,.J1CTY,Y TpeHyU;HMa CBeCHOCTH.Tpap;J1U;HoHaJIHa nopop;Hu;a je on aaj-paHJ1jer nermscraa YJIHBaJIa CBOMel.ep;y,MHJIOM J1JIHCJ1JIOM,CJ1CTeMMOpaJIHJ1XHOPMJ1J1Bpep;HOCTJ1, BpeMeHa y KojeM )f(HBe. ,1J;eTeje yHanpep; 3HaJIO IlITa je noopo,


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urra noure, WTa rrpJ1XBaTJ1TJ1,a WTa OCYP;J1TJ1,CBeje 6J1JIOy CKJIap;yca MOpaJIOMoje je p;J1KTJ1paJIOnaro P;pyWTBO. To cy nponasne Bpep;HOCTJ1J1aKOje HeWTO6J1JIO)6po 3a jenno BpeMe, 3HaJIO ce p;a nehe 6 J1Hf noopo y HOBOMspes reny.

TorrJ1JIe cy ce nponaaae, aJIJ1 cy ce y CB aKO Hapep;Ho p;06a rrpeHOCJ1JIe Be'IHe,enponasne Bpep;HOCTJ1.ITpOJIa3He Bpep;HOCTJ1rroTpe6yjy J1 rrpOJIa3Hy p;06pOTY..nax MO)f(eMOcr rpaBoM 3aKJbyqJ1TJ1p;a je J1TaKBa p;06poTa 6J1JI a a a KOPJ1CTP;py_(TBa J1rropop;J1u;e. PeTKJ1cy 6J1JIJ1rrospeaeno CBeCHJ1J1y TJ1MTpeHYU;J1Macy jacnopaBJ1JIJ1pa3JIJ1Ky J13Meljy CTBapaJIa 'IKe, Be'IHe, YHJ1Bep3aJIHe A06poTe J1aYTopJ1-lpHe, rrpOJIa3He notipore. Kana 6J1 ce BpahaJIJ1 HeCBeCHOCTJ1YHKU;J10HJ1CaJIJ1 ya rrpJ1HU;J1rrJ1MaaYTOpJ1TapHe, J1HTepeCHe notipore J1JIJ1notipore J 13 crpaxa.

Ha cpehy y CBJ1MBpeMeH J1Ma cy n ocro jan e CTBap aJIa'IKe, u;eJIOBJ1Te, CBeCHeJ1'IHOCTJ1KOjJ1cy y CBaKOMTpeHyTKy J1MaJIejacaohy J1MoryhHOCT na pa3JIJ1KyjypOJIa3HO on Be'IHOr, nourryjyha J1CKJbyqJ1BOBe' IHe Bpep;HOCTJ1.TaKBJ1 JbyP;J1cye 3aJIaraJIJ1 aa J1CTJ1HCKOA06po, sa 'IOBeKa J1'IeCTO cy J1MaJIJ1cYK06e ca Jbyp;J1Maoja cy J1HCJ1CTJ1paJIJ1a rrourrosarsy, KJIaCHJ1X,MOpaJIHJ1XBpep;HOCTJ1.BJ1JIJ1cyo P;J1BOBJ1KOj J1cy BOP;J1JIJ1IOBe'IaHCTBO aanpen.

Ca TJ1M A06pJ1M, CTBapaJIa'IK J1M p;eTeTOM, 'IOBeKOM (OH HJ1je y KaTerOpJ1jJ1lIyP; J1nooap"), rOTOBO CBJ1zcene p;a ycnoc ra ae Be3Y, a e xa n J1c an , CBJ1Maonr os a-a ja'IJ1Ha, BJ1p;HaXapMOHJ1ja J1CJ1ryPHOCTKOjOMapaxe TaKBJ1JbYP;J1.YKOJ IJ1KOOBOere, OBaKaB ' IOBeK HeMa jacny CBeCT 0 Bpep;HOCTJ1csoje A06poTe, J1 aKO 3 60r fbe: csoje pa3JIJ1'IJ1TOCTJ1,'IeCTO J1MaJ1npotineaa , CBJ1p;pyr J1 he HeCBeCHOnoxyuia-am p;a ra spare na aYTopJ1TapHY P;06pOTy.Kon p;eu;e J1 onpacmrx, KOjJ1rrocep;y jy CTBapaJIa 'IKY A06pOTy, raj rro ja sr Be' IHe

lotipore HJ1je ocseurhen. ITOCTOjJ1peanaa orraCHOCT p;a J1Mcpenaaa y KOjOjpa cTy( )f(J1BepyWJ1 XapMOHJ1jy J1p;a speaeaov TaKBJ1JbYP;J1onycrajy on A06poTe, oP;y-rajyha on ce6e.

A aH ac je Ba)f(HO na A06po nere J1Majacay CBeCT0 CBOjOjrr03J1TJ1BHOCTJ1,CBeCTt Bpep;HOCTJ1TaKBe A06poTe , na ynanpehyje snaise CTBap aJIa'IKOr aacm rrarsa J1BeCHO,p;y60KJ1M rrapTHepCKJ1M Op;HOCJ1Ma,ovoryha p;aJbJ1rr03J1TJ1BaHpaCT ce6J1( r r03J1TJ1BaHpac r CBJ1MaOHJ1MaKOjJ1ce a a r se ra s esyj y J1JIJ1y 'IJ1jeM ce OKpY)f(e-by Halje.

ITocToje JbYP;J1KOjJ1cy, J1nopen CHa)f(HOryrmraja aYTOpJ1TapHOr aacmrrarsa, y(OPOP ;J1U; J11WJ1pe, O'IYBaJIJ1CBOjyXapMOHJ1jy. Pe' I je 0 reHJ1jJ1Ma KOjJ1cy rrop;apJ1-(J1'IOBe'IaHCTBY nnonose, KOjJ1cy oMoryhJ1JIJ1 J1CTJ1HCKJ1MaTepJ1jaJIHJ1 J1p;YXOB-IJ1pac r JbYp;J1.f eHJ1jJ1c r sapa jy J13 ' IOBe 'IHe paBHJ1, ' IOBe 'IHa nena, yrexezseaa nale'IHJ1M rrpJ1HU;J1rrJ1Ma.

MHOrJ1 BeJIJ1KJ1cTBapaOU;J1 cy 6J1JI J1reHJ1jJ1y ' IJ1Hy craapaisa , na 6J1 y CBaKO-~HeBHoM )f(J1BOTY6J1JIJ1jaxe aYTOpJ1TapHe JIJ1'IHOCTJ1,ca KJIaCHOM,rrpOJIa3HOM

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6 OTOM. H)J1XOBa reHJ1jaJIHOCT rrorryr cYH'IeBe CBeTJIOCTJ1,)f(J1BJ1y lbJ1XOBJ1MAO P . ., .a lbJ1XOB J13BOPHJ1HarOH aa CTBapaJIaWTBOM Je J13Y3eTHo jax , Jep reHJ1Je~-. .J.1Maurra p;a nonynx 'IOBe'IaHcTBY IJ;eJIOBJ1TOCTa3BoJa csora nyxa HJ1CYnocernn,. ie aYTOpJ1TapHJ1CJ1CTeMaacmrra tsa 6J10 MohaH.Jep J .A una ce p ;eIllaBa ca caBpeMeHJ1M, rrJIJ1WaHJ1Mrenepauajasra J1fbJ1XOBOMnoopo-TOM? J.1Majy J IJ1 je yo nurre? CBaKO nere aa CBeT P;OHOCJ1KJIJ1U;yA06pOTe, aJIJ1 ceOHanon yT J1u;a jeM rrJIJ1WaHe, a jour rope y KOM6J1HaU;J1jJ1eaJIHe J1rrJIJ1WaHe rrpJ1-

e vonur re He MO)f(epa3BJ1TJ1.3aTo nanac TOJIJ1KOIeCTO JbYP;J1Tpap;J1U;J10HaJIHeHYA,cBeCTJ1nocrarosaiy mrrarse: "lliT a ce TOp;aH ac n eurasa, 3 aWTO BJ1WeHeMa p;06pJ1XJbYP;J1"?OHJ1 ce mrrajy, jep J1Majy cehafb~ aa BpeMe y xojex cy pa~JIJ1. ITJIJ1WaHereHepaU;J1je J1He nocrasrsajy OBOrnrran,e Jep P;06pOTY He rrperrosnajy y ce6J1, HJ1TJ1J1Majy norpeoy aa fbOM.

KaKO MO) f( e noxnenan , a rp ec xaa a, 3 aBJ1p; aH zr ei s, HeCBeCTaH, oryhea, a TaKBJ1cy MHOrJ1,jep cy ) f(pTBe r rJ IJ1WaHOr sacmrra rsa, p ;a npenosaajy A06pOTY y ce6J1J1p;pyroM. Caapesrene renepauaje nesrajy 'IaK HJ1cpehy p ;a J1XHeKOy'IJ1 KJIaCHJ1MBpep;HOCTJ1Ma,rrpOJIa3HJ1M jep je OBO speae y xojesr cy CBe Bpep;HOCTJ1aa rrJIO'IJ1)f(J1BOTa,J1notipo J13JIO ce HYP;J1.TJIJ1WaHJ1IOBeK ca re rrJIO'Ie 6J1pa carao OHOWTOje fbeMY CJIJ1'IHO.Ha J1HTepHeTY nocroje Be'IHe Bpep;HOCTJ1, aJIJ1 ce y TOj KyTJ1jJ1xpaje J1CBO3JIO CBeTa. ITJIJ1WaHJ1MaJIJ1WaHJ1nehe OTBapaTJ1 cajrose 6J16JIJ10TeKa,YMeTHJ1'IKJ1Xanepxja . .. a JI J1he 3aTOcare r rpOBOp;J1TJ1ua J1rpJ1u;aMa, HajHeJbyp;CKJ1-jer canpscaja, aa rrop ao rp arpaja CBJ 1X06 JIJ1Ka, na caxynrsarsy J1crrpa3HJ1X J1HOp-MaU;J1ja,na xcnpasnoa heperaisy J1 oroBapafbY, na HeKOM ejc6yKy J1JIJ16pOjHJ1Mrrpa3HJ1M opYMJ1Ma, y3 aajsehx WYHp;,ysrpezcaaajyha ce ca ce6J1 CJIJ1'IHJ1Ma.

Casro n a jen ao m rrarse je B a)f(HOp;aTJ1o nroso p. "Aa JIJ1je nofipora HOBJ1Xrerre-pauaja rpajao J13ry6JbeHa"? Ha cpehy, HJ1je. Oaor xaca xan noponaua OP;JIyqHO0p;6aU;J1 rrJIJ1WaHY J1 peaJIHy rrpJ1HYP;y, sane-nose rrpou;ec spahatsa nerera, aJIJ1J1 pomrrersa J13BOpy, J13BOPHJ1MeMOU;J1jaMa, J13BOPHJ1Mnorpefiasra. KOJIJ1KOhenyro rp aiara rrpou ;ec "Op;BpTafba" Te HaKa3He crrJ1paJIe Y KOjO j je C rraKOBaHO 3JIOJ1CBJ1HaWJ1 rrp06JIeMJ1, CBaKaKO3aBJ1CJ1on J1CKpJ1BJbeHOCTJ113BOPHJ1XeMOU;J1-ja. Ty apexse He J1rpa Ba)f(HY yJIory. Bazcno je KpeHyTJ1 J1CTJ1hJ1hesro CJ1rypHo nanpaBJ1 r ry r, BOJIJ1Mrta Ka)f(eM: "Byp;J1Te CTprrJbJ1BJ1.AKo CTe KPJ1BJ1JIJ1 ecer ro nx-ua, pap;J1Te aa J1CrrpaBJbafbY, na KOMYHJ1KaU;J1jJ1e 3 Ka3He J1 n arpane, 6ap necernana, a rrO)f(eJbHO 6J1 6J1JIO J1necer MeCeU;J1".Bpesrexosr, y Op;CyCTBy ayropnrap-HOCTJ1,BpahaMo ce na noxerax, aa 113,BopHeeMOU;J1jexa JbYTfbY,3p;paBy J1rrpeKonOTpe6HY, xa panocr 6e3 xoje ce He MO)f(e, aa 6pJ1ry xao 3aWTJ1THY eMOU;J1jy,naryry, jaxo Ba)f(HY J1 na J13BOPHJ1,pe aJ IHJ1 CTPax , aa 'IYBapa HaWJ1X )f(J1BOTa.Tana~O'IJ1fby eMOU;J1jena KpY)f(e CJI060P;HO, onpxcaaajyha TOJIJ1KOnorpe tiay XapMOHJ1-JY u ;e no r rena J1HapaBHO zryxa. TeK cana CMO3aKOpa' IJ1JIJ1 na r ryT CBeCHOCTJ1,na

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fT ,U06poTe , CTBapaJ Ia qKe, s e-n re , n a nyT ,U06pa, KaO YHl1Bep3aJIHe xareropaje.


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I ,U06poTa c e HeYQl1cnozs a, iso] ce He nrarryhe urra je ,U06po, a urra Hl1je, jep jeI ,U 06pOT a ynu caaa, yHyT ap csaxor xo aexa.

J1CTpajaBajynl1 na qOBeqHl1M Op;HOCl1Ma,na OP;HOCl1Ma,6e3 Ka3He 116e3 narpane,I a311MOy cnxpa zry BpJ Il 1Ha, YJI a311MOrpaj ao y crarse eMOQ110HaJIHexapvoaaje.ana CBe llITO ql1Hl1MO,ql1Hl1MO 113paBHl1 ,U06pOTe. Bpara Jhy6aBl1, OHe c a KOjOM\10 pohena ce orsapajy 6e3 Hallie BOJbe. ,U06pOTa 11Jhy6aB rr oc ra jy "KOHTPOJIO-a" pa3YMa, nOCJIexe ra ce ayTOpl1TapHa CJI060p;a , naaac 3BaHa aaapxaja, MOP;l1


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HOCI1pohersesr.vb paBHI1 c raapa naxxor a ac rn rr ars a Bep6a lII 13aM je naj ae za opamra ja 061 II1Ksac-raisa , xana og nerera TpCDKI1Tega 6yge Mopa lIHo y HeMOpa lIHI1M,aYTopl1TapHI1MrIOBI1Ma)l(MBOTa . CBI1 CaBeTI1 pororrersa cy, yrnaanosr, y cKlIagy ca 60)l(aHCKI1MII1HQl1rrI1Ma.Ponarezs caseryje na nere 6yge y Jby6aBI1, n a 6yge ,Uo6po, spenno,11liTeHO,rryno BplIl1Ha, 11CBeTO 61Iar l1M pe'-l I1Ma , c a g06pOM HaMepoM. Haxca-ICT,360r nenpecraae ynorpetie rrmnnane 111I11 eanne rrpl1Hyge CBe ocraje narrl1M pe'-lI1Ma , jep nere He MO)l(e611TMnourreao, aKOje r rOXJIer rHO,a r rOXJIe rrHOje? ra rr0311TI1BHOYClIOBlbaBaMO, He MO)l(e611TI1BpegHo, aKOra npeaaurrahyjere.Ha)l(alIOCT, CBI1CaBeTI1 pomrrezsa ce He MOry crrpOBeCTI1y r rpaKCI1,YKOlI l1KOce

rerxonao He yKI1Hy Ka3Ha , narpana 11npeaanr rnhaaaa,e, y BaCrrMTal-bY.0 '-leMY: pagl1?Kana rrlIl1111aHI1pomrrezs CXBaTMga I 1Ma ja xo nyno rrporryCTa y BaCnI1Tal-bY,na

T pe3YlITaTI1 nlIl1111aHOr sacnararsa 1I01ll11,na je nere a rpeCI1BHO, HenOClIYl llHO,DXJIerrHO,nerso, HeCBeCHO,6e30cehajHo, rana pororrers y cT paxy , np elIa3M n a yrro-Je6y Bep6alIM3Ma y BaCnMTal-bYnerera, 11nan.e ynopHo npnaeisyjyh nlIl1111aHe.Ilere ClIYllla npasne pe'-ll1, KaKO6116111I0nerro na y pagM OBOMlIl1OHO, ga Mopa

a 6yge notipo, naMeTHO, rrocrryurao, nerro BaCnI1T aHO, g a H e x pan e, ga H e n azce,a nourryje crapn je, H aCTaBHI1Ke, ponarerse, na, na, ga je OBO nerto, OBO PY)l(HO,BO nocanao, OBO 3a6aBHO, OBO je " I1H", OBO "OYT". CBe OBOpomerezs 113rOBapanOMl1plbl1BOM TOHy, 61Iaro, ca )!(elbOM na nere CXBaTI1KaKO My je pog l1Telb naj-eha npnjarezs. CB e OB e s eptianae 3aXTeBe nere )!( el Il1ga YCBOjl1, jep cy ise rose[3BOpHe rrorpetie, y c xnany ca pe'-l I1Ma pog l1Te lb a, a na c y 113BopHe nor pe ti a onas-[0 I1CKpI1BlbeHe,Ha)l(alIOCT.Ilere )! (e lIl 1na 6yge y Ml1py c a CBI1Ma ,He )l (e lI l1 nonerr e 11c yxot ie 113aTO Henpe-

:TaHOotiehasa na he I1cnyHMTI1CBe3aXTeBe pogl1Te lba. Ha)!(alIOCT, xana nere MallOIOpaCTe 11CXBaTMga Te 3aXTeBe He MO)l(e I1cnYHI1TI1 ,OHOBplIO gpCKO npeKl1gaiom rrezs a pe'-lI1Ma: "IlpecT aH I1 ga Me ry un nu , csrapan r!" K aKO MO)l(e n eis o nere,coje BI1 nenpecrano npesanrrahyjere on paga na BaM ofieha na he on cyTpa 6MTl1spenno, xana KOg iseroaor aeacnyisenor sanarxa BI1 onsrax non sr eher e a au ra neha.

I lp l1HygoM, n03MTMBHI1Mycnosrsasaisea, npesaur rahaaa rsea, 31I0ynoTpe60MVlMI1TaTOpCKor061II1Ka yxetsa, ponarezs cTBapa nexoae-rae YClIoBe )l(I1Blbel-ba, KOjl1He noaaozsasajy ga nere peannsy]e 11jenaa Bep6alIHI1 3aXTeB pomrrezsa. Pacxopax113Meljy cersa 11MoryhHocTI1 gOBOgl1 go cyxotia.

AYTopl1TapHO aacmrraise, 61II1)1(esep tian as aa, 3aXTeBa nesroryhe: 611TMMopa-nan y HeMOpal IH I1M YClIOBI1Ma)l(I1BOTa, 611TI1cnooonas y YClIOBI1MaKOjl1He OMO-ryhasajy cnooony, noha go caraopeanaaauaje, a rrpeTxogHO TI1rrlIl1111aHI1I1CKpl1Be

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HapYllieHa xapnoaxja.HeMohaH pog l1Telb KOPMCTI1Bep 6alIM3aM aa crsap arse '-l BpCT I1XCTABOBA.

CTaBoBI1 cy neonxomnr casro lbygMMa KOjM HI1CYY xapssoaaja. Kana pomrrezsO'-lyBa nerery x aps son ajy , x ana CTBOPI1 x on ean e YClIoBe )l(I1Blbelba, ) l(I1BOT 6e3ayT0p I1TapHOCTM, r ana ner e ) l( I1BI 1y r rornyaoj xapxoaajx ca C060M, ponxrezsn-Ma ,gpYlliTBOM 11npxponosr 111IaKOI1cnYl-baBa BI1COKOMopalIHe 3aXTeBe npyurrsa,HapO' -l I1TOaKO ce noxnana jy ca Be' -lHI1Mspemrocrroaa xoje nexce y OCHOBI1naurer113BopHor 6Mha. CBe l-b erOBepeaxuaj e cy r r03I1T11BHe,y cxnany ca 113BOPHI1MnOTpe-6aMa, n ere pearyj e 1 136l 1h a, a He 113rnase.

CaMO cy rnasn nOTpe6HI1 CTaBOBI1 ,611hy He. HapaBHO ga H l1je CBaKI1pa3rOBOpca geTeToM sepoanasaa. AKO ce noponxua norosopa 11BOlbHO YKI1He ynorpetiynlIl1111aHI1X,o an a pa3 rOBOpl1 rro crajy rrp aaa, '-lOBe'-lHM,nocne KOjMXMne re MPOgM-rers yspacrajy y ,U06pOTM MJby6aBM. To amue HMjeBep6al IM3aM, seh xoaexaa pas-fOBOp KOjMnerery o cserzsasa nYT eBe reurx or )l(MBl bel-bay aYTopMTapHOCTM, xojeje csyna OKOHac, y OBOMnpenaanoa nepMogy, noczre xojer Hac xexa BpeM e paB -aorezce M3Meljy MaTepMjal IHor MgYXOBHor . Ilopen CBMXnperrpexa aa xoje nereHaMlIa3M y CBOMOKpY)l(el-bY,c ra apanaxxa l IM '-lHOCThe y cnerx n a OCTaH e n a n yT y'-lOBe'-lHOCTMMgYXOBHor y3paCTalba. 3aTO cy '-lOBe'-lHMpas ro sopa Mel leM aa gyl il ynerera. Kana rroxaere ga capahyjere ca nereroa, aa CTBap alIa'-lKMMnpMHQMnMMa,Bep6alIM3aM aecraje, a l-berOBOMeCTO3aY3MMajy npaBM lbygCKY pa3rOBopM, nocneKOjl1Xyspacra 11nere, am r 11ponxrezs.

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I lmnnana neua TaKO BellITO YlMYlTYlpajyOApaClIe, jep neua YlMajynpYlpOAHO CHa-)f(aH YlMYlTaTOpCKYl61IYlK yxeisa, 're xonxja nocraje 60lba on oparnaa na . Caspe-MeHYl'lOBeK je 3aAYlBlbeH xomrj aaa , azn r HYlHe nacnyhyje na xo rn rj a Y lMaCBOjPOKrpa ja rsa, y3 HeMoryhHoCT na YlKaAanOCTaHe 0pYlrYlHa lI. Ilornenajre, Ae'lYlje eranre,Ae' lYlje eapoaasa je , Ae' lYlje My3Yl 'lKe


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M3paBHM Jby6aBM M ,il;06pOTe.Ilaaac, P;OK jour rpaje, MJIM ce seurrasxa onpzcaaa ayroparapaa nMpaMMp;a, ya

rrojaoh ner npe)f(MBeJIMX cnozsaunsnx BacnMTHMX MOp;eJIa,norabajy ce nojase npo-TMBHe snpaaoj naxerx. ,il;eTe je CTaBlbeHOaa BPX nopomorae "nMpaMMp;e", M orynaTOJIMKMxaoc. Ilere j e CTaBlbeHO M na BPXnpyurrseae, orrer aenocrojehe "nMpaMM-ne", CBM ce ynaryjy Haj60lbeM norpourasy, KaKO je Moryne na aac "nJIMIllaHO" nereBOP;My KpeMpalb y Mrapa , xyrroanae, P;OKOJIMQe, IllKOJICKMXnporpava, xana TO HMjen ere Ben BMpTyeJIHM jYHaK, KOjM CBe IllTO Tpa)f(M on Op;paCJIMXecre aanosorsen,eCBOjMXnJIMllIaHMX, MCKpMBlbeHMXnorpetia. Kaxo MO)f (e, TO MCKpMBlbeHOBMpTyeJIHOn ere na san oae na pomrre zs ro aa , n a y n ecero j rop ;MHM )f(MBOTa Tpa)f(M p;a onnyxyje 0CBOMnyry, j ep OHT060 )f (e 3Ha n rra j e sa i se ra not ip o, Kaxo MO)f(eBMpTyeJIHM MaJIM-ma, c rapau y MJIap ;OMTeJIY,p ;a xasce p;ep;M op; cenavnecer ronana KaKO OH paayne)f(MBOT 60lbe on nene. Illro j e aaj crpauma je Op;paCJ IMno-nosy na sepyjy y TO, a HeBMp ;ena j e MaJ IM ll Ia BMpTyeJ IHM crapau KOjMnonYT nanar aj a noaaazsa OHO l lITO Myje cepsxpao expan, rseroaax "CMTHMX" necer romma )f(M BO Ta. He yotipaxcaaajren a c y OBe re aep au aje n as re raa ]e o n rrpe rx on nax. OHe ) f(MBey MH


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HOBe onnoce, ITa THMeH HOBe canpxcaje.Y craapanasxoj rrOpOp;HIJ;H,Ma xojer o6lIHKa OHa 6HlIa , lbyP;H h e qyTH jep;Hl1

npyre, )KHBehe y P ;OlIHHH, ca qBPCTHM ynyrpaunsioa p;HjaMaHTHMa, CBeCHl1 11npenyaa Jhy6aBH H Ilotipore. Ine cy Jhy6aB H ,[(o6p0Ta, T y je xspcra sesa Me1)ylbyp;HMa. Ty je xapaoanja nojenanua, Ty je xapaoazja y Op;HOCl1Ma,CBece CYCTl1qe11nornouaace na ce CBHcaaocnosnajy, cavopeanasyjy 11cassoocrnape, YBeKKp03Jhy6aB. ,[(eTe He )KelIHHl1 BlIaCT,Hl1poncrao, jep 11jenno H npyro pyllIl1 XapMOHl1jyy lbeMy, y noponaux. J.13aTO nere nopyxyje, casro ra Ml1He qyjeMO: Hehy BlIaCT!Xohy npaso na cTBapalIaqKY noponauy, xohy npaso na Jhy6aB!

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I1ET I1JIMIIIAHMX. - I1ETM 3BOPHMX EMOUMJA

06paUlUUle UaJICtbyq OBeK ce paha ca ner W3BOPHWX eMo~wja, xoje wMajy 3alllTWTHY cpyHK~wjy.KaKO 6w 6e6a noasana MajKy Wyn030pwlIa je p;a je rnanna, na HeMa eMO~W-jy lbYTlbe. KaKO 6w joj noxasana p;a je 601IW cToMatmh p;a HeMa eMo~wjy r yre,KOjOM he W3pa3WTW 601I Wnorpefiy aa MajqWHWM npwcycTBOM. Ilaxzre, poheisevP;OHOCWMO:lbyTlby, panocr, 6pwry, Tyry, CTpax. Marro nere je qWCTO, na W3BO-py je WlIaKO ycnoCTaBlba eMo~woHalIHy xapaoaajy jep ce xpehe y OKBWPYOBWXner exouaja.

BpeMeHOM y ayTopwTapHWM YClIOBWMa )f(WBOTa esrouaje ce aacnojasajy, Melba-jy CBOjy CTpyKTypy, op; W3BOPHWX, 3p;paBWX, 3alllTWTHWX eMo~wja, npeKO nOTW-CHyTWX, aacnojemrx, aarnann-ennx, WCKpWBlbeHWX,CBe P;OCMpTHWX rpeXOBa. BpojeMO~wja nocraje orpoxraa jep je peq 0 cyticrpyxrypaaa, Ha eMo~wjw rsyrise, carrojaqaHOM npWHyp;OM, janzsa ce HOBW 061IWK rsyrne, lbYTlba aa lbYTlbW, 3HaqW6ec WTaKO CBe P;O CMpTHor rpexa. KOlIWKO WKaKBO he ce xpxsn.ea,e W3BOPHWXeMOl~wja P;OroP;WTW,3aBWCWop; 6poja ayTopwTapHWX BacrrWTHWX Mop;elIa, lbWXOBejaqWHe WyqeCTalIOCTW lbWXOBe npnxese, Hap; qOBeKOM WHapaBHO CBe 3aBWCWWop; rrpWpop;He KOHCTwTy~wje xoaexa. Hxcy CBWlbyP;W jenaaxo OTnopHW xa rr oje-Al1:HeBaCnl1:THe Mop;elIe.

y TpaAl1:~l1:0HalIHoj nopop;w~w cpW3WqKaKa3Ha Wnerra peq cy 6WlIW rrpwcyTHW,alll1: je Ka3Ha ynpaxosaaana pelIaTWBHO peTKO jep je CBaKO nere yHanpep; 3HaJIOrrpaBl1:11axoja Mopa na nourryje. TeK nOIllTO 6w rrpaBWlIa 6wJIa rrpeKpllleHa nere6l1: 6l1:1I0 )f(eCTOKO xaaosaaaao, QH13W'IKH HlIH Bep6aJIHO. nOCJIe,o;H~e HHCY 6HJIe

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IpOHal la3H CBOra p;pyra H y6Hja ra. CBe llH'-lH na y6HCTBO C rrpep;YMHIIIJbajeM. Tap;a IIIeCTa eneprnja, (nornenajre OpaH)K KPY)KHHU;y), eneprnja Panocrx, 3ap;0-BOJbCTBa,.I(06poTe, .I(06pe HaMepe, P;OHOCHCBaKOMqllaHY rropop;Hu;e yHyTpaIIIlbH


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ieMa xcyptie, jep arpexar npohe y TpeHY, amr rnes, xao rrOTrrYHO 60lleCHO cran.erMa, rpaje H '-lHH HaCHJba MO)Ke6HTH p;yro onnaran, aznr he 6HTH H3BpIIIeH. Hajxe.,uhe )KpTBa 6HBa casro OKHp;a'-l sa npaaosea,e "rrpeTHc noaua", 110BOP; HHje MHoroJHTaH, 6HTHO je na ce HaCHl lHHK oCl l060P;H orpoMHor TepeTa KOjH HOCH Y ce6H,na ce oClI060P;H orposrae Har reTOCTH, xao nocnenaue rryroronxnnse rrOTHCKHBa-ae zsyrrse, xoja ce xonuenrpoaana y rnes, xao CMpTHH rpex.

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jacay CBeCT rta jene H UITa j ene, na 'reno MO)Ke na nperrosna xana My je H KOllHKOxpaae AOCTa H TaKO peAOM.

,1J;eT eje CBe H aH3meA CXBaTHllO , a nx xan a My rrpBH rryT rrOCT aBHTe pY'IaK, aHrpa'IKy He nare, nonynehe OA6eca , oA6Hjahe xpaHY , ynapahe aac. MHpHO yxno-HHTe r ai snp, 3 aMOl lHTe na one y CBOjycot iy , KaKO6H OCTal lH pyqal lH na MHpy. ,1J;eTehe y 6ec y rOBopHTH AaBHHHCTeA06pa MajKa , AaCTemyrrH, Aa a ac He BOllH... C aMOMHpHO. Baura eMOQHOHallHa xarexarenuaja caspureno C PYHKQHOHHIlle,BH CTe,HaH3meA rpyria, a llH pe3YllTaTH CTBapal la 'IKe ,1J;06poTe he YCKOPO6HTH BHAHH.Banre nere rrocraje 3aAOBOJbHO,j ep c llYIl la c no je r ene, BH 3aAOBOJbHH jep je KOHa'I-HO QHPKYCOKOxpalbelba ormuao H3 n ame xyhe, 3aYBeK H TaKO peno.

Y aYTopHTapHoM CBeTYH A06pOTa H eMOQHOHallHa HHTellHreHQHja cy HeIllTOcnorsaunse H CBe Mopa A a 6YAe cno zsa H Apecyp a H MaHHcpeCTaQHja rro cnenxuaApecHpalba. EHTHO je cnozsaunse, a yHyTpaIlllbH HeMHpH ce TpeHyTHo He BHAe,crora HHCYHH Ba)KHH. ,1J;0HeAaBHO CTe MHCllHl lH na 6HTH A06pa MajKa 3Ha 'IH nereHaKJbYKaTHrOMHllOM 3ApaBe HllH aesnpase xpaH e, a H a'IHH na KOjHCTeTOp aAH-l lH , HOCHnecarnenase rrocnennue y 6YAyhHOCTH. Ilocnenaue, OHe y 6YAyhHOCTHHe 11HTepecyjy ayTopHTapHy CBeCT.Cn ozsau ns n QHJb j e rrOCTHrHYT. ,1J;eTeje CHTO.

Y CTBapa lla' IKOM je CBe H3HYTpa. Knnue ,1J;06poTe H l by6aBH cy y HaMa. YHy-TpaIlllbe ce He ApeCHpa. Onroj sa craap anau rrso CTBapa YCllOBe y KojHMa xnn uenapacrajy. He Mopa ce ,1J;06poTa MaHHcpecToBaTH, na O'IeKHBaHH Ha' IHH, a llH je yHy-Tpa Il ll bH MHP ,KOjHce BpeMeHoM CTH'Ie , r rOTBpAana je ,1J;06pO'IHHHTeJbna A06pOMr ryTy . Bau re ner e, jene M albe, y OAHOCYna APyro, allH BH He nopemrre sam e nereHH ca KHM,j ene OBO,a oA6Hja OHO,IllTO BHnourryjere, He pacre y rroxnernror 'IOB e-xa jep H e j en e H3HHTepeca, jene xana je maAHO, a He xana ra rrOACTaKHe pexnaxa,sau te n ere je 3ApaBO, H aKOMpIllaBO, aau re n ere je 3 aAOBOJbHO ,x ao H BH. 3aAOBOJb-CTBO,,1J;06pOTaH Jbyfias nonas e H3HyTpa , I llTOHe rro rp eI llHBO oceha jy CBHy aaiuevOKpY)KelbY, a TO aajjaxe ocehare BHH s aure n ere.

Onpacrao CTe ' IOB eK, BpeAaH, HayqeH aa OHO: "Y ce H y caoje xzsyce", jep CTe6HllH BpllO crpo ro sacnaraaaaa, y T paAHQHOHallH oj rro pOAHQH . qHT aBo AeTHlb-CTBOCTe 6HllH Jby 60MOpHH n a M lla1 )er 6p aT a KOjH j e 6HO npes aurrn hen OA paAa,p ena. T IOCTaOje n apasar KOjHje OCTao ys pOAHTeJbe, CBeAOlbHXOBeCMpTH.A OHAacy BaM y HaClleACTBOOCTaBHllH, cana onpacnor, CPH3H'IKH3ApaB or arnr H3Y3eTHonei so r 'IOBeKa. JIe)KH, He paAH, r rOTpOIl lHO HMeTaK, a onna nou rao na aaura spara.na I1 a asra sezce OM'I y OKOBpaTa .

11MaTe ABa r ryTa: TIPBI1je na HaCTaBHTe na ra n peaaurrnhyjere, xao lIlTO cy TOpOAHTeJbH paAI111H.AKO CTe CHpOMalIlaK, onpauahere ce MHoro xera, na 6H napa-3l1TH narse n ap aasrrapao. AKO CTeMaTepl1j al lHo 60raTH, ca naxohos, here OABOjHTI1

p;YXOBHHpaCT. CBH he a ac XBa llHTH, AaCTenpaBH xpaur ha na n, KOjl1He A03BOJbaBap;aMy 6paT 6YAernanaa. BH here ce XBallOM rroropp;HTH, ana here I1MaTHnOTI1CHY-TI16ec jep CBeCT npenosaaje na onaj rryT HHje A06ap, na saure nezro HHje 113paBHHI1CTI1HCKe1J;06poTe , j ep na lbeMY HeMa nyxoa ao r Y3paCTa lba s au rera 6paTy. ,1J;OHO-Cl1heTe My c sa xo r nana rOTOBYpa fi y, YMeCTOna r a Hayql1Te Aa r r eua, rrOKpeHYBIllHra na paA H peA Pe'I je 0 KBa3H A06pOTH, xoja je naaac BHAHa y csaxoj noponn-QI1,y ne no Apy Il lTBy .

,1J;pym rryT je craapana-nor. Ha TOM r ryTy ' IOBeK nosraxce 611H)f(lbeM na nyreapap;a pasna ja ce6e, xao CPI1311 'IKOH AYXOBHO6l1he . Osaj nyT he 6l1Tl1 6011aH H sasac I1 sa isera. Baur 6paT he MOpaTI1 Aa crpana, Aa 6YAe I1 r nanan, na aac ocyhy-je, Aa sac Mp3H, Aa BaM 3aBI1AI1,Mopahe Aa OCeTI1noczrenxue caor nyroronaunserrrapa3l1THpalb a. (C eT I1T e ce CTap e 6 aCHe 0 QBP 'IK y H MpaBY). JeAI1HOje TO rryT A ace noxpene "QBp 'IaK " I1 n o-me A aY3p aCTa.

CBaKY 3ApaBY axunjy nersor 'IOBeKa sazsa nOAP)f(aTI1, MOTI1BI1CaTHra, HaY'II1-TH r a p aAY, a paA je MHoro rora, TIOHYAI1THMy HayK H YCllOBeaa paA, YCllOBesaorxpaaarse 3aMpllHX ran euara, aKOHayK HYCl lOBe aa pan OAs ac xohe HllH Tpa)f(H.fOTOBYpH6y My He AOHOCI1TI1.P l16a Mopa 6HTH yneuana 111111apaheaa, 11 noxehena neua, 3anaMTI1Te . YCKOpOhe BaM 6l1Tl1 Ay60KO saxaazran jep KOHa' IHOno-nosena crrosaaje ce6e, x ao J bYACKO ,paAHO 6Hhe. HHCTe ra x ax osaaana, HH aarpahaaa-nH aa npenysere axuxje, HaKO je MHore saure rrocTyrrKe AO)f(HBJbaBaOxao Ka3HY, a)f(eCTOKOce JbYTHOxana lbe rOBe CHTHexopaxe HI1CTefioraro narpahnsana. HHCTera npesau rra ha aana, j ep ' IOBeKc rs apana- nc e ,1J;06poTe3Ha Aaje TOBacnHTHH MOAen,KOjHOCTaBJba najno ry ti na je noc nenaue. ,1J;06pO'II1HHTeJb he 3HaTH urra My aarsa'IHHHTH, YKOnl1KOce napasxr He noxpeae H CKllH3He y 60necT. HapOA je 0AYBeKaaao na on neisocrn nesra rope 60necTH. Bonecmoaa H HeMohHHMa noponnuaMopa novoha. Bpz ro CllH' IHOce neu ra aa H na HHBOYAPYI llTBa.

CaBpeMeHO APY Ill TBO ce A ellH n a CBeT n pefio rarnx H cx po srau norx, na CBeTMan06pojHHX "cpehHHKa" KOjH pane I1ysehaaajy 60raTcTBO npetiorarxx H orpo-MaH 6poj He3anOClleHHX. TaKBo APYIl lTBO rrO'IHBa na nazc no ] A06pOTH 60raTHx.OrpO

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