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HacnoB Ha opHrHHanoT
The Most Beautiful Woman in Town and Other Stories
Charles Bukowski
Copyright Charles Bukowski, 1967, 1968, 1969, 1970,
1972,1983,2008
Translation Copyright 3a MaiceAOHCKOTOns;uiime, Mkohi2009
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HacnoB Ha opHrHHajiOT: The most beautiful woman in town and other
stories / Charles Bukowski
ISBN 978-9989-168-89-5
I. Bukowski, Charles Bu mByKOBCKH, HapJic
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He e BamHO /iMU,eTO. 6eB 6 p3 co paueTe. c yuiTe cyM. mo-
pas mAa naAHaM HeKO/iKynaTM, mAa HanpasaM Aa M3r/ieAa
A o6po".
jac c / ieAaM 6okc. He ce cenaBaM Ha t b o c t o MMe".
6oKcyBaB noA APyro MMe, Kma CTapAacT".
K ma CTapAacT? He ce ceaBaM Ha Kma CTapAacT".
6oKcyBaB bo JywHa AMepMKa, Ac()pMKa, EBpona m no
ocTpoBMTe. 6oKcyBaB bo Ma/ iMTe M ec Ta, 3 aToa MMa TO/ iKaBM
X^yiiKM bo MoeTO pa 6 0TH0 AOCMe. He KawyBaM A^Ka cyM 6m/i
GoKcep 3a Aa He MMC/i aT ziyf eTO AeKa cm MrpaM MajTan m/im
/ la wa M. np eM O/ in yBaM , m no faBO/ iMTe co Toa".
,,Ao6po, AojAH Ha /enapcKM nperneA yTpe bo 9.30 HayTpo
m noToa Ke noMHeiu co pa6 oTa . pe ne A^Ka caKaiu TeiuKa pa-6oTa?"
na Ao6po cera, aKO MMaTe HeiUTO APyro".
He, MOMeHTa/iHO HeMaMe hmujto. 3Haeuj, mm M3r/ieAaw
KaKOAa MMauj 6/iM3y 50 toamhm. ce npawysaM p a m nocra-nyBaM npaBM/iHo. He caKaMe / yre kom 3a/iya,HO Ke hm ro Tpo-iiiaT BpeMeTo".
jac He cyM Koj 6 m/io , jac cyM Kma CTapAacT".
ok, M/iaAMHy", ce HacMeBHa, Ke tm p,ap,eN\ePABOTA".He mm ce AonaAHa HaMMHOT Ha Koj ro Kawa Toa.
AB a Ae Ha noAOi^Ha noMMHaB HM3 B/ i e30T koh APaeHaTa
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nopTkipm ma mMyja no Ka wa s Ha e^eH crapei /ierMTMMauMjaTa
co M0 eT0 MMe: XeHpM Hap/ic Bykobckm IJyHMop, h Toj Me npa-
tm Bo CTOBapmuTeTO. Tpeauje Aa ro apaM TpyMaH. npo-
AO/iwmb noH aTaM y. MM awe noeKeMMHa ziy re kom ce A ea Ha
AP BeHa K/iyna h Me ry ie^ aa H e6 ap e cyM x0M0ceK cya/ iei 4 m/im
M3ry6 eH c/iynaj.
m nor/ieflHa co M3BeceH npe 3np m MaHryncKM npoM-
pMope:
Kaj e TpyMaH? Tp e6 a pa ce BMAaM co MoeKOT".
HeKoj mm ro noKawa co npci".TpyMaH?"
Aa?"p a6 oTaM 3a Tee"
Aa?"Aa". Me nor/ie,o,Ha".
Kaj TM Ce HM3MMTe?"
HM3MMTe?"
H e M a M " , p e K O B .
Toj n oc em a no A K/iynaTa m mm fla^ e e^eH hmc|)t. eflHM cra -
pM KpyTM MM3MM. TM o6y. MCTaTa npMKa3Ha: TpM 6 poja no-
Ma/iM. nayii4MTe mm ce BMTKaa mKpuiea. noToa mm fla^e KpaaB
K0 MMHe30 H m/iMMeH w/ieM. cToeB TaMy flOfleKa toj na/iewe UMrapa , m/im KaKO ujto 6 m Kawa/ie AHr/iMnaHMTe: AOA^Ka cm
ja npMn a/ iyB aw e u,MrapaTa. ro p/iM MK0 pMeT0 co tmbkb, ho
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HOBeK pacrmaT Ha KpcT co LU/ieM Ha r / iaaTa, a Tue npof lcxn-HcyaaT f la Hoca T ko/ imhkm no/ iHm co Me co, M eco, Mec o, m
KOHeHHO, em e ce n pa 3HM, a jac cTojaM TaM y HmuajKM ce m
flMiu ejkM no/], >KO/ iTaTa CBeT/ iMHa. Toa e m e h ok bo n eK0 / i0T.
na / ] ,o6po, oTceKoram cyM caKa; i hokhb pa6o ia .
a j f le , AojAn! "
w ie o A H e c o a b o e A Ha A P V a n p o c To p n j a . HM 3 e A e H o r p o -
M e H o T B o p r o p e b o s m a o t O Tc n p o TM B a c e n o j a B M n o / i o B M Ha
bo / i , m/ im M0HKMBM KO
CKM, HerOBOTO MpTBO MeCO npOTMB MOeTO >KMBO MeCO, H KO-
CKaTa mTewnHaTa Me coB/iaAaa, MMC/ies Ha onepM o a B a m e p ,
MMc/ieB Ha ziaAHo nno, MMC/ies Ha A opa nMMKa Koja ceAM
npeA MeHe Ha Kayn co b m c o k o n p e K p c r e H n H 0 3 e , a jac mm3m
nnja/ioK b o MojaTa paKa m no/ieKa, h o CMrypHO 3opyBajKM
cn ro npo6nBaM naTOT k o h Hej3HHMOT npa3eH yM m Te/io, m
Hap/iM Torauj BMKHa, OBECM TO BO KAMMOHOT".
nojAOB k o h KaMMOHOT. 3apaAH cpaMOT o a n o p a3 u j t o ro
HayHHB KaKO AeTe b o aMepMKaHCKMTe u j k o/i c k m a b o p o b m
3HaeB AeKa He CMeaM Aa ro McnyiuTaM b o/i o t Aa mm naA-
He Ha 3eMja 6v\p]Kv\ Toa Ke noKawe A^Ka cyM KyKaBMLja, a
He Ma>K mA^K a He 3ac/iy>KyBaM h m u j t o noBeKe o a npe3np,
MCMeBahbe m k o t c k , b o AMepHKa Mop auj Aa MAew n o e A -
h m k , HeMauj Apyr M3/ie 3, m Mopauj Aa Haynmu Aa ce opMLU
3a HkiujTO, He npaujyBaj, m noKpaj ce, aKo mh naAHeme b o/i o t
Mo>Ke6n Ke Tpe6auie Aa ro KpeHaM. 3ropa Ha Toa Ke ce M3-
Ba/iKa. He caKaM Aa ce H3Ba/iKa, m/im noA o6po , Tue He caKaaT
Aa ce H3Ba/iKa.
ro BHeCOB BO KaMMOHOT.
OBECM TO!"
KyKaTa u j t o BMcewe o a k po bo t 6 eu je Tana KaKO na/ i e i 4 6 e3
HOKT. ro nyujTauj 33ahmot pn oa bo/ i o t Aa / iM3ra Ha 3eM jam ro 3eMa uj ropHMOT Ae/ i , ro CTMCKauj ro pHOT p e n Ha KyKa
Ta nOBTOpHO M nOBTOpHO, HO KyKaTa HMK3 KO Aa np oM e. y
riMHKy MAJHMHy i4e/ iMOT 6 em e 'pcKa BH4 a m MacT, u,bpct o,
L^BpCTO.
AJAE! AJAE! "
flpMTMCHaB co noc/ ieAHMTe c m/im m KyKaTa npo6n, Toa
6eu je y6a a r/ ieTKa, HyAo: KyKaTa npoMBa, b o/i o t ca M c m
mc m I^e/ IOCHO Tpm a T o a Moera paMO, b m c m 3a npecTM/ iKMTe
Ha AOMaKMHKMTe M0 36 opyBahbaTa b o KacanHMmMTe.
MPAHM CE!"
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e^eH U,pHe4 oa 150 km/ 13, AP3 0K, r py 6, / aAeH, yMCTBeH,B/ ie3e n ro o6ecn MecoTO co eAeH noie r , nor / ieAHa koh
MeHe. c e y 6 n BM e o a M e n a j e ! "
,,o k , 6paT".
nojAOB npeA Hero. y ime eAeH b o/i Me Henaiue. ceKoraiu
Kora Ke Haio sa pe B eAeH, 6eB cnryp eH AeKa TOa e noc/ ieAHM-
o t w t o Ke ycneaM Aa ro npeHecaM, h o c m Be/ ieB: yw ie eAeH.
caMO yirne eAeH, na Ke ce oTKanoM. Koj ro e6e.
Tkie ne Kaa A a ce oTK3MKH m m A a m u t m npaTaT napMTe 3a Asa caaTM pa6oTa ,
m/im noAo6po , Ka>KM m m Aa c m t m HaMyKaaT y r '3 , mm He m m er a j / i e ! "
cm o t m ao b . npeM MHaB np eKy y / iML jaTa , B/ i e roB bo MeKCM-
aHCKMOT 6a p m McnMB eAHO nMBO, a noToa ce kbhmb Ha aB-
T0 6 yC AO AOM a- BMepMKa HCKMOT yMM/lMUieH ABOp nOBTOpHO
m c n o 6 e A M .
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>KMBOT BO TEKCALUKM BOPfl E/ l
C / i e ro O A asToycoT b o T o a M e c i b o T e n c a c m 6 e u i e / a ^Ho
m mv\a 3aneK m HMKoraw H ew ia f la n o r o A m e , c o 6 a i a 6 e w e
r o / i e w i a , HMcra, 3a caiv\ o 5 f lo / i a p n HeAe/ iHO, MMaiue m k b m m h ,
M c aM O h i t o m co/ ieKOB a/ iMtuTaTa b o coaia B/ ie3e ef leH
c r a p U,pHeu ki noKmmm ce BpyHO, npoa!"
Kyn Ko CM pf l / i m B a ! "
T o n p e n o3
Ha B3
ByKOT.
He 6eu ie w / iaKaHMi ja . r i oBeKeTO
MCKycHM M aKp oa BHMM aaaT f la He ro y f lpaT / iMLjeTO. Tn e
n o n p B O 6 m y f lpM/ ie no f lo / i y o f l 0 6 p a 3 0 T m BM/iMijaTa, fla 6 mfl e
nof la / ieKy of l ycTaTa m/im OMMTe. Ho, Bpy Ho CMry pHO MMa iue
ro/teM a ep re /ia >KeHCKM. Toa fle
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rioToa 3acnaB.yxpoTO daH aB m ce 06/ieKOB. MHory jacHo fleKa ce 06/ie-
kob. Ho c yujie He MOweB Aa ce McepaM. TaKa M3/ieroB Ha
y/ im j,a ia m noMHas fla 6apa/v\ (J)0T0rpa(J)CKM cryqMja. B/ieroB
BO npBOTO.
noBe/ieie, rocno,qMHe. CanaTe fla ce cJ)0T0rpa4)npaTe?"
Taa 6euie CMMnaTMHHa upBeHOKOca m mm ce HacMeBHy-
Ba iue .
C o /li m e KaKO MoeBO, 301T0 6h cax a/i a a wie 4>0T0rpa(j)M-
paaT? Ja 6apaw\ f/iopMja BecTxejBeH". Jac cyM r/ iopnja BecTxejBeH", pene Taa, noToa rn n peKp-
CTM H03eTe H CM TO riOB/ ieMe 3f lO/ lHMUJTeTO. CM nOMMC/ lMBAeKa MoseK Tpe6a Aa yMpe 3a ^a CTMme b o pa joT.
LUto t m e Ha Te6e?", ja npaiuaB. Tm He cu HnopMja
BecTxejBeH. Jac ja 3ano3HaB DiopMja BecTxejBeH bo aBTo6y-
c o t o a /loe AHye/iec".
,,M 30LUT0 e Taa TO/wy noce6Ha?"
C/iyuiHaB AeKa MajKa m MMa/ ia 4>0T0rpa4)CK0 cryAMO. Ce
oMflyBaM fla ja HajflaM. HeuiTO ce c/iyHM bo aBTo6ycoT".
MMC/IMW, HMUITO He Ce C/iyMH BO aBTOyCOT?"
Ce 3ano3HaB/v\e. Kora c/ieryBaw e o a aBTo6ycoT n/iaMewe.
Ja c npoflo/i>KMB ,a,a naT yBaM a Hjy Op/ieaHC, noToa c()aTMB
aBTo6yc 3a Ha3afl. HkieAHa weHa npeTXOflHo He n/iane/ia 3aMeHe".
Mo>Ke6n n/ia^e/ia 3a HeiiiTO flpyro".
,,H jac noMMC/iMB Ha Toa c /^oflena ocraHaTMTe naTHMUM
He noMHaa ,o,a Me MCMesaaT".
,,M c l u t o 3Haew e AeKa MajKa m noceAysa (|)0T0rpa(J)CK0
CTyflMO?"
Toa e c jto 3H3m".,,flo6po, cnywaj, ro 3H3M ypeflHMKOT Ha maBHMOT BecHMK
bo oBoj rpafl".
Toa He Me M3HeHaAyBa", peKOB r/ieflajKM bo Hej3HHMTe
H03e.
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OKej, Ka>KH mm tm TBOMTe noflaToijM m MecTOTo Ka^e j t o
npecTojyBaiu. Jac Ke My ja Ka>naM npMKa3HaTa no Te/ieKM" peKOB flonMBajKM c m ro BTOpOTO nMBO.
R)/ i eMMOT ce HaBa/iM k o h M o e r o y so : TeK camaHM Be ce 3a
HMrAe", mm LuenHa.
r i o m e f l H a B H a o K o / i y m n o T o a k m m h b b c o r / i aBaTa m t m b k o
peKOB, ,,fla".
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Xfl,apoT 6 e w e 6 p3, a jac BeAHaw oA-neTas noA e^Ha oa Ma-
cm e kom 6ea TpmaTM Ha crpaH a. Ce M3B/ieKOB o a noA Maca-
Ta, cm ja M36pmuaB ycTaia co waMMBHe, bmaob KaKO u,e/iMOT
6ap mm ce CMee mcm M3/ieroB...
Kora ce BpaTMB bo xo Te/ ioT, He MonceBja,a B/ ie3awi BHaip e.
MMaiue 3amaBeHO HeKoj BecHMK no A BpaTaTa m Taa 6 e w e
caMO Ma/iny nof lOTBopeHa.
E j nyiuTeTe Me BHaipe", peKOB.
Koj cu tm?", Me npaiiia TMnoT.
Jac cyM b o co6a 102. n/ iaTMB 3a ye/ ia He^e/ ia. Ce npe-3MB3M ByKOBCKkl".
H e HOCMIU MM3MM, He/1M?"
,,Hm3mm, 3 0 lu t0 npauiyBaiiJ?"
PeHgepM".
PeHgepM? LUt o e Toa?"
Ajfle B/ie3n", mm pene. . .
He 6eB bo cBojaTa co6a oKo/ iy fleceT mmhytm m cera Bee
6es bo CBojoT Kpese T oKp ywe H co HeKaKBM MpewM. U,e/iMOT
KpeBeT, a Toa 6 ei ue ro/ ieM Kpe seT co HenaKOB noKpMB Hafl
Hero, MMauie Mpe>KM 3aKaneHM oKo/ iy Hero. HeKaKO ycn eaBAa m 0TB0paM h a 3 B/ ie3aM bo KpeBeTOT m/ ema B OKpyweH
co Mpe>KM. Ce MyBCTByBaB MHory neflepcKH nopaflM Toa, hoKaKO luto ce oflBMBaa paoTme mybctboto 6eme c00flBeTH0.
M KaKO ce osa fla He 6eiue aobo/iho / ioluoja c/ iyumaB 6 pasa-
Ta Ha Bpaiaia KaKO ce 0TB0pa. OBoj naT Toa 6ewe eflHa hm-cna LlpHKa co MHor y / by6e3HO yim^e morpoMeH wm pok ra3.
M TyKa 6 e w e Ta a r o / i e M a / b y 6 e 3H a LJpHKa Ko ja m Tp m a
n e f l e p c K M T e M p e w M o a KpeBeTOT m mm p e n e : A y w o , B p e M e
e f l a ce cM eHa T Hapwa< | )MTe" .
Aja c peKOB: ,,Ho, caMO l u t o a A o b BMepa".
Ayw o HMe He m MeHyBaMe Hapwa(t)MTe c n o p e A TB0j0T
p a c n o p e f l . A cera m pahm ro TBoeTO Ma/ i o 6e / i o ra3e OAOB^e
h ocTaj Me Aa cu ja 3a Bp iu aM p a 6 o Ta Ta" .
,,/ J,o6 po " , p eKOB M CKOKH3B OA KpeBe TOT TO/1 nHJTO/1 . He
M3ryie Aaiue KaKO Aa m npe nM Toa.
O B A e c u a 6 m 6 a w A 6 a p m r o / i e M K p e B e T A y w o " , m m
Ka>Ka Taa . Tm a o 6 m Ha jAo 6 paTa co 6 a m Kp eB eT bo 0 B0j x o -
Te/i .
,,M3me A a mmbm cpeKa".
Taa tm pacn oc / i a Hapu jaKa. HeMa/ia 6aiu /eceH >k m b o t . He
3H3M KO/ iKy Ao / i r o nM eBMe. K0HeMH0, ce KaMMBMe Ha KpeBe
TOT m enTeH Ao6po ce M3e 6 aBMe
C/ieAHOTO yTpo ce pa36yAMB, M3/ieroB Ha y/iMi^aTa m ro Ky-
i imb BecHMKOT, m 6ewe o6jaBeHo b o Ko/iyMHaTa Ha ypeAHM-kot. M oe ro MMe 6ei ue cnoMHaTO. Hap/ic ByKOBCKM, nncaTe /i,
HOBMHap, naTHMK. CMe ce cpeTHa/ie b o B03Ay x, np eK pacH aTa
AOBojKa mja c . H Taa c/ie Ta/ ia b o TeKcac, a jac cyM npoAO/iwM/i
no Hay Op/ieaHC Ha pa6oTHa 3aAana. Ho, cyM ce BpaTM/i Ha-
iaA, npeKpacHaTa AaMa mm ce Bpewa/ia b o yMOT. CyM 3Hae/i
caMO AeKa Ma jKa m no ce AyBa (| )0 T0 r p a 4)CK0 CTyAMo.
Ce BpaTMB Ha3aA b o xoTe/ioT, McnMB no/ia /i m t p o b m c k m m
neT m/i m mecT nMBa, m KOHeHHO ce McpaB - K o / m y paAoceH
**m h ! Mo>Ke6M 6 e w e 3apaAM KO/ i yMHaTa .
floBTopHO B/ieroB b o Mpe>KMTe. Te/iect)OHOT 33 SBohm. Toa
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6 e w e Te/ie(})OH co flo /ir Ka6e/i. Ja McnpywMB panaia mja p e-
HaB cnywa/iKaTa.
M/viaie noBMK, rocnoflMHe Bykobckm, oa ypeflHMKOT Ha
. Ke caKaie m pa OAroBoprne?"
f l o 6 p o " , peKOB, ,,A/io".
fla/iM ce BHe Map/ic By k o b c k m ? "
f l a " .
LLIt o 6 a p a i e bo e^HO TaKBO Me cr o? "
Kano MHC/ime? O t k p m b AeKa / yreBO oBfle ce M Hory
4>m h m ".
fia Toa e Haj/ioumoT opfle/i bo rpaflOB. Bee 15 roflMHM
ce o6nflyBaMe f la m McrepaMe op obpe. LLJto Be Haiepapa
oflMTe TaMy?"
B e w e / l a f lH O. B/ieros bo npBOTO wi ecr o u j t o ro HajflOB.
f l o j f l O B co aBTo 6 y c m 6e iue / l a AH o " .
flojee co aBMOH. Ce cenaBaiu?"
Ce ceKaBa/v".
Ao6po, ja MM3M aflpecaTa Ha fleBojKaTa. Ja caKam?"
Monee, aKO He t m r ipeMM. Ak o ce KO /ie6 aw , He Mopa".
H e m o x o m caw\opa c^a iaM u j t o t m T p e 6 apa >KMBeew bo
e^ HO T3KBO MeCTO".
,, fl o 6 p o , tm cm ypeflHMKOT Ha Hajro/ieMMOT BecHMK b o rpa-
f lOB m 36opyBaui co M e H e no Te/ie(J)OH, a jac ce HaoraM b o TeKcauiKM 6o pfl e/i . Bm,o,m ce ra , 3a6 op aBM ce . HeuiTO mm CBeT-
Ha 6v\pe\kv\ fleBojKaTa rviaMeuje mToa e Toa. Ke ce KanaM Ha
c/ieflHMOT aBTOyc mKe cm 3aMMHaM".
HeKaj!"
LU t o MeKaj?"
K e t m ja Hej3MHaTa a,o,peca. lo npoMMTa/ia HanMCOT.
npoHMTa/ ia m MerypeflOBM. M m ce jaBM Ha Te/ ieKMBeeui. HMe CMe r o c TO / b y6 MBM
/yre OB^e bo TeKcac".
, ,Aa, 6eB npefl HeKoja Benep b o e ^ e H Baui 6 a p m ro o t k p m b
T o a " .
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,,A mriMeiu?"
He caMo u i t o riMjaM TyKy cyM m nMjaHM4a".
,,MMC/iaM fleKa He Tpe6a ,o,a t m ja flasa/w a^pecaTa Ha
AeBojKaTa".
,,Ej 3a6opaBM, HeKa o ^ m c y Kypaui", peKOB m My cnyw-
TMB...
Te/ie(|)OHOT nOBTOpHO 33 SBOHM.
,,Hiv\aTe noBMK, rocno,QMHe ByKOBCKM, ypeflHMKOT Ha//
f la j mm ro".
BMfleTe, rocnoflMHe ByKOBCKM, h m Tpe6a npoAO/imeHMe
na npMKa3HaTa. MHory/iyre ce MHTepecMpaa".
KanceTe My Ha K0/iyMHMCT0Tpa ja ynoTpe6 M CBojaTa
(J>aHTa3Mja".
BMf leTe , Ke b m npeHM aKO Be np a w a M u j t o p a 6 o T M T e ? "
H m u j t o He p a 6 o T a M " .
C a M O n a T y B a Te H a o K o / i y c o a B To 6 y c M m p a c n / i a K y s a Te
M/iaflM flaMM?"
Toa He ro MO>Ke ceKoj".
BaKa, Ke pM3MKyB3M. Ke b m japapaw Hej3MHaTa a ^ p e c a .
OfleTe m BM^eTe ja".
,,Mo>Ke6M jac cyM oHoj ujto pM3MKysa".
M m ja f la f le af lp ecaTa. CaKaTe Aa bm o6jacHaM KaKOpa( m me repoTaMy?"
HeMa noTpe6a. Ako MO>KeBpa Haj^aM 6opfle^ mohom
Ha ja Haj^aM mHea".
klMa HemTo Kaj Bac ujto He mm ce sonara 6auj", pene roj.
3a 6 opaBeTe. Ako He e ,qo6po napne, Ke bm jaBaM".
M y cnyuiTMB...
Beiue Toa Ma/ia Kac^easa Kya. Mm otbopm e^Ha CTapMU,a.
ro 6apaM Hap/ic ByKOBCKM", mpeKOB. He, M3BMHeTe", pe-
to, ja 6a pa M M3BecHaTa DiopMja BecTxejseH".
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Jac cyM Majna m", pene Taa. Tm c m MO/vmeTO o a aeno-
HOT?"
Jac c yM MOMMero oja, aBTo6ycoT".
DiopHja ro nponma HarmcoT. Taa Bef lHau i 3Haeu je nena
cu tm".
Omho. LLJt o npaBMMe c e r a ? "
O , B / ie 3 M BHaTpe".
B/ieros BHaTpe.
rnopMja", BMKHa CTapMU,aTa.
DiopMja M3/ie3e. M3meAauje flo6po. Ho cena, caw\o yuiTeeflHa OA OHMe 3ApaBM TeKCaLUKM l^pBeHOKOCM.
Te MO/iaM AojflM oBfle", pene Taa. ,,M3BMHm H MaMo".
Me o,o,Hece a Hej3MHaTa co6a, ho ja oct3BM BpaTaTa ot-
BopeHa. flBajuaTa ceflHaBMe Ha KpeBeTOT, ho ^a/ieny e^eH
oa APyr.
LLIt o paoTMUj?", Me npawa.
l lMcaTe/ i cyM" .
O, KO/ iKy y6aBO. Ka^e MMarn 06ja ByBaH0?"HeMaM HMKafle o6jaByBaHo".
Toram, Ha Henoj HaHMH, He cm 6auj nMcaTe/i".
To h h o . M >KMBeM bo 6opAe/ i".
LUt o ?"
PeKOB AeKa cm bo npaBO, He cyM 6am nMcaTe/i".He, MMC/iaM Ha npeTX0AH0T0 luto ro ama".
>KMBeaM bo 6opAe/i".
CeKoraLU >KMBeeuj b o 6opAe/ iM?"
He".
30LUT0 H e CM BO BOjCKa?"
flaAaB Ha ncMXO-TecTOT".
Ce lueryaa iu?"
,,M m/io mm e l l jto He ce weryBaM".
He caKaiu Aa ce 6 o pml l j? "
He".
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Ho TMe ro 6oM6apAMpaa nep/i Xap6yp".C/iyiuHaB 3 a Toa " .
He caKaiu Aa ce 6opMiu npoTMB Aa o/k () XMT/ iep?"
H e 6 aLU. n o A o 6 p o H e K o j A P y r A a r o H a n p a BM Toa".
Tmcm KyKaBMi4a".
f l a , c y M , m He mm npeMM Aa y 6 M Ba M / y f e , c a M O ujto He
c a n a M Aa c n n j a M bo K a c a p H a c o r p y n a momljm kom ' p ^ a T H a -
B e n e p m kom c e K o e y T p o tm 6 yAM Heno ja npoK / i eTa 6 ya,a.na
co BojHMMKa Tpy 6 a , m H e c a n a M A a r o H o c a M T o a 3 A O A e B H o
M a c K M p H o c p a r b e luto Mema. M o j a T a K o m a e M H o r y nyBCTBM-
Te / iHa " .
, ,M m / i o m m e u j t o 6 a p e M H e u j T O naj Te 6 e mmb nyBCTBa".
,,M MeHe mm e, caMO nocaKyBaM Toa Aa He 6eiue 6am ko-
wa Ta".
,,Mo>Ke6M Tpe6a Aa nnujyBauj co TBojaTa homo".
Mo>ne6M Tpe6a Aa nMiiiyBauj co TBojaTa nMHKa".
OABpaTeH cm. M KynaBMi a. Henoj M opa Aa tm 3a np e 4>a-
uiMCTMHKMTe opam. BepeHa cyM co nopyHHMK Ha AMepMKaH-
cuaTa MopHapMma mano Toj 6euje cera OBAe Ke Te CKpLueme
o a KOTen".
BepojaTHo TaKa Ke 6euje, aivia Toa Ke M e HanpaBeuje yujTe
nooABpaTeH".
Bape M Ke re Hayneme Aa 6MAeui yeHT/ iMeH co AaMMTe".BepojaTHo cm bo npa BO. Ako ro y6MeB Myco/ iMHM, Ke 6eB
nv\ yeHT/ iMeH?"
C e p a 3 6 Mpa" .
BeAHauj Ke ce npnjaBaM b o apMMjaTa".
H e Te npMMMja. Ce ceKaBaiu?"
Ce ceKasaM".
A B a j i ^ a Ta c a M O ceAeBMe H e K o e B p e M e , H e 3 6 o p e j K M h m u j -
t o . Toram j a c Ka>KaB, Bma m , Ke t m npeMM /im aKO Te npau iaM
HeUJTO?"
r ipamaj", pene Taa.
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3oluto wie 33 MO/IM Aa ce cmmhbm o j o, aBTo6yco T co Te6 e.
M 30LUT0 n/ia^eu ie nora He ro ctopmb To a?"
n a , n o p a f l H t b o c t o ^ m ^e . 3 H a e w , M a / w y c u r p A "
f la , 3H3m".
,,M 3Haeiu, / i -m e TO t m e rpAO, h o b o h c t o BpeMe m TparMH-
h o . He caKaB Aa ja McnywTaM Taa 'TparMHHOCT' Aa cu OTHAe.
Ce c o h o /i m b HaA Te6e m 3aToa n/iaMeB. Kano t m craHa /iMi4eTO
TO/iKy Tp amMH O?"
PocnoAe 6o>ne" penoB, CTaHaB m c m 3aMMHas.
leujaMeB Ha3aA ce a 6opAe/ ioT. Tm i i o t Ha Bpaiaia BeneMe no 3HaBaiue.
Ej, MajcTope, oa naj t m e MOAPML^aTa?"
HeujTO b o BpcKa co TeKcac".
TeKcac? Tm 6e iue 3a m/i m npoTMB Ten cac? "
3a TeKcac, ce pa36Mpa".
Yh mw MajcTope, yn mtu
Ce KaMMB bo c o6 aT a, ro 3eAO B Te/iec|)OHOT m ro 33mo/imb
MOMHeTO Aa Me noBp 3e co ypeAHMKOT Ha BecHMKOT.
OBAe ByKOBCKM, npMjaie/ie".
Ce cpeTHa co AeBo jKaia?"
Ce cpeTHaB co AeBojKaia".
KaKO McnaAHa?"
O m h o . Bam
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MALUMHA 3A EBEhbE
6 ew e Toa e,o,Ha Ton/ ia h ok bo 6 ap oT Kaj Tohm . He hm noMMC-
/ y Ba ie Ha e6et t>e . ca MO n n e i e / af lHO nMBO. Tohm hm ny ai TM
no LuaHKOT HeKO/ iKy nMBa Ha MeHe m Ha Ma jK MHAMjaHeu,OT.
m Ma jK M3BaflM napM. ro ocTaBMB p,a ja n/ iaTM nps aia Typa.
Tohm m ct3bm b o KacaTa m co 3AOAeBHOCT nor/ ieAHa Hao KO-
yiy: bo 6a po T MMaiue yuj Te n eT-iu ec T KonyL M kom 6/ ieHea bo
CBOMTe nMBa. na TaKa Tohm AjAe Kaj Hac.
LUTO MM3 HOBO TOHM?", TO npaUJaB.
ex cpan>e", pene To h m .
Toa He e h o b o ".
,,cpatt>e" pene To h m .ex, cpatt>e", pene MajK MHAMjaHegoT.
c m t m nMeBMe nMBaia.
u t o m m c/i ml u 3a MeceHMHaTa?", ro npaiuaB To h m .
cpah te" , pene To h m .
, ,Aa " , pene MajK MHAMjaHei^oT, ,,aKo HeKoj e roMHap Ha
3e/ vjaTa, Toj e roM Hap m Ha MeceHMHaia. Hew\a pa3/iMKa".
BMKaaT fleKa BepojaTHO HeMa >kmbot Ha Mapc", peKOB.
n a l ut o aKO?", npaiua Tohm.
,,ej cpan>e," peKOB. a o h c c m h m yw ie ABe nMBa".
Tohm tm nywTM nMBaia fla ;iM3 raaT no uiaHKOT, na fl oj ee fla
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tm 3e /we napMTe m ce BpaTM f l a tm CTaBM bo Haca , no io a ce naK
ce BpaTM Kaj Hac.
M Hory e Ton / io , y Kypa i ^ . n o f l o 6 p o p,a c yM m p t o b o a o lu t o
Aa ro TpnaM oBa
KaAe of l aT / yre io Kora Ke yiwpaTTo h m ?"
cpahbe. 6 aLU mm e r a j / i e Kafle op,aj" .
H e B e p y B a m b o MOBeKOBaTa Ay w a ?"
,,c e Toa ro/ iewio cparbe".
a b o He ? b o Jo B a H K a O p / i e a H K a ? B m/i m K m a ? b o cMTe
HMB?"
ro/ ieMO cpan>e".
m nMeBMe nMBai a pa3MMC/ iyBajKM 3a Toa .
BMflM", peKOB, MOpaM fla MOMaM".
o t m a o b b o KeHe())OT of l3af lM m TaMy, KaKo m o 6 m h h o , 6e iue
riMTM ByBOT.
ro M3B3f lMB M nOHHaB fla MOMaM.
CTBapHO MMau j Ma/i Kyp", mm pene.
,,Aa, a/v\a caMO Kora m o h b m MeAMTMpaM. h o m o j o t e
ofl OHMe l u t o emeH ce McremyBaaT. m Kora Ke Tpe6a Aa pa-
6oia/v\ , ceKoj caHTMMeTap u t o ro MMaM ce m h o w m c o we c r " .
Toa e f l o 6 p o , a K O He M e / a we w. Mf le jKM OBAe me f l aM
caMO ABa caHTMMeTpM".
j a noKam yBaM caMO r/ iaBaTa". Ke t m A^Aa M Ao / i a p 3a Aa tm ro McnymaM KypoT" .
Toa He e 6aui MHory".
M o p e t m He ja noKa>KyBauj caMO r/ iasaTa Hero Toa e ce
UITO MMaUl".
,,e6M ce, riMTM".
Ke AojA^ uj naK Kora Ke t m CHeMa napM 3a nMBo".
ce BpaTMB b o 6apoT.
yuiTe ABe u r na " , HapanaB.
To h m noBTopHo ja HanpaBM vtcraia pyTMHa co nMBaTa m ce
BpaTM Ha3aA-
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TO/ iKy e Tormo u jt o MMC/ iaM fleKa Ke no/ iyflaM", pene to j .
we iuTMHaTa Te Tepa Aa caTMUj k o j c m", w\y penoB Ha
To h m .
neKaj Ma/iu,e! BHKaui ^eKa cyw\ HeHopMa/ieH?"
noBeKeTO CMe. aw\a He KawyBaMe".
,,Ao6po, Aa pene/vie ASKa TBoeBO cparbe e tohho, Ko/wy
HopMa/iHM ziyfe MMa Ha 3ewijaTa? MMa jim TaKBM?"
HeKO/iKy".
Ko/wy?"
OA CMTe MMJlMjapAM?"
Aa, Aa".
n a , 6m peKO/ i n e T m/im ujecT ".
,,neT m/im w ec r? ", pen e MajK MHAHjaHei OT. He ce pki!"
,,bmam", pene Tohm. nano 3Haem AeKa cyM HeHopMa/ieH?
m KaKO ycn eBa w\e Aa HCMBee/we aKO t3k bm ?"
n a , Kor a BeK e CMTe c/v\e MyKHaTM, M/v\a caw io HeKo/wy 3a A a
H KOHTpo/iMpaaT, HaBMCTMHa ce Ma/iKy m 3aToa H nyiTaaT
Aa npaBMM e rnyno cTM. bo 0B 0j m om ch t ca/vio Toa m mo mo t.
3a KpaTKO noMMC/iMB AeKa TMe Ke HajAaT HeKoe MecTO 3a
>KMBeehbe bo Bce/ieHaTa AOAeKa He H yHMLuaT OBAe. ho cera
3Haiv\ AeKa mBceJieHaTa ja KOHTpo/iMpaaT ziyAMTe".
KaKO 3Haew?"
,,6MAejKM ro n o c r a B M j a aw\epMKaHCK0T0 3Hawie Ha Mec e-HMHaTa".
,,a Aa peneiwe AeKa PycMTe ro nocraBMja pycKOTO 3HaMe He
MeceHMHaTa?"
Toa t m e mc t o ", peKOB.
Toa e npaBeAHO?", wie npawa To h m .
,,jac cywi npaBeAeH ko h CMTe CTeneHM Ha /yAM/io".CMTe 3aw\o/iHaBMe. npoAO/i>KMBMe co nMerbeTO. m To h m
mct o TaKa noHHa Aa c m CMnyBa bmc km . My ce Moweuje. 6apoT
6eiue HeroB.
,,6o>Ke, KO/iKy e Ton/ io", pene To h m .
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Aa 6e, y Kypai^", pene MajK MHAMjaHeu,OT.
noToa Tohm noHHa Aa 36 opM. ,,/iyAM/io", pene Toj, ,,3Haeiu,
HeujTO MHory /yAo ce c/iywyBa OBAe 6auj cera".
CMrypHo", peKOB.
He , He . . . MMc/iawi 6a w OBflE, b o Mojos 6 a p ! "
CTBapHO?"
Aa. TO/iKy e /yAo u j t o noHeKoraw m Me n/iawM".,,pacKa>KM m m , To h m ", peKOB ceKora w noAro TBeH Aa t m c/ iy-
iuaM TyrMTe myn ocTM.
Tohm ce Hasa/iM koh MeHe. ,,3HaM eAeH TMn ujto MMa Ma-ujMHa 3a e6erbe. aMa He KaKO OHMe oa nopHorpa(J)CKMTecnMcaHMja. kbkbm ujto r/ieAaTe bo peK/iaMHMTe omacM. HeKaKO OHMe a 66m/ihm KyK/iM co nMMKM oa ryMa kom Tpe6a Aatm MeHysaTe. oboj TMn CTBapHO ce noTpyAM/i. repMaHCKM Ha-yMHMK, HMe npBM ro OTKpMBMe, MMC/iaM HamaTa B/13A3, npeAPycMTe Aa hm ro rpa6HaT. aMa 3a osa HMKOMy hm36 op".
ce pa36 Mpa, Tohm, ce pa36 Mpa..."Ooh Bpauj/iMi4. HamaTa b/isa3 npo6a/ia Aa ro 33MHTepecM-
pa 3a BCE/1EHATA. He mm ycnea/io. 6 pM/iMjaHTHO crapne, ho('AMHCTBeHo ro MHTepecMpa/ia HeKoja MALUMHA 3A EBEhbE.no mcto BpeMe cm MMC/ie/i A^Ka e yMeTHMK, caMMOT noHe-Korauj cm ce HapeKysa/i MMKeyi3Hye.no... ro neH3MOHMp3/ie
aa OKO/iy 5 00 AO/iapM MeceMHo, Ko/wy Aa npe>KMBee mAa HesaBpujM bo /iyAHMi4a. eAHO BpeMe ro HaAr/ieAyBa/ie, na mmAOAea/io m/im ro 3a6opaBMjie, ho c yujTe My npaKaaT napM,.t noHeKoram HeKoj areHT i
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, ,3H3M", peKOB.
noc/ie, 6pa, CTaHyBaue c noriMjaH m nonnjaH, m t s k s m m
ce 0TB0pn. MMa/i /],M3ajHMpaHO MexaHMHKS >neHa Koja Ha h o -
BeK MOHK3 npeeCK3, M OH3K3 CMe CMTe
y i yAM. 0A Te6 e 33BMCM" .
A o p o " , p e K O B .
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,,Ao6po", pene M3jK MHAMj3Hei^0T, ,,eBe moa MeHe ABae-ceT AO/ iapM".
, , J3C 3eM3M csmo n e e c e T n p o i ^ e H T M , c < f ) S K 3 T e ? octstokotro 3eM3 0O H Bp3UJ/lML\. r ieTC TO AO/13PM neH3Mj3 H e ce 03UJMHory o T K o r s K e n / i3 T M iu A a H O K mCMeTKM, a mOoh B . cm nM eP3KMJ3 KO /yA".
,,3j'Ae Aa ro HsnpsBMMe tos", peKOB, ,,ao6 m HeTMpMeceTAO/ispM. K3Ae tm e T33 6ecMpTH3 MALU WHATA 3A E B E h b E ? "
To h m o t b o p m e A H 3 Bp 3 T3 3 3 A 6 3 p o T m p e n e , ,, B/ i e 3 e Te o a o -
B Ae n s H 3 r o p e n o 3 3 A H M Te c k s / i m . c s m o K s n e Te c e , Tp o n H e Te
m KsmeTe 'Tohm He npsTM' " .
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cynep", peKOB, yujTe HeujTO?"cynep", pene Tohm. cnpeMM cm ro 3/is tot".TM HSjAOBMe CKS/IMTe. Ce K3HMBMe. Tohm t
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U,pHeu,OT co BenHO flkirHaTMOT Kyp m c t o Tana nocroM m m m t o t 3a packinaHMTe crapM repiv\aHi4H k o m HMKoraw He npecraHy-eaaT p,a e6ai. MomeTe fla BepyBaTe b o u j t o caKa ie. KaKO mp,ae, OBa e Mojaia Kepna Tatt>a.
3Apaso m o ml i ,m", h m ce Hac/weBHa.Toraiu eme nor/ieflHaBMe bo Bpaiaia Ha Koja nmuyBaiue:
COBA HA MALUHHATA 3A EBEHdE.
CTapnoT c mja flonM panujaTa.,,3HaHM TaKa... Bkie momi^m flojflOBTe no HajAo6poTO EBEI-bE
BO WMBOTOT, He/1M?"Tara!", pese Tait>a,Mopaw nv\ ceKoraw p,a 6Mfleuj mnKy
6e3o6pa3eH?"Taita n0BT0pH0 cu rn npeKpcrM H03 eTe, 0B0jnaT noBMeo-
k o , a MeHe mm ce Akima.npo(J)ecopoT McnM yuiTe e^Ha paKMja, noraa craHa m o t m -
p,e p,oBpaiaia Ha Koja nmuyaaiue COBA HA MALUMHATA 3AEBEI-bE. ce CBpTe m h m ce HacMeBHa, a noraa no/ieKa ja o t -
Bopn Bpaiaia. B/ie3e BHaipe m M3/ie3e 6yTKajKM HeujTO u j t o
/Hneuje Ha 6 o/i h m >h k m KpeBeT Ha TpKa/iu,a.
Ha Hero Hewiauje HMLUTO, 6eiue caMo napne MeTa/i.npo c()eco poT ro f lOB/ ieHKa Toa HeujTO npe f l Hac m noMHa
p,acu no me BHyBa HeKoja / ou ja Me/ i o / j ,n j a , Bepo jaTHO Heu jTO
Ha repwiaHCKM.
napne Meia/ i co ef lHa f lynKa bo cpef lMHaTa. npo a, j a 3 e M a p a K k i j a i a , c u c u n a n o / i H a M a o in a m ce,o,Ha
cnpoT M H ac .
Kora HHe bo lepMaHMja ccJjaTMBMe fleKa BojHaia e 3ary-
6eHa h 06paM0T noMHa p,a ce ciera 3a BpeMe Ha noc/ieflHaTa
6mKa 3a Bep/iMH, 3HaeBMe fleKa BojHaia ,a,o6MBa Apyra cyui-
rMHa. BMCTMHCKaia BojHa Torauj 6euje 0K0/iy Toa KOMy Ke My
npMnaflHaT noBeKeTO repMaHCKM HayHHMijM. ano PycMja m/imAMepHKa fl o 6 n ea noBerte repMaHCKM HayHHMi M T oa 3HaHe-
iue flen a TMe npBM Ke c/ieTaaT Ha MeceM HH aia, Ha M ap c... Ke
6ea npBki bo ce. He 3HaM 6aiu KaKO McnaflHa... co 6pojKme m
co HayHHaia mok. 3hbm caMO fleKa AMepMKaHi4me npBH Me
najfloa MeHe, Me co6paa Ha6 p3MHa, Me KaMMja bo e,o,eH aB-
tomo6m/ i, mm A af lo a nn ja/ ioK , mm Bnepwja nnujTO/i bo r/iaBa,
neiyBaa, 36opea /yflocTM. f lomMUjaB c ujto mm Aa ,o,o a... "
,,flo6po", peKOB, ,,6aTa/iM MCTopuja. jac cenaK HeMa p,a
ro CTaBaM MojoT Kyp, MoeTo cmpoto Ma/io Kype bo KynneBO
Meia/i op , OTnafl v\nv\ u j t o m f \ a e! XMT/iep ckirypHO He 6m/i
nopMa/ieH u j t o Te Mysa/i Te6e. KaKO 6e PyckiTe He Te Hajfloa
upen! cu tm caKaM napMTe Ha3af l ! "
O o h Bpaiu/iim naK c e H a c M e a , , , x e x e x e x e . . . c a M o c e a i e -i yBaB.. . x e x e x e x e ! "
ro Typ Ha >Ke/ ie3HMOT Kpe BeT Ha3a/ ], b o conneTO m ja Tpec-
na BpaTaTa.xa xa xa!", c m ujMpKHa Ma/ iKy paKMja.
O o h B. c m TypM yuiTe paKMja. HaBMCTMHa 6p30 nMeuje. ,,ro-
( no f la , jac cy m yMeTHMK m npoHaoran! MojaTa MALLIMHA 3A
I BEHdE e BcyujHocT MojaTa KepKa, TaH>a..."
naK c e 3 e 3 a u j c o H a c ? " , npauiaB.
H e c e 3 e 3 a M TaH>a! o/ ],m m ce,o,HM M y Ha rocnoflMHOT b o
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yio. MALUMHA 3A EBEhbE?! He mm ce eepyBaiue. Hej3MHaia
k o h o 6euje HaBMCTMHa k o h o , m/im Tana mm ce HMHewe, a f lo -
f len a ce aKHyaMe 3a6e/ ie>KaB AeKa Hej3MHMOT ja3MK He e
MexaHMMKM. ceKoe Her oo AMwehbe 6ei ue pa3/ iMHHO, pea-
rMpaiue Ha MOMTe ABMwehba.
ce 4>aTMB 3a p a 6 oTa , mj a pa cnap M M 6 / i y 3 a i a Ka j r p a ^ M Te
M noMHa f l a j a M enKaM na j r aKMMKMTe, He cyM 6 m/i Tana Ha-
n a / i e H c o hdamhm, j a 3a/ ie nM B 3a M e He ; He Ka KO ce M c np a M B-
Me Ha H03e m Ta n a M c n p a e H j a o n H a , c o p a i ^ e i e j a K y e
H e j 3 MHaTa f l oy i r a pyca Koca no/ i eKyBa jKM mj a ry ia aTa Ha H a -3 a f l , n o c / i e ja c n y u i TM B p o j \ e ,j a hbtptmb m TaKa j a pa 6 oTe.
Taa cp u jM M Mo me Aa no HyCTByaM KaKO ce Tpe ce . no Hea
CBpiMB M ja c.
To a 6 e w e H a j / ] ,0 6 p 0 T0 e 6 eH>e bo Mo joT >kmbo t !
TaH>a OTM^e bo 6 att>aTa, ce McryuiMpa m n o B T o p H O c e 0 6 -
z i e n e , O B o j n a T 3 a Ma jK MHf lM jaHe i ^oT. TaKa 6apeM cm mmc-
yieB.
H OB e KOB M OT H a j r o / i e M n p o H a j f l O K " p e n e Oo h B p a w / i M i j ,
co cep M03 eH M3pa3 Ha / lMyeTO.
6 e w e b o n p a s o .
Toraiu Tatt>a ce BpaTM m ceAHa b o MOETO KpM/10 .
h e ! h e ! t a h d A! h a p e a e APyrHOT rocnoflHH! CO OBOJ
CAMO LUTO 3ABPLUM!"M 3 i 7 i e A a w e f l e K a H e r o c / i y w a . m To a 6 eiue Hya,HO, AypM m
3a e,o,Ha MALUMHA 3A EBEhbE, Mfle jKM HaBMCTMHa HM Kora w
He cyM 6 m/i f loap / b y o HM K.
M e c a K a m / im?", Me n p a i u a Taa.
A a .
jac Te caKaM. m MHory cyM cpeKHa. a... He 6m Tpe6a/ io pp
MyBCTByaM hmluto. ro 3Haew Toa, He/ iM?"
jac Te ca KaM Tatt>a. To a e c l u t o 3 H a M " .
e y Kypa i;! " bmkhb CTapeu,OT, EBATE CMPf l/ IMBATA MA
LUMHA!", OTMfle p p ziaKMpaHaTa KyTMja Ha Koja nnwyBawe
TAhbA. o pHea M3/ ie ryBaa Ma/iM >kmli,m; MMaiue m HeKOM Me -
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paMM bo kom ce f lBMw ea CTpe / iKM, mM Hor y 6 om , m CBeT/ ia ko m
ce na / i ea m race a , c / i y tuaB KaKO He iUTo Tpo nK a iu e . . . Oo h B.
6 e w e HajoTKaneHMOT M a K p o u j to H e K o r a i u c y M ro 3 a n o 3 Ha/ i .
npo f l o / i >KyBaLue p a ne r iKa bo KyTMjaTa, a n o To a n o r / i e ^ H a b o
Tart>a.
2 5 rOflHHM! m m T p e 6 a i u e n o / i a > k m b o t 3 a pa T e H a n p a -b3 m! AypM M opa B Aa ce KpMjaM m oa XMT/ i ep ! m ce ra . . . ce
npeTBopM bo o6MMHa eBTMHa Kypsa ! "
HeMaM 2 5 toamhm", peMe Tarba , , / r y K y 2 4 " .
,,eTe r/ieflaiu!? r/ie,o,aiu? m c t o KaKO eBTMHa KypBa!"m m ce BpaTM Ha KonMMLbaTa m crpe/iKMTe.
,,cm CTaBM/i a Apyr KapMMH", m peKOB Ha Tatt>a.
,,tm ce flonara? "
0 Aa!"ce n p M 6/ iM>KM m Me 6 aKHa .
O o h B. npoAO/ i>KM A a ce 3 a H M M a s a co KyTMjaTa. ce n / i a -
u ieB AeKa Ke ycne e Aa Hanpa BM He i TO.
Ooh Bpaui/iM4 My ce o6paTM Ha MajK HHAMjaHei^oT. ,,0Ba
e caMo CMTeH AeeKT Ha MaujMHaTa. Ke ro cpeAaM 3a ceKyH-
Aa ."
c e H a A e Ba M " , M y O A r o s o p M M a j K M H AM j a He i40 T, MOMTe
10 caHTMMeTpM MeKaaT, a ser ie n / iaTMB ABa ec eT 6 aHKM".
TecaKaM" , mm Kawa Tahba, H M K o r a i i i B e K e H e M a A a ce
6aM co APyrM Ma>KM. aKO He momom Aa 6 m a8 m c o Te6e, t o -
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HauiMOT ct3h . ja MO/ ie B p,a npecTaHe. ho , Taa npof lo / iwyBa-
me. K0He*HH0, craHaB m ro KpeHaB KpeBeTOT m ro CK/i onnB Ha
s m a o t coce Hea.
noToa ce BpaTMB mcm ce^Has mja c/iywaB KaKO BpecKa.
ho, Taa npoflo/iwyBaiue p,aBpecKa , na n0BT0pH0 CTaHaB m
ro cnyiiiTMB KpeBeTOT o psmaot mn0BT0pH0 Taa 6ewe npefl
MeHe. cu ja Apwewe paKaTa mTBpfleuje AeKa me CKpujeHa.
TBojaTa paKa He MOHHyBaiue pace ap>km 3a paKa mpau,MM3flpM. Ha Kpaj mm nyK-
Ha 4>m/imot m m KamaB AeKa Be^Haiu Ke ce BpaTaM, c/ieroB
AO/iy m Ha flB op 3apnM/bapaTa HajflOB HeKOM cTapM APBeHM
rajM. o pHMB rM MCKOpHaB U,BpCTMTe LUTMU.M M MM TM M3B3 -
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pv\&ujajHMhbaTa, ce BpaTMB Harope co /im
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c e K o r a w c e M y BC TB y a y i o w o K o r a K e cm 3 a M M H e w e . mo-
p a M pa n p M 3 H a a w \ . n o H e K o r a w H e c e B p a K a i u e n o 2 m/im 3
Ae Ha . M HOKM. Toa He 6 e w e B o o n i U TO ya o.
eflHaiu Taa M3era, a jac c e^e mnne bmho pa 3MMC/iyBajKM
3a Toa. noToa CTaHaB B/ieroB bo /ih(()tot motm^ob fla no Hea.
ja HajflOB bo Hej3MHMOT OMH/ieH 6ap. cefleaie Ta/viy ApwejKM
HeKaKBa BMo/ieTOBa Mapa/via. HMKoraw npeixoflHO He cyM ja
Bu\penTaa Mapa/wa. 3ja n iu e bo MeH e. ot m ^o b p oHea m bmk-
HaB rnacHo:
n p o y B a w i pa Hanpasa / v i >KeHa oa Te6e , a/v\a tm He cm
hmujto n o e r t e opo 6 mhh3 K y p a ! " a p o T 6 e i u e no/iH. CMTe /viacM 3ac| )aTeHM. ja Kpe Ha p aK a-
Ta. 3aw\aBHa. ja TpecHa s o a 3ew\ ja . Taa na ^Ha Ha nof l OT m
BpMCHa.
OBa ce c/iyMyame bo 3aflHMOT ^e/i o p6apoT. He ce hm
cpTes paja nor/ie^HaM. ro M30 ,qeB ye/iMOT 6ap p oM3/i e30 T.
noToa ce cspTe koh /yfeTO. 6e w e MHory tmbko.
a c e r a " , mm peKO Ha CMTe, a KO mm 3 He K o j Ha K o ro He M y
c e f lOriAflHA To a ujto r o H a n p a M B H e Ka KAtt..."6eiue MpTBa TMLUMHa.
ce CBpi e m cm M3;iero B hm3 p a i a i a . caMO ujt o M3/ ieroB
Ha yyiMya c/ iyiuHas KaKO noMHaa fla ra/ iaMaT m pf lop aT, r a-
yiaMa mAPAopaT.
rOMHAPM! hm e,qeH o, hmb He CMeewe ,amm Kawe bo/iMue!
ce pa3Mpa, Taa ce BpaTM. ho flopo, KaKO mfla e, p,anpo-
.qo/inoM, eflHa hok cep,ebm mnneBM e bmho p ofloyHa mnaK
noHHaBMe pace KapaMe. OBojnaT jac peiUMB ,qa cm o^aM.
KE CH OflAM O, OBAA flynKA!" m c e fl ep e B HaBmkm. HE MO>KAM BEKE ,A TO TPilAM TBOETO YCPAHOMA/ 1TPETMPAHdE!"
Ta a CKOKHa npefl B p a Ta Ta .
npeKy M e He M p TB a , c a M O Ta K a K e M3/i e3eiu op,O B f l e ! "
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O K e j , a K O Ta K a M o p a " .
m Bp33B eflHa cM/iHa mTaa na^Ha npe BpaTaTa. MopaB pa
mro noMecTaM Te/IOTO 3a paM3/i e3aM.
ce CMMH3B p o n y co / im4>tot . ce HyBCTByaB ya o. y a o
Bece/ i o B03en>e Hao/ iy. / imc(>tot 6e iue HeKaKBa nyqHa Ha-
npa a bo o6/ imk Ha Kacj)e3 m MMpM came Ha CTapM nopanM,
CTapM paKaBMi4M, CTapM KpnM 3a npaB, ho HeKaKO mm flaame
HyBCTo Ha CMry pHOCT m CM/ ia, a m bmhot o mm noMMHyBa iue
HM3 BeHMTe.
h o , K o r a M 3 / i e ro B H a f l o p c e n p e f l OM M C/ i M B . o t m ^ o b a o
npo/ i .aBHMLi.aTa 3a a / i K o x o / i . K y n M y i Te M e TM p M W M i u M h t aBMHO M ce Bpa TMB BO CT3HOT nOBTOpH O H a ro p e CO / lMTOT. MC-
TOTO HyBCTBO Ha CM ryp HOCT M CM/ia. BTierOB BO CT3HOT. BMKM
c e f l e i u e Ha c r o/ i m n / i a M e iu e .
t m ce BpaTMB, f lywMMKe cpeKHa", m peKOB.
KonM/ ie ef lHO, Me yf lpM. TM ME yflPM !"axa" , peKOB oTBopajKM h o b o lUMUie. a aKO npofl o/ iHCMiu
f la m m cepem naK Ke Te yqpaM " .
AA!" BMKHa Taa, KE ME YAPMUJ MEHE AMA HEMA ,AMM ALU XPABPOCTf lA yf lPM UJ MA>K!"
HMKAKO!" MBMKH3B jac,HE BM yf lPM/ l MA>K! MMC/ 1MUJAEKA CYM y/1 AB? M UJTO MMA TOA BPCKA?"
Toa ja cMMpM 3a KpaTKO m ce f lHaBMe m HeKoe BpeMe nne B-
Me nopTo opro/ ieMM naiUM 3a BOfla.noToa Taa noMHa naK ,qa Ma/rrpeTMpa, TBpfleiue ,o,eKa cyMAPK a/i flOfleK a Taa cnM e/ia .
na Aopo, AypM m Toa ^ a e bmctmhb, Toa cm 6e iue Moja
paoTa, a mAa He e uu e, Taa naK Ke cm ocTaHeme CTBAPHOnypa . Taa TBpfleuje m fleKa cyM flpKa/i bo Ka^aTa, bo n/iaKa-
poT, bo / im(J)tot, HaceKa/n,e.
ceKorauj Kora Ke M3/i e3eB oa KaflaTa Taa Ke flOTpMaiue bo
6aH>aTa mfleMeK:
e e ! BMAM OBAE! f / lEAAJ!"
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e 6 a i e ziyaTa, Toa ce caMO flawiKM HEHMCTOTUJA".
He, Toa e Ci lEPMA! Toa e Cf lEPMA!"
m/im Ke Byie3eiue f lypn ce anba no,q paLjeTe m;im Mery ho-
3ei e m Ke peneiu e, e se, ee, TE OATMB! Toa ro nPABMLU!"
U n o nPABAM? He Mome yiM MOBeK fl a cm m M3Mnejaj i^aTa?OBa ce MOM jaju,a, y Kyp aii ! He M ow e / in MoseK ,qa cm tm M3-MMe concTBeHMTe ja ji ja ?"
LUTO e OHa lilTO TM b m c mTaMy?"
Mo jo Tyie riOKa3a/ieL4. a cera M3/ lEry BAJ O,OBflEM!"m/im Bo KpeeT, cawio iiiTO Ke 3acnMjaM mofleflHaiu HeKoja
paKa mm ro 4>aieTO. ja c aw\o cm ce ^e m cm nMeB bmho m He no pe K-
HyBaB hmu j to . Toa ja npa e iue yujTe noBeKe ecHa .
m y u i T e n o 6 e c H a .
KOHeMHO He Mo>Keie BeKe p,a m3a p >h m , Lje/ iMOTToj Hej3MH
My a6 eT 3a ApKaH>eTO, mmc/ ibm M OETO HaBOHo flpKaH>e m
Toa UJTO ja c cawio cm ce,qeB m ce CMewKa B, Taa pMnHa m M3-
/ ie3e HM3 BpaTaTa.
ja nyii iTMB ,a o,qM. caMO cm ce,qeB m cm ro n n e B b m h o t o .
nopTo.
na K MCTOTO.
pa3MMC/ iyaB Ma/ wy 3a Toa. mxm, mxm, ,qo6po .
noToa M Hory yiewep HO craHa m c/ ieroB Hao/ iy co t imKaB HeiUTO a o MeHe, MMawe e,o,Ha o a OHMeCTapOMOflHM / IMCMU.M Ha BpaTOT. T/ iaBaTa Ha MpTBaTa / 1MCM-
i^a BMceiue Ha Hej3MHMTe rpaM k o m wie meflaa. rpaflMTe /v\e
r/ ie^aa.
TBoj aTa / iMCMU,a M3me fl a KaKo p,a mTpea nMjaHKa Aywo",
M peKOB.
MpTBa e, He m Tpe6a nMjaHKa. MeHe mm Tpe6a m/im Ke
yMpaM."
na f l opo, 4>mh o MOMMe KaKo MeHe. Koj cyM na jac ,a ceam
CMpT HaoKoziy? m n/ iaTMB nMjaMKa. M m ro Kama Hej3MHOTO MMe,
Taa 6ewe MapyM. m KamaB fl eKa ja c cyM ToM ac HajTMHrej/ i,
np of la sa n Ha Hes/ iM. M ap gM . CMTe OBMe meHM co MMMhba,
LUTO c