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उपÛयास गरजत बरसत ----उपÛयास ğयी का द सरा भाग---- - -असग़र वजाहत .. पहला खÖड -------- मेरे रंग-ढंग से सबको यह अंदाज़ा लग चुका था Ǒक Ǒदãली ने मेरȣ कमर पर लात मारȣ है और साल-डेढ़ साल नौकरȣ कȧ तलाश मɅ मारा-मारा Ǒफरने के बाद मɇ घर लौटा हूं। अपमािनत होने का भाव कम करने के िलए मɇ लगातार ऊपर वाले कमरे मɅ पड़ा सोचा करता था या जासूसी दुिनया पढ़ा करता था। दो -तीन Ǒदन बाद अतहर को पता चला Ǒक मɇ आया हूं तो वह आ धमका और उसके साथ मɇ शाम को पहली बार िनकला था। छोटा-सा शहर, छोटȣ-छोटȣ दुकानɅ, पतली सड़कɅ , ǐरÈशे और साइǑकलɅ, सब कु छ मɇ Ǒदãली कȧ आंख से देख रहा था और मुझे काफȧ अÍछȤ लग रहȣ थीं। अतहर के साथ मामू के होटल मɅ गया। वहां मुɳार आ गया। कु छ देर बाद हम तीनɉ उमाशंकर के पास गये। रेलवे Üलेटफाम[ कȧ एक बɅच पर कु ãलड़ɉ मɅ चाय लेकर हम बैठ गये और इन लोगɉ ने मेरे ऊपर सवालɉ कȧ बौछार कर दȣ। मɇ सोचने लगा Ǒक इन सबको मɇ Èया बताऊं ? ये सब मेरे दोèत हɇ। अतहर मेरे साथ èकू ल मɅ था अब तक बारहवीं पास करने के िलए साल दो साल बाद इǔàतहान मɅ बैठ जाता है। उमाशंकर ने इंटर पास करने का मोह भी ×याग Ǒदया है और कपड़े कȧ दुकान खोल ली है। मुɳार िसलाई का काम करता है और उदू [ अखबारɉ का बड़ा घनघोर पाठक है। इनमɅ शायद कोई कभी Ǒदãली गया भी नहȣं है। मɇ इÛहɅ Èया बताऊं Ǒक मरे साथ Èया ह ? Èया इसके पीछे यह अहंकार तो नहȣं है Ǒक मɇ एम.. हूं और ये लोग पढ़े -िलखे नहȣं हɇ। मेरȣ बात समझ नहȣं पायɅगे? हां शायद यहȣ है। इसिलए मुझे बताना चाǑहए Ǒक मेरे साथ Èया हुआ था हुआ था ये चाहे समझɅ चाहे न समझɅ लेǑकन मेरे मन के ऊपर से तो बोझ हट जायेगा। बताओ यार साǔजद. . .तुम तो चुप हो गये . . . लेव बीड़ȣ ǒपयो।अतहर ने एक सुलगती बीड़ȣ मेरȣ तरफ बढ़ा दȣ।

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